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Time is not three dimensional (past - present - future)..so there is no year that comes and year that goes. It's just one present moment with ever-changing content. Just like a static TV screen with constantly changing images (pixels).. The screen (present moment) never changes yet the content is constantly changing.

What is a question? What is anything? Any answer is gonna be thoughts about thoughts. Thoughts inside thoughts about the nature of thoughts. A thought is a thought and that's rock bottom. A rock is a rock and that's rock bottom. Meaning it is exactly what it appears to be to direct consciousness without any conceptual stories or "explanations". Now ofcourse you can get underneath that endlessly because that's the nature of things.. It expands forever in all directions.. But that doesn't make any place different from where you are at. It's all the same and it's all different at the same time!

It's so weird! Everything is so fucking weird. I open my eyes in the morning.. Here we go.. I am here.. Consciousness.. The ultimate miracle. A body is here.. The consciousness seems to be located or attached to the body.. Yet upon closer investigation it is always in the background and never touches anything. Yet somehow the illusion of body - identity has to continue to be able to function.. When you know you are not the body yet you have to pretend that you are the body!! When you know you are not your name yet everyone calls you by your name and you are supposed to respond or you are being rude!! Wtf,!! Seriously what the fuck is this body doing here.. Moving around.. Breathing automatically.. Blood flows automatically.. Electrical signals.. Move the hands.. Grab the phone.. All automatically.. Holy shit I am not in the driver seat.. Holy shit! Look.. The body is moving on it's own.. Who is me then??.? Holy shit the body is a prison.. Constantly keeps asking me for stuff.. A chore after a chore.. Feed me.. Hydrate me.. Please me.. Rest me.. Repeat repeat repeat motherfucker!.. Why? Just because! Oh my God I exist inside a three dimensional space.. Another prison.. Why can't it be a 4 dimensions or 5000 dimensions..? Holy shit the content of this space keeps changing constantly.. Look! It doesn't stand still for a single fucking moment!! Everything is running away.. Quickly...why are you running away? From what? To where?. Every experience gets born to die.. In the same instance. Impermanence is such a mindfuck. Everything is a fucking mirage.. It's all bullshit. Wow. It's so weird.

The source of Corona virus? This guy thinks it's a human made genetic mutation in a laboratory.. And that guy thinks it came naturally from unclean bat soup eaten by some Chinese dude..... Well fuck you both.. The real source of Corona virus is nowhere.

Words. You either have words or silence. Seems like you are still attached to words even if it's words about what is not a word. Don't worry sooner or later you will be totally free .

"No one can "say" because it is not words " - Alan watts.

"There is no goal anywhere.. Existence is not moving towards some target. And it is good that it is not moving towards some target ..because If the goal is there.. Sooner or later it will be achieved.. Then what?! ".

Who's aware? There aren't entites who own awareness right? think I got ya now. There is only awareness without "someone" who is aware.. so the conflict between "self" vs "other" being aware or not doesn't even arise from that perspective.

@Bulgarianspirit thanks but that question was directed towards @Nahm

Give me an example of something that is not a belief.

Happiness and Truth. We all are basically searching for these two things.. What a joke?. Don't you realize that Truth is all that there is and you can't search for it because it can never be lost? Don't you realize that nothing external will give you actual happiness because it's fleeting and trivial?. A cosmic joke of endless searching for that which can only be found when we stop searching.. Is what life is.

That's the only thing you can't lose. Btw there is no "you" who loses or gains "it".. Remove the "you" and all that is left is "it".. Or don't. Not to get you schizophrenic out of your goddam mind but there is really no such thing as "you" "yourself" "myself" "my" "I am-ness".. Etc.. There is only one thing at a time and it can't reference to "itself" because the "itself" s are copies of "it". You can't have the same thing twice.

LOL

So the I-am-ness ONLY exists when you are alone and away from people? And about this?

Maybe.. But do you know that you don't "have" to think of it this way?

Well from my experience it's one self.. But If you zoom into it you will find infinity. What you are is not everything. It's also nothing and anything.. It fits in with everything so you can't get it wrong. P.S if you feel lonely just go connect with some people!

How much selves and "I" s do we have?

What's all of existence is about ? So this is a new (or new old) way to try to conceptualize reality and make sense of it. The distinctions here are arbitrary and completely relative but nevertheless here we go. There is basically only two things in all of existence.. Forms and formlessness. That's it. There isn't and never was and never will be anything else. The forms ALWAYS are limited and impermanent. The formless ONLY is unlimited and permanent. The two Are actually identical but it's hard for the mind to make sense of that (how could these forms be formless?). Instead try to think of it this way.. The formless is the container of forms. You might ask "where are all these forms taking place"? "where does existence happening"? And the answer is really nowhere.. Reality is happening inside of nothingness. If we erase all forms from existence.. What's left? Only pure formlessness. Pure nothingness. So that's like what's underneath all forms. Or the container of all forms.. The original state that then comes different forms and appear inside of it. So this present moment that's happening right now is 50 % forms and 50 % formlessness. We usually don't think of it this way.. We think "it's just forms it's just reality where is this formlessness?". Lol ofcourse you can't see it because it's not a form. It has no qualities whatsoever and that's precisely why and how it is present everywhere and every when yet you can't see it.. Because you can only see forms. But how come forms are present without a container? There must be a container that contains all these forms and it can't be anything else but formlessness. Think about an empty glass that is necessary to have some water or any substance inside of it. But instead what we have here is not an empty "glass".. But rather pure emptiness. Now you might ask.."where did all these forms come from then"? Here there is really no answer. It's pure magic. But the trick is that ultimately all forms appear and disappear.. They are just like dreams or hallucinations.. Forever appearing and disappearing. There is no rational explanation whatsoever why forms are here (the answer is actually that form is formlessness but it's near impossible to make sense of it rationally without a mystical experience). But the only way to relate to it is by understanding that all forms are ultimately a temporary passing show that means absolutely nothing and was never ought to be anything substantial or to form a "reality". The only full realness is to the all mighty nothingness.

At least it is revealed to be absolutely nothing that you thought it was.

Dreams always fascinate me. It's mind blowing how could a totally fake reality be designed And actualized and appear 100% real.. All out of the blue through sheer imagination. This isn't conclusive to anything but it surely has to give you some lines to think about the" waking reality " and the possibility of it being brought up in the same way. I actually had a very vivid dream last night. Was with my brothers and we were talking and having dinner etc.. I was so involved and living it up as if it's 100 real everything was so vivid to a ridiculous degree that I'm still in shock how could that be a dream .. If that dream lasted for years (let's just assume that's possible) there was basically no way to tell it's a dream. Yet upon waking up..all is revealed to be absolutely nothing.

I guess

Sure. You are absolutely right. Thanks for the reminder

I mean I don't see any reason to lock them.. But it's up to you I guess.. But do you think that having 500 messages is enough reason to lock them? Actually that means it's a juicy topic and a lot of valuable insights are being shared.. So that's actually a reason to keep it going not to lock it. . But again if you think we are just beating a dead horse and it's becoming a distraction.. Lock em I won't mind

It seems like this maze is infinite.. And something about you is that there are no basics or certain facts That I can get from you.. You can deny anything.. And you can approve anything.. And then deny it again in a different context.. What is the criteria? Non at all. So if both me and you exist.. What is nonduality? "Not-two"? How is it that there is only one thing or absolute underlying oneness if you assert the separation and independence of me AND you?

The only difference between this and solipsism is like the difference if you lose one of your eyes or not . One eye or two eyes.. Makes no difference.. There is only one thing seeing.. Via one hole or two or hundred or infinity.