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I have been able to still feel cold while sleeping in a cold room. But, I don’t know if that applies to general anesthesia. What if there is a consciousness so deep that you can’t remember it? That seems to be suggested by the reincarnation model, in that, we can’t remember our consciousness in a past life or before we were born, but advanced Buddhist monks can access these experiences through meditation.

Spreading the blackpill on every conceivable subject is a preoccupation of some on the Internet, which results in low quality information and pointless tit for tat arguments. If you listen to your body, you know what is right for you.

The Ayahuasca ceremony was outside on a grass field surrounded by majestic trees. We brought sleeping bags and the ceremony lasted all night under the stars. After taking the first cup, nothing happened for about 1 ½ hours. I then took a second cup. After 10 minutes, I started to feel something. The shaman placed his hand on my forehead and I instantly entered the journey. I was looking up at the stars and a large tree with many branches which was above me. Suddenly, I could see a serpent in the tree. It was staring at me and was coiled around a branch. It was large and beautiful. It was light green but then would open its scales and flash bright red geometric patterns. An image started drawing on the sky above me in white smoke. Something told me that it was an image of god. I closed my eyes. I opened my eyes again and the serpent’s face was the image. It was telling me that the serpent in the Garden of Eden was god. I then saw myself standing and holding a spear next to other Indian warriors. In front of us was our kingdom which was multicolored geometric patterns stretching out to infinity. In the background, sacred drums were beating. The drums had a beautiful rich tonality and rhythm which drove me deeper into trance. In Shamanism, the serpent takes you on the journey to the underworld which is your past, your unconscious, your true self. I was brought back to my childhood and shown that the source of trauma wasn’t what happened but that I was not understood and had no one to talk to. My parents who were also traumatized denied my reality. The medicine showed me that I have continued this pattern and have tended to seek out equally unconscious people to deny me again. It’s interesting that in the Abrahamic religions, the serpent is characterized as evil. We are still under the influence of desert dwellers who explained their world by what was around them. They saw snakes as bad. The Jungle dwellers see snakes as neighbors. In India, snakes are charmed. They are respected. Nature is respected. Could it be that the purpose of characterizing the serpent as evil is to block us from understanding ourselves and reclaiming our power, since it is the serpent that guides us to or true self. The power then goes to the corrupt priests and politicians, who are in lower consciousness, so the power goes to a mindless machine. The medicine seemed to be conveying this message to me since I was raised in a christian background that crushes the true self and replaces it with a false self that propagates the virus. In the morning, it was cold and I could see how nature starts to awaken with the rising sun. The animals would start speaking and the woodpeckers flew to the palm trees. Waking up outside, I felt a close connection to nature that reinforced my nightime visions.

Introverted men have to learn to approach women because if they don’t they will die alone. Now do you understand?

You are not required to be needy because you are approaching a woman. You have made up that rule in your mind. Approach her without being needy. Be curious and playful. Approach to amuse yourself.

A con man understands more about the human mind than a psychologist burdened with useless theories.

That’s the way you will see it if you aren’t being guided by a shaman. The medicines are just a tool. It is like saying a hammer is useless because it just hammers one nail after another without any end, and not getting the wider view of a carpenter.

I once knew a polygamist from a Mormon group (not connected with any mainstream church). He said that the purpose of polygamy for his sect was to have a lot of children, and the men with many children were chosen as the leaders.

When I lived in Mexico, I had a 3 bedroom, 2 bathroom house by the beach for $400 a month. When I was sick I would go to the pharmacy doctor which was less than $5. Even a ayahuasca ceremony was $100. In America they charge $1000 dollars. America is one big ripoff and you have to work longer to pay for the inflation. If you have a programming job, you could live in another country and work remotely, then reduce your hours. Medellin Colombia is also becoming popular for remote workers.

The reactive mind is still active under most psychedelics. It doesn’t go away. The voice inside is still chattering. So you enter into a state of hypersugestibility. You will have nonsense combined with the true intuitive knowledge. You have to learn to distinguish between the two. In my most recent mushroom ceremony, I came in contact with my authentic self and realized that my authentic self always knows what to say and do in any situation. The experience was overpowering and real.

Stop telling yourself that you aren't good enough. If you don't believe in yourself first, nobody else will.

The video was excellent, but the tip toeing around the “h” word underscores a problem. Even when you become more aware of the arbitrary constructs of society, you may then just end up frustrated because there are real world consequences, sometimes severe, to contradicting these constructs. As the video pointed out, it is about survival. I have found the easiest way to get more freedom is to live in countries with other cultures like Mexico. But the globalist trend is to spread fake Western reality to the entire world. Creativity will be necessary to self actualize in an increasingly intolerant world with a single uniform reality forced on everyone.

I did a holotropic breathwork seminar with a facilitator who was trained by Grof. I recommend it. But medicinal strength mushrooms are at a different level.

I heard Owen talk about it in one video where he said that getting rejected can create a natural high, in that, you get to the point where you let go and don’t care anymore and you are finally free. I can see the similarity between psychedelics and social exposure for somebody overcoming social inhibitition. They both require a “letting go”,that is, a willingness to face the unknown and surrender control.

Men here complain a lot about mean women, but I haven’t seen it. If you have a competent approach and good behavior they either will talk to you or move on. They are socially intelligent and fun to talk to. Once you move to the next level it is jealous men that you really have to worry about.

The term “cold pickup” is a marketing term. It’s bad marketing. When done correctly, approaching a woman in public that you desire is a spiritual practice.

Planting the suggestion that someone is damaged and can't be healed is itself a satanic mindfuck that has been profitable for depth psychology shrinks.

I was almost going to make a thread on this. I have strange synchronicites happening on a regular basis in my everyday life after my two mushroom ceremonies.

If the faith leads to liberation, yes.

You will never figure out what God is through language. The mind just endlessly spins. Worship and rituals are actions which communicate through feelings. Zen goes beyond both. The religions aren’t as dump as the modernists think they are. They have been around thousands of years for a reason.

I recently had a conversation with someone who is further along the path than I and has healed himself. He said the plant medicines were a big factor in his healing. He also confirmed what I have discovered from my own path: establish a relationship with the plant teacher, and it is between you and the plant medicine. You don’t need or want anyone external to you giving you interpretations. They are always misleading.

I'm not sure what orange dating is, but I recently had a 25 year old woman ask if she could be my friend after I told her about the "inner child". Women are very open to spiritual concepts if you explain it in a way that can be understood.

If you want a serious relationship, she could be a great girlfriend. If you are interested, one thing you could do is test her. Don’t go on dates. Do activities that don’t require any money. See if she is still interested in you.

I was in an a small group led by Brad Blanton many years ago. Radical honesty is the way to go in a relationship, but it is difficult for most people to actually do.

Approach a lot of women and keep a journal. Do this like a scientist. Gather data and notice your feelings. Experiment with your behavior. Eliminate supplication. Again, cut out the behavior that leads to undesirable results. Don’t listen to all the negative stuff on the Internet. It will tie you up in knots for years. The Internet is a toilet where people dump their shit.