GodDesireOnlyLove

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  1. @remember She enjoy music exactly the same way as me, it's really ASMR that she don't like. I found that ASMR is related to "close intimacy" maybe it penetrate your psyche and provocate some brain responses she doesn't appreciate ( don't know ) but very interested in the topic. besides music isn't a problem we listen the same volume yeh this one is good too, thanks ;p it's call'd misophonia https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Misophonia
  2. @Aaron p I did mdma and LSD. Not a fan of mdma anymore. Was funny when I was a child. Too much pressure. I wish to introduce my gf who did mdma to 2cb ( half tab each ) for personnal growth contemplation. She was up for mush. And is a bit judgy on LSD. Good idea as first psychedelic experience ? Have a good pure pill of it. Would cut in half. Never did 2cb myself
  3. I'll read it carefully
  4. @Carl-Richard why ?
  5. @The observer when u don't talk like that. U know It's serious shit there lol. Agree & on point. You genuinely woke ?
  6. @gswva no problem, I just find that you ad hominem a lot on me, I m all to take your perspectives and insights if they sounds rational and logic to me. hope we build together, here is the only goal for me, I have no purpose in destroying you, just stating my flow.
  7. @Benjamin x allah is just a story
  8. @Jj13 my brother offered me out of nowhere still not read it entirely. Will check up more
  9. @Tim Stretton my mother find her true lover at 50. So keep it lit man ??
  10. Happy birthday TODAY ??? Keep the fire. Nothing fancy. You'll get a drawing next year when I improved thanks for the self purge ?
  11. How I escaped : never worked LOL Happy if you find your place good luck ???
  12. Leo has stolen my psychic powers and his using it full force. ??
  13. Laughed haha only love here. Respect people' time
  14. @Harsh Bagdia I got his books, this guy was very very curious, smart, pioneer. nice review mates, it's so rare people dig timothy that far.
  15. finaly a legit tutorial ! "how to cook" no. "how to start a sect" YES ! ho crap everything with more than 2 people is a sect ! love this topic, nice work, and funny, I want to subscribe on your feed, I m already hungry for next recipe
  16. @gswva I was into conspiracy when no one was into it ( 13y old ) now 26. My life was Mr robot what's this. Capitalism is Matrix. This is assumption over my pov. I would focus on my own pov a bit more instead of judging all the time what people should and how think. You loose Time. People align will what seams more truer without you pushing it on them. You need to convince with présence. Not hijack and critics views. That aswell look now toxic to my pov. Maybe it matter to me. I did my shopping 2 months before full lock down. And got my fpp2 when no one here has any. Just for a fact. People was telling me into conspiracy. I m not this kind anymore. I used news + History + played Plague inc with same virus type to win long Time ago. I intuited a patterns. I m not that neurotic. In fact relaxed as hell and more into 'awakening love' because I incarnate it as a dreamboard. Everything has an agenda ? Mine is to maximize human life potential' health' understanding' wisdom and 'egalitarian love' I don't think this one makes your ego 'back' Will tell you what if you believe mbti and IQ. I never met an intj superior in term of thinking' they are better at achieving their plans and goals at hands. But I m better at thinking properly. Because to me thinking is not something I do for a goal. For me It's even better than sex most of the time It's pleasant' It's my sex drive. Everything is relative yes. But I would not bet on it as a fact. Practice : buy a goat to direct your own boat. You'll see the non relativity of being with a goat as captain very quickly. I would separate being Infinite thinking. Vs being a relatively limited human. Both perspectives can be and should be hold as two separate tools. Now about conspiracy. To me this is a very relative word. My whole life is a conspiracy. I collect data without having Bad/good in head. People call it blue black whatever. Being human is god conspiracy. So what ? ?? Maximize pleasure ? If you were rational it means being alive. If 5G get us cancer by more pollution for being builded this is the threat' not the waves. You should think of having proper ground. Proper World écology. Not as a politic side. But only because it is rational in a World where extinction is already on us since more than 5 years. So pleasure ? Yes for how much time ? There need to be a less narrow lens. Conspiration is viewing the wrong side of a problem. 5G dangerosity is not in waves to me just to end here. After Corona we are dead if we keep maintening capitalism that's all. Nothing to conspire It's fact. Look upon air pollution. Water and sea. Animals dying quicker than ever. We need proper data écology before being rational.
  17. I took the middle path, maybe this guy ain't right, maybe it's truly awakening haha, or maybe it's truly conspiracy CIA sending helicopter to your home. it's not because you can see two positions than the third is right, but I like this kind of take. but indeed the world is changing, in good or evil, depends you neuroticism. It's probably like he said, a lot of "aggressive capitalism opportunism." I read aswell the book of Jamie Wheels on psychedelics & extasy. A bit out of subject but I would be pleased to have his vision on the covid. I appreciate the vision of daniel on conspiracy, it's exactly mine, I'll not deny, I'll watch the data at hands and just let confusion be my board, I don't need to conclude anything, but no need to reject all conspiracies neither.
  18. loose every grasb on life you get and you'll get even better than what you wish for. asking for death isn't a metaphor or something to read on. ( don't harm the physical body ) before having faith I loose all my faith, destroyed all my dream to get the dream.
  19. Already catch it, big fan of daniel talk, nice perspective. did you watch the ones with daniel ?
  20. @Serotoninluv yes me too, that's why.. you know ;p ... deeply "turquoise fucked", it's still there somehow, but the imaginary is becoming as concrete as the imaginary. sort of being the same coin. It took me almost a year to integrate. Still not sure I integrated everything about it. there is much more to explore, I can feel it. But that's pretty accurate.
  21. I write it in the topic of passion under this one ? there is my journal if you want more
  22. @gswva I m already aware of it mate, but I find relevant to be relatively judgemental after accepting this absolute relativism. it's not because "ape war" is a reality that I should love it, it's not because people like to throw shit at each others that I should accept it as ok. it's part of the game to hate low consciousness and ignorance. Not ad hominem. Meaning I hate the limited beliefs or 'low consciousness'. if you want to take the side of "no bias" maybe in itself that is a bias. I love my own bias you know. I understand, doesn't mean I accept it. Wisdom has It's own objective limit.
  23. Just enough for the doctors to not catch me.