IAmTheHolySpirit

Only the ego can attach itself to thoughts. You are the neutral observer, you are merely observing. You are not the identity, personality that is having this problem. You are aware of the awareness of it. It is not right nor wrong, so do not label these physical actions as "right". It is only a waste of energy to label them. If it is what you do, that is what you do. Do not claim it as "right". You have not started to become more aware of your self, you have started to become more aware of your own ego. This ego is the one who is being judgemental and is really pushy. Why would you, infinite love, joy, peace and compassion ever be judgemental and pushy? It literally is impossible. Anytime something is judgemental or something feels pushy, it is only because of the ego. You are not feelings. So if you feel like you have to push your self, do not trust that feeling. Will divine love ever push you to "go over the limit"? Does divine love want you to meditate through pain? Divine love is available and here in this present moment all the time, it encompasses you whether you are aware of it or not. It will never be a catalyst for any suffering, and it has absolutely no reason for you to do anything. Divine love, this universe, does not care what you are doing. Aslong as you exist, you are doing everything that needs to be done. So the ego is restless, he is bossing you around saying "You must do more of this" or "You skipped this! that is really bad!" etc basically bitching around without even doing anything, and instead of you simply taking a step back, being aware of awareness, being in this moment loving unconditionally, you keep going with that stream of thoughts, which is why you feel disconnected from your self and from divine love. Worry not because all you need to do is be aware of being aware. Stay there. You are giving up and the ego is winning. Can you please clarify who is giving up? Who are you, that you are able to give up? Who are you, that the ego can "win" against you? The ego's function is to make you see your self and problems as personal. To play a role and to be a personality, an identity. It succeeded because you made this post, it succeeded because you now identify your self as these "anxious judgemental thoughts" or "uncomfortable feelings, pushy". If you simply stay aware of awareness, and not identify as any thoughts or feelings, they will go away from where they came from. These thoughts and feelings are like clouds passing. You are the infinite sky. You are always there to be aware of them. They can't exist without you. Knowing now that you are more than just thoughts, emotions and sensations you must stay as you are in that knowing, knowing that nothing can ever affect you, as you are the infinite creator of this universe. As long as you do not hold on to any thoughts, any feelings or sensations, they won't be able to latch themselves onto you. If you do not open the door, they can only knock. They can't get in. They don't stick. They don't leave a smell. Awareness can't be anxious. So saying "I am pushing myself" and then "Pushing myself makes me anxious" makes no sense. It is the ego thinking and believing that it is pushing itself, and then suffering from its own thoughts saying "These thoughts make me anxious" That which is aware, can never be that which it is aware of. So you (awareness) can't be sad, anxious, depressed, angry, happy, joyful, loving because all of that is perceived by the pure awareness that you truly are. You are the pure awareness, not that which is perceived. Be aware of being aware, perceive that which is ever-presently perceiving. As you can see, the ego is a total dumbass lmfao.

You are welcome for all the spiciness and entertainment, finally something else than your boring ass ego.

You are creating duality. I don't see any duality. Don't even come to me with that bullshit about duality or nonduality, I have no interest in that unless you have a question. You can't help me.

The Holy Spirit can't blaspheme. The Holy Spirit is driven by the source of the universe. It is beyond Karma and beyond all this bullshit of blasphemy. To believe you are something else than the holy spirit you are delusional, that itself is blasphemy in fact.

Only an ego would want to be taken seriously.

I know, that is why I am telling you to fuck off

Fuck off kid lmfao

You are lucky for being able to see it. Bless you.

Love is not "bigger" it is the infinite source itself.

That is not rest. That is the bait of the ego to lure you into unconsciousness, prolonging the delusional journey. I pray for you to have consciousness because "bouncing back to ego" is the most retarded, ignorant and foolish thing I have ever said someone say. Congratulations. How dare you even be giving your ignorant and arrogant advice when you are literally on an "off and on thing" and not completely enlightened? You do understand that every single word coming out of your mouth will be destructive and contribute to ignorance? It is better for you to keep quiet until you have fully stabilized in that which is true, otherwise you'll be bringing people back to hell with you. "Rest in the ego" hahahaahahahaha lmfao

