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Lol. Idk dude . Leo keeps coming up with weird shit in these quotes on his blog . But I guess Crocodile being the other conscious entity besides me in the entire universe isn't super-true 🤣

I do have goals in life . But at the same time I'm feeling a "call" to abandon all materialistic pursuits and goals and just surrender to "God " or "life " if you don't like the word God that is . Just be in the moment . I'm actually not fully sure which approach is valid . My days are usually a mix of the two .in the morning I meditate and take cold chowers. In the evening I smoke and go outside to hit on some girls . The thing is ..we are really not in the driver seat of our lives ..something as trivial as weather change can ruin your entire day . Right ? So what good is striving for big goals if its not guaranteed that all your efforts won't go to the dust. Do you remember the year 2020-2021..how many business workers had crazy goals and projects that year which were all undermined by a stupid fucking virus (Covid)..!!?

Have you ever wondered Why does the universe play games with me ? Have you noticed that existence is not just some random atoms bouncing around in a box? But that there is something mysterious going on ? I'm experiencing insane synchronicities as of late .like when you read something here or there and it just "clicks " so fucking hard . A lot of Deja Vue also . I'd swear I know what this person is going to say or do . Etc Leo says the universe is a mind .and more specifically your own mind .that's why it's playing tricks with you .because fundamentally it is you .this post that you're reading right now is not being displayed on a gadget screen ..it's being displayed inside your own mind .I'm not a person separate from you ..I'm your own mind talking to you and trying to get you to recognise that i am you 😱. The only obstacle to recognize this is you think you are this human body sitting there looking at the room ..while the truth is you are the entire room .the entire field of experience. Not just a single object within it . The other point is that I'm fully conscious right now that life is a dream .because of two reasons: 1- how weird and nonsensical life is .isn't all dreams weird and nonsensical? You might be dreaming of Obama playing football with Messi inside a hospital emergency room..etc most dreams are fucking bizarre. And your whole life is actually more absurd and bizzare than this .you just don't want to admit it. 2-because a dream doesn't have "context ". You just find yourself inside the dream with all the characters within it .you don't remember the beginning of the dream or where is it taking place .same thing with "real life " .you don't actually remember how you got here or where is this taking place . Of courses because there is no beginning nor a context for reality . All of that should make your life easier and more smooth And develop a kind of inner peace knowing that life is just an unfunny joke.

Why ? Having dry mouth and needing to pee like every 10 minutes plus a mild drop in libido is not that much of a deal breaker to block suicidal mood . 4 or 5 years ago I attempted suicide because I was really fed up with life and having to work in my youth to feed myself because my dad is such a cu**.

@Spiritual Warfare you're welcome brother . I wonder why if you don't mind sharing ? This should not be treated lightly or ignored . If you have clinical depression you should see a therapist and take SSRI’S. It's nothing to be ashamed of .I take antidepressants for 3 years now.

Its precisely because you eat a shitton of cookies and masturbate that you feel depressed. happiness is counterintuitive. If you meditate every day.. and exercise ..and socializie..and follow your life purpose and passion in life Its guaranteed that you will feel on top of the world. What I mean by existence being a bad joke is Its no different than a dream .if you are having a nightmare and some snake is about to bit you..but then you became lucid..would you still feel fear ..? Obviously not . So the key is to grasp this in this waking dream by awakening. Also..reasrch "stoicism ". And "hedonism". These are two approaches to happiness. Make up your mind on which one resonates with ya .

@Keryo Koffa thx✌️ Its not like I'm going to use it to do what you do ..because it's your trademark at this point .

Lol.

@Keryo Koffa what app do you use to make these edits?

@Spiritual Warfare 😇

What is meant is simply that there is no "perceiver" ..as a duality (perception +perceiver)... You can indeed open a skull and see a brain and you can see your own brain (let's assume that's possible) but these are just perceptions supposedly occurring inside the perceiver brain.. You can see a brain as a perception.. But the Assumed perceiver brain can never be perceived because the perceiver can't be an object of perception. The perceiver can't perceive itself. Just like the eye can't see itself and the knife can't cut itself. So to summarize.. There are brains found in perception.. But the brain that's assumed to be perceiving them can't be found. Was never found and will never be found. Because it sits outside of perceptions. There is in fact no "perceiver" aside from perception. If you take a look at direct experience.. You can't find a perceiver. All you find are perceptions. If you manage to name a perceiver..notice that's just another perception. The perceiver "the ego mind" is an optical illusion.

@James123 🙏 I fucking love this man . Him and Robert Adams have literally saved my life . BTW I posted that video in my first few threads on this forum back in 2020 i guess . I'm smoking a joint rn while listening and I'm in a high state of consciousness.

Which paradigms? 🤔

Oh for real ?🤣

I've experienced synchronicities before in my life .and I'm sure all people have. So I'm not reinventing the wheel here . But I'm talking about crazy wacky levels of synchronicities. I literally could read that the last word in your post is "though loop " then I open an Osho video on YouTube and the first word I hear is "Thought loop". This cannot ever be explained with rationality or physics or the entire materialist paradigm. It's only explained that these seemingly distinct people who appear to be other than you are actually your own mind . Reality is your own mind . We project the idea that external world is objective and doesn't intersect with our own selves .but I think you have tripped on psychedelics before and you've broken through this facade . Dreams are also a hint .

It's sad to read this .this is what the term spiritual bypassing points to . What this literally implies is that you are depressed and you want to kill yourself and not see the ugly face of existence ever again. My post points to the complete opposite direction . Life being an absurd joke should make you happy and you need not to kill yourself or do mahasmadhi or try to go to sleep and never wake up ..it should empower your life and take it not so seriously. But you do you . I understand fully when someone is stuck in a paradigm-lock and cannot see past it .

Sure .same for you . Enjoy your Sadhana to the brim .

@Javfly33 you are taking this shit way too literally and way too seriously. chilling out is key for ya . AND you enter a new dream.

I'm not so sure about that actually. Idk what is your definition of "real enlightenment " either . But as long as you're dreaming a reality you have to play by the rules of that reality . And I don't think this will ever stop. I have read a comment of you recently saying that the ultimate goal to spiritual work is Mahasamdhi or cessation. But if so ..then why did "God" (which is simply you in the ultimate analysis) Decide to "click the play button" to begin with? You were an absolutely perfectly formeless singularity (even science affirms this ontological principle of the big bang was a singularity)..why did you decide to engage in the world of form to begin with if your goal is to be formelessness? If your goal was to really abide in a formless state forever you wouldn't have incarnated into a form in the first place.

Because -while being an ultimate joke- it still have ups and downs ..suffering...pain..confusion..plot twists ...drama ..etc

@NoSelfSelf lock this thread please. See what he called females?

@Breakingthewall no habla espanola 😂

Epic sentence bro !

@Breakingthewall can you tell me what's happening NOW?

As well ? What are you planning to cut alongside? Don't do it bruh .