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  3. Posted · Edited by Osaid

    Direct experience never has any distinctions or objects. :)

    Seeing isn't an object. You can't point at seeing.

    Hearing, touching, feeling, etc. They're in the same boat. Experience is just too whole.

    Mind is so funny that it tries to hijack perception with its many objects, which there aren't. My mind, your mind. :P 

    Only being aware will do. There is no not-awareness.

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    23 minutes ago, Loveeee said:

    I'm saying you're omniscient. What you're conscious of right now, you reading these words, is all of reality

    Right, with the caveat that experience doesn't actually have any finite contents, since I am the infinite appearing as all the contents.

    Therefore, there aren't things for me to know since I am all the things.

    Like she said, solipsism tends to have lots of dualistic suppositions, like inside and outside, which wouldn't actually affect that which is aware of it.

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    2 hours ago, Inliytened1 said:

    So..to say your grandmother isnt having her own experience right now is accurate., but at the same time you as her grandson also are not having your own experience.  "Your own" , your suggests a you and a me. A self and other.  There is just Experience.   Just like there is really no perception or perceiver there is just Being or Isness.

    2 hours ago, Inliytened1 said:

    Is this Solipsism?  That's just a word. But the point is that tbis thing..this Consciousness right now..is all there is.  From this one Consciousness everything "else" can be created.  A universe..galaxies.  People, places, things.  And a you! 😀 All of that is the backstory.   

    Nice.

    Indeed, solipsists are still stuck on the subject of the subject-object relation. Like "my" mind and "my" experience, when there actually isn't.

    There is no experience of something that has no experience, but on the flipside there is also no experience of something that has an experience. Solipsism gets stuck on the latter. 

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    54 minutes ago, TheGod said:

    After all my 100+ trips and everything I read in spiritual books all I understand is that I don't understand anything at all.

    Pure understanding of not understanding 

    Of course. Infinite cannot know finite. The infinite has nothing to know or understand about itself. The only way to chase after finite knowledge is if you think that you yourself are finite.

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    8 minutes ago, TheGod said:

    I vape it until I breakthrough and then I always choose to come back. After living life for a while I soon realize that life is nonsense and nothing satisfies me and then I go and do 5 MeO DMT again just to find myself in the same situation of wanting to come back. 

    If an aspect or behavior in your life seems to be looping without any resolution, it is not a coincidence. It is the result of the ideas and beliefs that you have about experience. The body is simply a conduit which serves these ideas and beliefs, and it acts them out in accordance. The resulting looping behavior is a psychosomatic manifestation stemming from how you are defining your reality (nonsense and dissatisfaction).

    You already know why all of this is happening. You said it right there. You said that you think life is nonsense and that nothing will satisfy you. As soon as that is questioned, then the behavior will stop. Otherwise, if you believe that the psychedelic is providing you something more than life, then you are getting exactly what you want by repeatedly using the psychedelic. From that perspective it makes sense to continually use psychedelics. That perspective is based on the identity of being dissatisfied.

    12 minutes ago, TheGod said:

    So I am not even sure if my desire to awaken is actually God's desire, it seem it's Ego 

    Right. Cycles, loops, and dissatisfaction. Definitely seems like something attributed to separation.

    Essentially, the infinite reality is being conceptualized as if it is a result of a substance separate of you. The body is acting out this belief, which manifests as a looping behavior "to get back to that reality".

    That is why sitting in that "thoughtless peace" is so enlightening and humbling. :)

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    4 hours ago, TheGod said:

    I remember from my experiences that it is infinite but my state of consciousness is too low now to live it as the actual truth. 

    I guess it's about time for me to do some 5MeO again to remember what I forgot. 

    Again, it is how you are defining yourself. It is how you are identifying yourself within this experience, which you are being.

    Where is the "me" which is said to be separate from consciousness? No one has ever actually experienced that. 

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    Just now, TheGod said:

    Please explain how to be infinite love without psychedelics :)

    Infinite love is infinite, and therefore, it is whole. 

