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Especially now in the Internet era where there is a connection to endless varying and different and conflicting worldviews ..it's easy to be confused. I have experienced a huge confusion in the last year ...didn't know anything. And really was trying to get my Epistemology right and figure out what the hell is the ACTUAL fucking truth of existence lol But recently I'm not interested to know anything .I have transcended the need to know. And thereby the confusion has ended .not because I finally found the answer. But after I dropped the need for the answer...are you getting this? The reason you get yourself confused is that you are too attached to the end result. The fear of being wrong and making a mistake is stopping you from having a clear vision. You must change your mindset and your perspective. There is no wrong or right ..it is just a life being life .

Listen I'm sure plenty of guys here would tell me that there is no perception. So what is the function of the perception system like the nervous system? Hopefully you're not gonna tell me it's a thought or some crazy shit but otherwise F it.

Also ..stop calling people fools and dummies.

This is sooo false that its gonna take too much to correct.. There is only the five senses. Even thought is sensed . Nothing else exists .

1) spiritual people have different definitions of "enlightenment ". Mind to share your own definition? 2) there is in fact ZERO evidence that death is real . How do you know you gonna die in the future? I dare you to give me one single evidence that death is real ....I know this sounds like mad talk Right now but hey ..if you do hardcore contemplating you will reach to hardcore conclusions . 3) the body is more than a thought. You have direct experience of it . A totally unexperienced thing would be a thought like a unicorn .

Not even refractory period?

It's lack of excercise. Yup .that's it . Diet is important of course...But if you just sit on your ass all day at home expect your ding dong not working as effectively. Start even with 10 minutes walk. Best option of course if you join a gym . But you should do some cardio as well . You know why? Because What makes an erection? It's the blood circulation. If you exercise you improve your blood circulation. So no excuses..especially if you are in an intimate relationship with a girl ..this can be embarrassing..just move your ass to the nearest gym in your city . Any questions welcomed .thanks!

@BojackHorseman what is the most thing you love in life ?

I understand your point. What I'm trying to convey is that Truth kills the ego figuratively not literally. You as a human continue to exist . Your sense of self will not be 100% eliminated. Otherwise you would literally die in this case . So enlightenment is not nessacarly getting rid of the ego (you can't get of it )..but just seeing through it . So everyone would be acting from ego ..except you .

I agree.and that's exactly my point. And that's exactly my point . So the ugly stuff ..the bad guys ..the rape ..the murder ..the mass shooting etc all of that is GOD'S GOODNESS. So when you say something like "truth will kill you "..I have to disagree...because truth is lack of bias .completely indiscriminate so it can't judge anything and label it as bad or evil .

Nice ! Answer me this question please: If i as god when I was in God mode (before creating anything)which I don't remember I planned awful things for fhis character Someone here. But its ONLY bad for the EGO. That's why in all spiritual work the objective is to get rid of the ego .In god mode there is no bias so anything goes. If I truly had the same perspective I have now in god mode I would manifest a world of perfect harmony.. no conflict and maximize fun and having good time. But I didn't. I created a world of both pain and pleasure. Why? Because its more fun .like playing a video game .you want to it to be challenging for it to be interesting. Right ? True ?

Noooo. You even as an ego literally cannot experience anything ugly if you really and I mean REALLY realized that reality =unconditional love . You could be dipped in lava or going insane and you would still keep your cool. You need actual awakening to actual unconditional love . Are you conscious that existence=unconditional love ? Because to me that Is the bedrock of all the facets of awakening. All else is nonesense.

What if sex kills you and truth makes you feel good? Something I don't see being emphasised here is that truth is goodness and beauty..it's not something to be terrified from . I mean that's why Holykael was banned right ?

Of course. All bad habits should be eliminated like alcohol..smoking..too much sugar ..masturbation etc

I used to seek a hot "10" blonde girl to fuck her brains out ..not anymore. Nowadays I only seek what keeps my survival and nothing more . So food ..health ..water ..sleep ..shelter etc. And that's it. And it feels peaceful. Less is more .

Agreed ?. @Princess Arabia why is a hot girl hot? What's hot about a hot girl and not hot about a not hot girl?

@oldhandle yes watching too much porn can make your brain desensitised.

Ok

I choose sex as the main subject of this journal because I fucking love women, love orgasms, love licking women and being sucked by women. Sex is good and right. What's not to love. Pussies need fucking. Somebody's gotta do it! Although I'm deprived from it .all my relationships with it come from porn and masturbation. So I will be discussing that too .soon enough, I guess.

Can you think before you ask ?

What does it mean?

Girls are confused. In one of my cold approaches I walked up to a girl and asked her about her name ..her first reaction was smiling at me ..and I immediately took that as a good signal. But then she kept denying me from knowing her name..saying that "why should I tell my name to a stranger? ". And I told her because I find you attractive and I want to get to know you . Then she told me her name and we even exchanged phone numbers . Then she disappeared. Didn't answer to me texting her .etc and that's what always happen when I talk to an attractive girl. These kind of girls are so innocent and inexperienced that they feel shy and disturbed if a guy hits on her .

@itsadistraction yes . Practice makes perfect. As Leo mentioned in his getting laid series that you should do triple digits number of cold approaches in the last year to increase your chances . If you approach 100 girls every month ..chances are you will get lucky at least once or twice . But I have a question..you didn't address what I call "the introverted syndrome ". Most guys these days are emasculated. They are immature slob boys ..they play video games 24/7 and never leave the house and get their hands dirty or interact with the outer world ..so they are too shy to talk to anyone or begin the practice.

I don't understand why black guys in porn have a long dick (what's referred to as BBC). Acronym for big black cock