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Eastern mystics have discovered this 5000 years ago lol.the ego is kind of "intelligent" (it's not just a dumb robotic system) and it will modify its behaviour with reality . It seems like the ego is neccesary for surviving (If you want to survive in a body.. a selfish "I" thought is neccesary to know and interact with the world). But the ego can become self-aware (like it is connected with a ubs-cable to Consciousness Lol) and be less neurotic and have more concious behaviours aligned with the Truth of reality. (But of course.. the ironic thing is..that if the ego would be really aligned with this Truth..he would just dissapear Lol).

@Never_give_up you're welcome. if you want someone to talk with hit me a private message.

@Never_give_up thanks for opening up. All these things you mentioned can be improved .you just don't how yet .so the situation is not hopeless like someone who has a cancer .so the two points I asked you whether they apply to your life situation or not are not intact. By your own admission you said you feel slightly better right now . So I would say that means you are going to stick around for a while and not kill yourself just yet . I dealt with the question of suicide early on in my teen years . I just discovered that life is just a piece of shit and you just suffer and die in the end anyways so what's the fucking point of grinding and suffering for 60 or 70 or 80 years then die anyways..?..why not just kill myself and rest in peace? The answer is complex : 1- you do not know what happens after death . Maybe you incarnate as a jew in Hitler's Nazi era . Maybe you incarnate as a cow in a slaughter shop . So how do you know that death will end your suffering and not just increases it? I'm sure you reasoned with yourself this point . 2-it is not true that life is pure shit. You can't deny that happiness exist . And hope exist .People who kill themselves do so because they are hopeless. You need to find a source of hope .that could be God..Going to the church ..prayer ..practicing gratitude..etc Hope you live long fullfling life with peace brother 🙏.

@Natasha Tori Maru if what you are saying is true ..then why people commit suicide? Look at these suicide statistics https://afsp.org/suicide-statistics/ Don't delete yourself. Watch Leo's videos and work on improving your life everyday . Can you please open up about why you want to suicide?

@UnbornTao what you are asking has nothing to do with what I said . There is no such thing as perception or logic which are more fundamental than being/this . I was pointing 👉 to direct being which is not a process that happens through perception or time .you can't have logic or perception or time without being. But you can have being without these things (like in deep sleep).

@UnbornTao 1-take anything .your hand ..that window ..the moon..the cats ..literally anything. 2-i call all these things "THIS ". 3-" THIS " is just "THIS". What it is is as it is. Exactly as it appears. Nothing is hidden.a cat is a cat. A dog is a dog .a sun is a sun. An electron is an electron . Experience is Experience. This is the most basic logical law EVER. It's called law of identity. Which simply says a thing is itself . If you can't get this or if you gonna argue or Poke holes in this then even God shiva can't help you .

@Sincerity I don't believe there is any respectful or fruitful conversation that can happen ever again between us .so I would just refrain.

@MutedMiles hi there. You quoted me in two topics in a short time. Do my post interest you ? If so i am glad . And thanks for sharing your thoughts. what you said here is not totally false . What i mean by accepting being a man is more obvious than obvious. Do you want me to break it down to you ? Girls live in their homes playing with their hair and experimenting with makeup and watching romance movies .then they get married and their lives is solved for good .the husband works and pays the bills and they just chill at home and raise the kids . Pretty comfy huh ? Whereas a man literally is under physical and mental stress virtually every day. Work and taking care of his family as he is the provider. Even if he is not married he is supposed to feed himself once he is 18+ . My question is simply are you happy with this role ?

Thanks . I stopped smoking completely for a good long period of time. Also stopped eating pretty much anything except high quality grilled sheep steak.

I have made several threads in the past here that I struggle with anxiety and panic attacks. And also about my addiction to smoking cigarettes. Thank god the panic attacks have vanished. They were a feeling of I'm about to lose my mind and my sanity and losing control over my whole body and collapsing .I don't want to get into details in describing what a panic attack is to not trigger other healthy people on here. So..like I said I'm cured now from panic attacks .all thanks to the medication I started taking a few years ago up until today (never missing a single day )..namely: Invega.. prozac.. Rivotril .. Zyprexa . my therapist prescribed them to me .and I'm taking them consistently since 3 years ago. However I still from time to time get anxious . I'm experiencing social anxiety whenever I go outdoors to do a simple task like going to grocery to pick some milk I feel tensed around people. When I go to sleep I feel anxiety and I experience a feeling of difficulty getting up from bed .I wake up at like 7 AM but I slack off and stay in bed doing nothing until 10 AM. It's like I want to keep sleeping for days and not see the light . I feel tired of daily routine .as if I'm 70 years old or something. Another problem I'm facing is OCD . I'm not gonna say what exactly is the OCD about or what is the thing that I'm obsessed about because I think it's embarrassing..but I'm confident to say I have OCD around a certain thing .I keep checking that thing repeatedly and unnecessarily even though my rational mind knows that there is no point in doing so but I can't help but check it out . So I need help with that as well . The final proplem is I stopped smoking for two months now ...no cigarettes..no Cigars ...no nicotine patch ..no vaping etc.. yet I still feel burning sensation in my chest around the lungs and heart area . I know 100% it's the side effects of years of smoking . But like I said I stopped smoking completely for idk maybe two months almost (I don't really count the days ) and I don't plan to ever get back to smoking again. Nobody obviously wants lungs cancer or heart attack . So..yeah ...these are some things I'm going through and I'm looking for advice .if anyone here can help me out please go ahead. Thanks !