    Someone that understands infinite love would be a part, not whole (infinite).

    It's like asking "why can't the Mona Lisa figure out that it is the whole painting"? It can't because it isn't. The finite can't know that there isn't finite.

    "How to be infinite love" begs the question: what are you identifying as, or taking yourself to be, which is separate from this experience? This experience is already infinite.

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    8 minutes ago, TheGod said:

    Everything else in life fails in comparison.

    Of course. It's a comparison. There isn't really "everything else" to compare to. If there was "infinite love" and "everything else", that wouldn't be the same as infinite love.

    10 minutes ago, TheGod said:

    Please, before you answer, make sure you've been on at least 50 trips on 5MeO-DMT and understand what I am talking about. 

    And therein, the obscuring of infinite love, on behalf of someone or something other than infinite love that understands infinite love and takes psychedelics in order to become infinite love.

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    2 minutes ago, YIDIRYIDIR said:

    exactly. that's what i was trying to say. no amount of external validation, attention and connection will fill that hole. 

    Yeah, you think you solved the problem by people pleasing, but the same problem is now in a reversed direction. In order to people please it requires a disconnection from yourself. The other person isn't actually connecting with anyone or anything, so it still feels disconnected.

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    47 minutes ago, jacknine119 said:

    Maybe because i always trying to impress others unconsciously instead of being real me:)

    Well, it looks like you already know the answer. :x

    Connect with yourself first. You can't connect with another if you disconnect from yourself. That means expressing yourself authentically and unapologetically. Then your own tribe will naturally come to you.

    If you try to impress others by not being you, then you will only attract people who don't want the real you. That's the "disconnection". It's a self-fulfilling prophecy. 

    So yeah, be you, there's no other choice but to be you. 

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    The "triggers" are assumptions. 

    Uninspected assumptions. Uninspected because of how it feels.

    Fighting and trying to solve is like moving away from the assumption and therein moving away from the feeling, so that it is not inspected and seen as untrue. This allows the continuation of assuming that there is a monster in the closet, and a circular justification that "since I feel this way it must be true that there are monsters living in my closet for me to be angry at". 

    The thread is created so that someone can sell you the solution to an assumption. You're looking for something that "makes sense", as in, something that validates the assumption and therein validates the anger. Therefore, any invitation to inspect the anger itself is dismissed.

    The solution to Santa Claus would still be the delusion that there is Santa Claus. 

    The only thing that can be triggered in you is what is already in you. 

    If someone is angry at Santa, does it feel real? Hell yes it feels real. That does not prove the existence of Santa.

    There is no way to put up with people, in the same way there is no way to put up with Santa. Anyone selling you the solution is in the same boat as you, right along with Santa.

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    1 hour ago, moonawakening444 said:

    is there a form of Consciousness knowing itself beyond imagining separation???

    Consciousness is never separate. The separation is only imaginary, as you said.

    1 hour ago, moonawakening444 said:

    my question is: if everything that appears must disappear at some point how will i now myself or what will i become after this "physical" body dies???

    The mind creates unsolvable koans for itself. You don't become anything and so you don't even experience dying. Unfortunately you're just too infinite to find an answer to these questions.  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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    1 hour ago, AmIEvenReal said:

    but you had to think and use intellect to come up with this answer?

    That would be based on the idea that I am a thinker or a human.

    Thinking appears as a thinker and a human, or seems to denote that there are these things. That which is aware of thought and these things isn't a thinker or a human. You are aware.

    In the same way how a dream makes it seem like there is a dreamer, but there isn't. And how experience makes it seem like there's an experiencer, but there isn't.

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    Modification, control, change, etc. It's like the language of the ego. You would want God to be that, only because you think you are separate from God. For something that isn't separate, all those things are meaningless and useless.

    Reality would never control, change, or modify reality. That would require it to be separate from itself. Something separate from reality isn't reality. Simple as.

    Control is "imagination", so there is no control over imagination, either. The desire to separate is strong, but God says "nope, you're included". :x