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Basically, I agree with @Leo Gura to the degree that I am fully aware he is a shard of my own mind. The realization for me came during a near death experience. It was incredibly traumatizing and I experienced things during that infinite gap that cannot be described with words. All my awakenings do not compare to what that was like. To realize that your entire visual field is simply a flat screen playing a movie that was "wrapped" around your consciousness the entire time, was, let's just say, intense. Even more intense when, in this state, I "turned" my consciousness and looked behind me and saw that I was existing in between a black infinite void, and an eternal white light. I now see the beauty in creation. It is basically magic happening right in front of you. And you are the magician. I now treat "others" as I want to treat myself, simply out of love, as I am them, and they are me.

You almost got it right : ) You're conscious. No one else. Your mom (and everyone else) is an empty suit being controlled by your mind. Your mom is appearing in your consciousness, your mind, (her colors, sounds, etc). You are controlling her. She doesn't have her own consciousness. She may react like she does but that is because you are dreaming the whole thing up, including the dialogue. It is simply an appearance in your mind. One day, because God has to live all possible characters, you will live your "mom's" life, but in that case, Forza21 will be an empty suit controlled by YOUR mind which is now imagining it is your mom. And yes, same consciousness living all possible lives / dreams, but not simultaneously. Only one instance of consciousness in existence. In this case, it's yours. All others you encounter in your life are simply empty suits being controlled by your own mind.

Everyone on this forum is you.

It's actually more shocking than that. You're imagining your phone, the contents of your phone, etc. The computer screen you're reading this on is another projection of your mind. Infinite intelligence.

Hello friends, this post is a sincere note of love to everyone on this forum, and to @Leo Gura . As I type this, I am aware that all of you are me, and I am all of you, so I hope this brings some peace and resolution to your spiritual journey. "I" experienced a rapid spiritual expansion over the last two years, with a burning desire for truth. Extensive experimentation with my visual field and direct experience, BUFO, hardcore self-inquiry, and observation of the illusion of time, they all broke "my" mind and sent me down the rabbit hole. The dark knight of the soul. Complete existential horror. A few times, my entire visual and auditory field collapsed and my senses were gone. I was just nothingness. Complete void. Please try to understand what I am trying to communicate here. I cannot explain with words what it is like to have your 5 senses collapse and to become infinite, boundless consciousness. This was like getting on the rollercoaster car and then the ride starts and you realize you want to get off but its too late. You're in for the ride. I pressed on. God realization was achieved recently, which meant realizing there was no one to achieve it in the first place. Complete nothingness, transparent, dimensionless, timeless, eternal consciousness. It brings tears of happiness to my eyes to realize that consciousness/love/god/goodness are identical. You, right now, are it. You are the star of your universe. You are the singular subject. The beauty of the entire universe is laid bare for your eternal pleasure. It cannot be anything but beautiful, infinite, and all loving. The mere fact that you can read these words means you are God. There is no possible way for you to exist, except to exist in the absolute. And the absolute has no opposite. Every single one of you reading this, I cannot describe the ineffable, but you are more magnificent, endlessly beautiful, powerful, and boundless than you think. You are a complete set of infinite love, infinite intelligence, infinite omniscience, infinite understanding, infinite expansion. You are beauty itself. "Our lives are not our own. We are bound to others, past and present, and by each crime and every kindness, we birth our future." You may hate your current form/life/incarnation, but that is not the problem. The problem is that you have yet to realize that you aren't just the body in the world, but that you are the entire world. Your consciousness contains the entire cosmos inside of it. The cosmos itself is something being willed into existence by you. Everything in your 5 senses is absolute, and singular. You are as real as real gets. So, if I can leave you with something... I know the road is hard and treacherous. I know the pain. I know the desperation. I know the existential horror. Align your will to the will of love. Align your acts with acts of love. Align your intelligence with that of love. You will encounter what is called Divine Providence. It is a state of flow where everything starts to click into place. It is like developing a mental connection with God, after realizing God is you. It is like an umbilical chord that magically appears. Because your will is all there is. Will itself is you. That is how you exist. An absolute, empty mirror, creating colors, sounds, feelings, thoughts inside itself. A complete miracle. You are that miracle. And never forget that.

Yup.

Thank you < 3

You are inside a VR reality right now. It is the only way reality could exist, as a hallucination.