That is only a belief. A thought believed in. None of it is true. Thought can't be without you (pure awareness) and yet you (pure awareness) can be without thought. You already confirmed this in your own experience. The fact that you had even 1 single moment of no-thought, means you are automatically beyond thought completely, beyond emotion and sensations completely. You are independent of them, but they are dependant on you. See, who is the greater? The pure awareness that you are, or thoughts, emotions and sensations that you are aware of? The game of life is that the ego baits you into believing you are powerless without it. You must see through this illusion and understand that all thoughts, emotions and sensations are useless and its source is the egoic-mind. You must transcend this way of thinking and believing about life. I recommend watching Moojiji on youtube instead of talking to these dumbasses on this forum that will only lead you to more delusion. If you are honest about seeing that which is true, with no bullshit involved, no sugar-coating and garbage egoic-mind distractions, watch Moojiji on youtube. Actually I am god. You are imagining a thought that is saying "@IamTheHolySpirit is not god" and then you believe it, and then it appears as if I am not god. It is only because you believe I am not god that it appears that I am not god. In my direct experience, I am god.

Yes I know what I mean. There is a belief from the mind saying "You are not always the higher consciousness" but that would just be a thought perceived. I am the highest self and I can't be anything else. Once you see it like that, you are choicelessly 24/7 enlightened. Because there is literally nothing that can be "not enlightened". Ofcourse I say "enlightened" but that is just a title. I mean knowing your true self. It is actually very simple and once you get over the delusion that you can EVER be separate from the self, it'll be clearly seen you are always, ever-presently the self. It is only when you believe thoughts, emotions or sensations in consciousness that you "forget yourself". You must identify to not be enlightened. So it is easy for me, I just see through all delusions and illusions and naturally what stays is the self. I don't identify with anything at all, and by this simple "exercise" that "I" am not even doing, naturally only the highest is present. When you see that "you" who needs to "abide in consciousness" doesn't exist, it is just a thought, therer is only consciousness left. Nobody to "abide" in it. There is only consciousness and a dead "ego" you could say. The longer you are in the state of no-ego, the harder it'll be for the ego to "resurrect itself" by luring you into identification with thoughts, events, appearances, emotions and sensations. I am the self beyond delusions, and all delusions are easily perceived by the power of discernment that is extremely useful in remaining as the self. The power of discernment is the only power you truly "need" to remain as the self. Everything else is a waste of time and effort, all you need to do in life is to discern: Is this true, coming from enlightened consciousness or is this coming from egoic-consciousness? You must not follow any action that is forced/suggested to you by egoic-consciousness. Absolutely deny it, because it will automatically put you in a situation in which the egoic-consciousness appears to have the better hand. Don't play on the ground of the ego, you must stay in the ground of your own self. Only once you are stabilized in the self, you know what you are beyond belief, beyond distractions, once you simply know there is nothing that can touch you anymore, you DECIDE that nothing can touch you anymore, you simply DECIDE to NOT identify with ego, no matter what, this gives you incredible power because you are DECIDING to be in acknowledgement of that which you TRULY are. So for now don't look for anything else other than the confirmation of your own true self. Anything else is a complete distraction. A few months of consistently and using the power of discernment, you should be enlightened beyond "going back" or "relapsing" or "identification with the mind".

Look how you identify with this feeling appearing in consciousness; "I feel too much "I am right" in your messages" that itself is just a thought! You literally just believed in a thought and a feeling appearing in consciousness, and now you are identifying as it. Obviously your ego is triggered, it is better to wish clarity for your own self because you are identifying with the mind.

If you believe "I am good" it means you believe you are "good" and that automatically means you believe you are separated. There is a universe in which "I am good", so now you are separated from the universe, by believing you are an individual and you are good. That is why I say, stop believing ALL THOUGHTS. You have nothing to do with that. Why the hell would you pick any "good thought" and believe it? The silence itself is the highest bliss, highest beauty, there is nothing for you to look in thoughts. If you believe thoughts are useful, you are still delusional.

