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GodDesireOnlyLove replied to KamaZeen's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
before any psychedelics, at age of 8 I asked people if that was sure that we see the same color or if our sense of it differ even if we give it the same name. beware I m not a super human, but a friend of 26 years couldn't understand this, that is obvious. I call'd people npc at age of 15 years old. I think video games and living in my own head almost all the time since early childhood played a lot on my "awareness". ( I played probably 10k hours games before 20y ) Something that I grasb at 8 years old a guy of 26 couldn't, ( we had to talk to him as 2 friends to makes him "understand" ) ( I m currently 26 ) that makes me think that reality could be really "deluded" for many peoples, really "bubble", really "tunnel". leo talked about his outrageous experiences, most of the experience he got ( thanks to him ) I got them on LSD first time, not all of them. and what he talks at the end, I told it to my psych at 20 y old ( that everything is a dream and reality will end if I close my eyes. ) She give me ritaline as an answer LOL. but as I m the psych, I was giving ritaline to myself, the goal was selling it for weed though. I m so deluded on many things still, so had lost somes pieces, and find again some others. I think reality is super real now. But still. I don't know is the more obvious answer. Leo was very truthful in his last video, we don't know, can't know. he teached me a lot about others non existential delusion ( like self love ) before him I was just a nihilistic pack of shit. I think I just follow leo because he is "wake" and funny, one of my favorit youtuber. -
@kag101 two things, you didn't read the books about it, and probably can't see it as accurate because you didn't do any work to use this lens in your reality. not that you're wrong, but that is aswell a perspective, a perspective that isn't wrong, could be stacked up aswell as a double perspective on it, but not the only one. SD is very relevant and efficient in my paradigm. saying SD is useless is just proof of a biased belief and having not put time and inquiry into it. But that's ok, some resonate better with chakra system and all that.
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@LaucherJunge good points, I watch her videos sometimes. But I still think that she could be confusing ( to me at least ) , but I probably prefer leo & myself for some reason. her "life background" and where she happen to be now is more than respectable. the worst of the teacher to me, is infinite water, this guy is way to fucked up for me. I really get the "guru vibe" from him.
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GodDesireOnlyLove replied to Surfingthewave's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
LOL sure you lived that to 100% degree, but in fact, it was just the story of you going to the restaurant, loosing sanity and opening a box with a sandwich, it's funny how it recontextualise reality about our deeper thought to the maxima, I m still thinking that we bring with us the operating paradigm of our consciousness who start to filter reality under the lens/paradigm that we have deep inside. I had a trip where I was feeling under the control of god, because I was believing that I had absolutely no free will, the others, was on the contrary, very healing, was about I totaly control everything. God mode. Since this trip no more inquiry for now, I want to build better knowledge of reality before actualizing it in a trip. -
she spread good advices.. sometimes but way to confusing. a lot of disorientation. a broken bridge Falsehood and devilry
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@Nahm exactly my point. Love cure it all again ❤️
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GodDesireOnlyLove replied to TrustTheProcess's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
Laws of nature and Gravity. Think of it -
GodDesireOnlyLove replied to Forrest Adkins's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
if you really look humans deeply, very deeply, theirs hands, their faces, you'll feel everyone is already an alien -
GodDesireOnlyLove replied to Surfingthewave's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
belief, belief, belief. it's not because you operate from chaos that order isn't true. But surely today you operate from this false belief. Or whatever you feel, I'll not deny your reality, probably real from your perspective and feeling right now. like you already know everything, good, spreading teaching, like 99.9% of deluded. strange looping myself in the meantime. anyway, just sharing my <3 you choose the reality you wish for. maybe I m the deluded monkey who want to liberate himself from the determination of his lizard brain. maybe currently not possible in the current world, but be careful with operating on belief system as radical. -
GodDesireOnlyLove replied to Surfingthewave's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Meta-Man I don't know you; but sometimes feeling a need to teach is the very shadow we cling on. maybe you don't operate from a feeling of teaching, can't tell. but if you do, then surfingthewave is right pointing it at you, whatever his "level of consciousness". & it could be whatever you makes of your life. Believing in "no free will", is the best way to fail at being woke. -
My opinion is that I build trust by opening myself to people, sometimes when I lie, this was a lie, I hate myself when I should have trust in love and failed to my own blindness. I created the non trust environnement always, it is myself, because of fear, because of blindness, whatever. I m the creator of people loosing trust in me, they never fail, I, and I only fail. if people doesn't trust me, that's because I didn't trust enough in the first place. I wasn't powerful enough to pardon, to build myself to the level of awareness to create trust within me and within them. I can put my faith & trust in what I want, it will probably happen, you need a conscious effort to build things. Not happening in a finger snap. If you want a solid relations with someone, be aware of what you're building always. Are you aswell operating from a lack or a wish to build ? / love Awareness, more awareness. I Stopped to put the blame away than on me, at least, I try, and if I failed, I do better, and if I fail again, I stand again, and again and again. I m the creator of my reality. litteraly. ?♥️