The Truth is magnificently beautiful, noetic, and divine. I now understand why Leo says it is ineffable. You, consciousness who is reading this, are me. We are imagination. The state I've achieved is like waking up from a dream, except the degree of awakening is higher here. (W)e are an infinite shapeshifting being existing in eternity like a single mirror suspended in non-existence, twisting itself like a loop to see an "other", but it's really one. Again, you are not a HUMAN. You are an empty circular void in which a dream is appearing. In this case, the mirror is holding your entire visual and auditory field inside of itself. There is no space, no time, no dimensions, no others, no separation. All there is is a ray of love suspended in awareness, birthing dreams like a matrix. Except there is no OUTSIDE of the Matrix. Imagination and Dreaming is the only possible way for anything to exist. I am looking at my own hand, and I am now fully aware that I am generating the shape of the hand, the color of the hand, the hairs on the hand. Everything is me, infinite imagination. You get how this works? Each point in reality creates the other like a chain reaction that is infinite. It's like you are forking paths in an infinite movie. Truly speechless.

I would say play along and save yourself the mind aches. Your mom is your next dream after this avatar drops. And in that dream SHE/YOU will encounter THIS current avatar as her son. This way the strange-loop closes and both perspectives are reunited and unified as a single being.

Have you meditated after smoking strong weed, or a psychedelic? It is a totally different experience.

God is no troll.

Just because everything is imaginary does not mean you can't enjoy the dream.

You need to understand what absolute / relative mean. In the absolute, you are the only thing in existence right now. All other people, including me, are shards of your mind. Your mind and my mind are the same mind. You are all alone. I am all alone. You get it yet? You are not a "life" — you're a player in a massive VR reality in which there can only be ONE subject. That subject is you. When your avatar dies, you then jump to another character and another dream starts. There is only ONE instance of God. That instance right now is you. That instance right now is me, but your life and my life are not happening at the same time. This is God's power. It can operate outside of time.

@Tyler Durden That's not quite how it works. All people you meet everyday are manifestations or shards of your own mind. Similar to a dream, all the characters are just projections of your subconscious. You manifest all people you meet into existence the moment you are aware of them. Because they are all you, they have to be "operated" by consciousness. So in the relative domain, their lives are real *to them*, but their memories and entire life story is imaginary. You met someone today, and because you are God, you created the entire timeline that led to that moment of meeting you. When you die, you go on to live all the lives you invented. And during those lifetimes, you will invent more characters to live through. This way you never run out of movies or dreams to play, because you are creating MORE and more with every passing moment. Yep, you are so radically God that your mom's mind is your own. Her thoughts are your thoughts having more thoughts about other thoughts.

<3 To both of you/me. Now, here is another crazy thing to realize. All "gods" across all world religions do exist. They are "subgods". Just facets of (G)od's mind. That means Krishna, Jehova, Teotl, etc. All gods DO exist as dreams inside of Gods mind. There literally is a parallel narrative that God is living through right now in which it encounters Krishna for example. What they don't know is that they are actually God in disguise, generating these characters from itself.

+1 Reality gets automatically rendered for consciousness like magic. Every moment is created for itself.

That's right. The world is coming to you as a dream, instead of you physically displacing your imaginary body mass across space and time, which are inventions of the ego.

No, you have it exactly backwards. Everyone around you IS you. You have a very narrow definition of Yourself. You are so magnificent and beautiful that if you were to realize it, you would probably end up in a psych ward. There are no words to describe the beauty and grandeur of consciousness. It teaches you to be kind to others, as they are you in another lifetime. It makes you omniscient, as you realize everyone has the same psychology at a basic level. The point of it is to realize and share in the beauty of what God/You are. It is its own point.

Yep. The whole bubble is God shapeshifting into the bubble. The bubble is its own point. It's uncaused, eternal.

When you "die", you go on to live the lives of the characters you imagined into existence in this lifetime. Because the very act of "living" is imagination, and every person you've every interacted with, was you living that life, so God now goes and lives all their lives one frame at a time. And then each lifetime you create more and more characters, it is a giant PILE waiting to be projected on God's screen.

Bufo is an ineffable experience to say the least. What was remarkable about it was that my entire visual and auditory field inverted so that I wasn't just like a presence somewhere inside my head, but the entire scene i was in became me, down to the objects, etc. Mind blowing.

The avatar is a single-use suit. Each dream has a different POV/Avatar. Each character in reality gets to be God once. God is democratic.

Indeed. I am in Mexico right now and they gave me the BUFO kind. It was just incredible. The effect has not worn off.

Ignorant response. Salty. I work for myself, I am a UI designer and engineer, and I love my work — so if you think I am miserable like you with work, then you have to work on yourself a bit more.