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Notice that this is the "egoic-minds" purpose. First of all you are not an idiot. You are aware of "idiocy", is that which is aware of "being an idiot" an idiot? That awareness is closer to who you truly are, so first of all you can't say you are an idiot. It literally is false no matter what. That which is aware of self-realization, can that get "self-realized"? "self-realization" is just a trap of the mind to keep you searching for something you already are. There is no way for the mind to get self-realized. That in you which has a desire for "self-realization" is just the mind. The mind has put another mask, instead of wanting sex, money, drugs, now it is a "higher mind" and now it wants to get self-realized. You must realize that this "higher mind" is just pretending, it is not you. You are that which is aware of the higher mind. And you are able to be aware of that awareness. You are already the highest self, the universal consciousness. It literally is a matter of being aware of the identification, and stopping it. So currently you identify yourself as being "an idiot that wants to be less of an idiot and to get self-realized" There is an awareness of that "idiot", otherwise you couldn't say "Yes, I am an idiot and I want to get self-realized" The fact that we are able to say "there is an awareness of that idiot" means we can be aware even of awareness itself. So there is an idiot, there is something that is aware of it, and there is YOU, aware of the awareness that is aware of it. You are not even close to an idiot, actually you are in a completely different dimension. You are the source of all existence actually. You are literally one with that. Just stop believing the mind and its delusions. The mind creates self-images about itself, I want to be self-realized... I am currently an idiot... But whatever self-image there is, it is only an image. Fiction. Not real. Not fact. Not truth. All complete nonsense, just thoughts believed in. Do not believe any single thought, emotion or sensation, for you are that which is beyond them, and are choicelessly aware of all of them.

A "POV" is just a thought. There is no such thing as "POV" stop trying to investigate all of this nonsense. Look, this guy "The observer" has literally told you some nonsense and now you have a new mission "find out what this bullshit he is talking about" why waste your life doing what others tell you? Look how quickly you believe yourself to be ignorant, believe yourself to "need to investigate something", that is all a scam of the mind. Just stop. Be aware of being aware. Be in the silence of being. Be one with yourself, stop following the deluded mind. He is trying to take you on an adventure which will only take away you away from peace, joy and love.

First of all, these are thoughts also. The mind is now trying to lure you into unconsciousness again; "What if I do this?", this is already a scam of the mind. In a few moments of following this train of thought you will be having an existential crisis again Just leave it. Drop it. Don't try to do anything. Don't follow ANY thought. You don't need to fill your mind, you don't need anything at all, just be aware of awareness itself. You don't need to create a "good life", once you are aware of being aware, you are automatically aligned with the highest plan of the father himself, god, for you. Stay in alignment with god, and don't worry about all this kind of nonsense from the mind. The mind can't offer you anything that the universe already has set up for you. Just relax, be grateful for the silence, and stay with it. That is your ONLY job. Anything else is a distraction. I recommend watching Moojiji on youtube, he can help you infinitely. Moojiji is your truest self, the highest self, embodied. So enjoy loving mooji, because mooji is yourself.

It is not hard, that is just a thought. The mind told you "This is hard" and now you immediately believe it and type it to me. Look how guillable we are without the discerning wisdom. In a moment we are back in the story of the mind. "It is the hardest thing to be myself" Haha, you are already yourself. You are choicelessly yourself. It is simply a matter of remembering in every single moment until there is no need to remember anymore, it'll be natural for you to be enlightened. I recommend watching Moojiji on youtube

This has nothing to do with consciousness.

The universe is so infinitely kind, isn't it?

You are not awareness, you are that which is aware of awareness.

You will be suffering the same way you are suffering now even with 1 billion dollars. Stop wasting your time on delusions. Find that which is unchanging. What never came and will never go. Discover what you truly are. I recommend watching Moojiji. What you are is priceless, you don't need any money.

"waiting" itself is merely a thought, and therefore it is resistance. You say "I wait" you say "I am identifying with a thought" which automatically means you are in resistance to the source of the universe and its divine way of being.

Don't waste your time doing anything in this life if your mind is not silent. Every single thought, emotion, sensation or action you will do, will be absolute egoic-garbage. You are exercising your body only because of egoic, selfish reasons. Only when you are enlightened and the exercising of the body appears, then it is accepted, because it is the will of the universe. Currently you don't like exercising because it is not the universes wish. Behind the universe there is infinite power to do any single thing you'll ever want to do. Exercise would be a piece of cake for you. The fact that it is "exhausting" is because you believe the mind telling you "you should do this now" or "this is good for you" instead of simply being aware of being aware, silencing the mind and simply being one with the universe, until the universe itself tells you "Go and do this" and you'll be extremely powerful and joyful to do it, because the mind is silent, only love is present, and love simply abides by the universes command. This is your life. Everything else is delusion.