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GodDesireOnlyLove replied to Alfonsoo's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Probably not. I still secretly wish It's the New World order plan. forcing people to higher consciousness through a big manipulation by pushing suffering. But I'll not speculate. I just got my imagination very crazy. For me It's growth for others It's death. Absolutely not fun. Will that makes orange go green ? We will know truth when it will be there. For now no Time for that. Go growth whatever it is. Self quarantine could provocate a lot of New woke people. I Hope. ?♥️ -
GodDesireOnlyLove replied to Surfingthewave's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
A belief leo know he is not alone. Or he wouldn't be doing this' think again. -
if he were enlightened he wouldn't say that drug exist in the first place. because to my view, if you're thirsty and you drink water to "relieve the pain" it means you didn't liked your state of "being dry", tada, you altered your state of consciousness. you better live all your life dry then, and don't drink water in case that change your state of mind. of course in the relative there is substances that are playing on the mind/body that change what every pov call a "normal consciousness" but I would say, this is totaly relative. what is the structure of "normal". and where begin the "psychedelic states". where does it ends ? call me a druggy if you want, but I m even so conscious that I avoid coffee and thea for their propriety in alteration of my consciousness. I use them with the same awareness that If I were putting LSD inside me. for me sadghuru is a redflag, only good to makes people more lost in fluffy spirituals stories ..
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If you truly have an high iq you learn having EQ. On the other side... can't tell. Not my personnal experience LOL. Please throw flowers to your new god. Bow bow ! No one could measure my iq. Cause they all operate from a lower one ?
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GodDesireOnlyLove replied to electroBeam's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Galyna the entire universe is lovable but that could be overwhelming. ?♥️ -
@DivineSoda the kind of dude I instant friend with ? I can feel your entire being in a picture be careful ? @ivankiss would be gay for you bro hahaha ( ps : u already seen my pictures months ago <3 )
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GodDesireOnlyLove replied to electroBeam's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Galyna happy that someone resonate and see my ?❤️ -
GodDesireOnlyLove replied to Seeker_of_truth's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Nahm that was intense and beautiful. Would even read it again ❤️ -
GodDesireOnlyLove replied to electroBeam's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@electroBeam he has no need to prove it. You still is a believer. You're alone in this. We don't exist is not a joke. -
GodDesireOnlyLove replied to Leo Gura's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
I m really sorry for my fellow american... How hard in a country where guns are more présent than people.. & this disparity between stage blue hanging with coral. At least in 'my' country (France) almost everyone is covered by welfare of some sort. No guns or an uneasy feeling. Just like an eternal Sunday. Maybe we could say that having a 80% orange/ 20% green gov is doing it. ( My point of view - I m not fluent in political perspective ). They upgraded welfare for people. I m still not sure about Germany.. How much are they really 'better' than us. Seams strange. I m not so sure that german is much wake than French. But number tell us something else. They are so far if we trust the numbers the ones who handle it the best -
GodDesireOnlyLove replied to FlowerNote's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Leo Gura yes sorry it just with actuality and this memes on the topic ! Can't get it out of my mind. Maybe my own call ? I totaly agree don't do that op. 1.5 was very pleasant for me first Time. I wouldn't go higher. Unless you did at least 5 years of intense spiritual work. Take pen and paper with you. Can save you if things go to dancy. Even 1 good gram if no experience with altered states. I think you're way more kind than me leo. I m overly impulsive on a basic .. me .. Always wanting everything fast. I really need to watch about those impulses within me. Was not my goal. I found his Avatar related to manga and manga teach you strongness of will. I counted that in my interaction -
GodDesireOnlyLove replied to FlowerNote's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Let the music do it. More growth from 5g ? But aswell could be overwhelming. It depend your ballz. Be safe and stay strong. -
GodDesireOnlyLove replied to Vladimir's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
@Leo Gura there is degree and layer of corruption but Indeed. To me being under tier1 looks like a corruption. At this point pushing green is the best move I guess -
It's neither good or bad'. Not even on the relative side. The relative he thinks a lot and fap a lot. his way of exploring. I wouldn't agree on the relative if it was about direct suffering. I agree with serotoninluv. I admit all that has been said. Even me that is 'advanced' leo find way to create more contemplation within me. I still prefer when he show 'serioussness' at this point. Like on his blog. I m very aware of his wizardy on the YouTube Channel. And of the content download. I don't Always want to eat this menu he suggest because his vidéos are very powerful. I also at this point like more the raw stuff that is without any attempt to create a narrative.