@theleelajoker I talked to him .go back few pages and read my interaction with him.

@Never_give_up also stop kidding yourself about killing yourself. commiting suicide seems really logical only if: 1-there is literally no other solution to your problem in life even in theory . 2-the pain you are experiencing in life is bigger than fear of death . Are these two applicable to your life situation?

If you want to know what goes on after you die then go die and find out .that's how this works.

It's beyond me how is this question still unanswered for you . Experience is literally all that there is .it's another word for everything. Then you ask well and what the fuck is that ? And how the fuck do you expect anyone to know ? It doesn't get more direct than direct. Nobody knows what everything/Experience is but evryone are directly Experiencing experience/everything all the time and nothing else .

I mean let's fucking assume Solipsism is true ..what does that mean ? It means life works like a dream. In a dream you are the only real one and the entire world is imagined for you by you..except that you don't know it unless you become lucid or wake up. So bring this back to your so called real world .if Solipsism is true in the real world then you (actually me..Someone_here) are the only real one and everyone else is being imagined by me . But again I don't realize it . To realize it I either have to wake up from life which just means physical death to quit dancing around it . Or..I have to go balls into the steel with some toad juice extract or some shit ..and if I did I will be awake in the dream but do you realize how radical this is ? But this will end the dream as well. What happens when you become luicd in night dreams ? You get too excited but then you wake up immediately. So the point is that you can't be FULLY conscious of Solipsism being true and stay "alive ". This makes all solipsists full of shit even if Solipsism is true .

OK so the 100000000000000000000th Solipsism thread on this forum you guys and girls are ignorant sorry to say . You will never flesh this bitch called Solipsism out with logic and thought experiments. Leo himself said go trip a 100 times on 5 meo and then you will realize its only you masturbating . And even then he deleted the Solipsism episode because "people 💩" cannot handle it lol.

@Hojo oh yeahhhh I get it now ..so brilliant

OK I see . Sorry to hear about that . What ??

@Hojo but presumably you are Canadian. Isn't English your tongue's language? anyways they forced you to use comma instead of lumping together your monkey mind chatter but no one can force me to stop using dots instead of commas 😂. Actually I was very bad at English in school as well .I have no idea how I'm writing English right now or how I do it .I just do it like how i beat my heart . I Guess that may answer your question about god . Would you like to talk about god or English today ?

1-what ? 2-so they finally actually forced you to use comma 😂?

So first of all thanks for this response and input mate ..appreciate it 🙏. I want to extrapolate about the points you quoted . First of all I want to let you know that Leo is my role model in life (maybe also CR7) .I actually privately messaged him a life coaching request and he just replied coldly "I don't do coaching anymore ". I also have publicly on the forum asked him to talk to to him on Skype or WhatsApp or anything but he completely ignored the message twice .then I tried a third time with provoking statements " omg Leo I didn't know that you are so much introverted ". He didn't respond either . You know these weird times when Leo ignores your post directed towards him ? Double that by a 10000× and you get my feeling . About saying these are supposed to be the best years of my life is because when the fuck else am I going to enjoy life ? The more you age the more you lose zest for life . I'm already feeling it and I'm only approaching my 30s. I don't wake up hungry to eat the world with my energy so to speak .I wake up like "oh wow I had a series of vivid crazy dreams..now it's time to show up for the craziest one 😂 " You see people start to get "old " starting from age 40. After that life literally gets frozen . You can't make new neural pathways in your brain . If you are addicted to something it becomes especially difficult to quit .it becomes especially difficult to change your habits or routine.and when you get to 50s and 60s then it's time to think about death and what the fuck has this life of mine been all about . So it's only in 20s and 30s where you can get them money.. cars.. girls.. yachts and shit . Now or never for me . About putting the cart before the hourse by pursuing spiritual things instead of working on practical life . I want you to know something..I spend my entire day thinking what the hell is anything. Its literally out of my control . You notice me posting countless threads on the spirituality section about topics from this ilk . It just doesn't make sense to me at all why I exist or really anything at all. I've been lucky to stumble upon Leo Gura and Robert Adams..also maybe Osho and Peter Ralston .these people I feel share the same wonder I have towards existence and that's why I'm here doing what I'm doing .

1- I don't believe you actually did 2500 approaches. Are you fucking kidding me ? And if you actually did then I recommend cutting off your dick because you are obsessed with women and sexuality (obviously this is just harsh sarcasm so relax ,mods). 2- obviously you didn't get laid .what did you expect ..? Pulling a girl to your parent's house ? Its like " hey girl you look great ..I like your makeup and hairstyle ..would you like some fun..come join me in my mom's house lol 😂). Go for it .just keep in mind it's gonna do nothing to you In the end and not fulfil you . Fucking all the bitches in the world won't do anything for you.

@Carl-Richard I don't appreciate your advice .I don't like the tone .I opened up about a serious thing such as potential cancer (as serious as it gets )and you give me this reply?

Thank yall. A question here if anyone is interested...are you all at peace with being men? Do you like being a man ? Are you in good touch with your masculinity? I'm not talking about gender polarity or having a penis instead of a vagina here ..but just being a man in the sense that you are supposed to take responsibility for your life..and you are supposed to suffer your way through life and repress your childish feminine emotions and you have to work and experience the full brutality of life etc

@Breakingthewall very poetic and elegant as usual, mister Beethoven. I'm just saying some "truths " cannot and should not be said ..people might kill themselves. Just respect the mystery of life and don't try to unravel the whole dam thing it's impossible.