Osaid

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  1. "UV light on spiral dynamics"? "Supermind"? Can there be a succinct definition or do I really have to go through the book and models? Might be best to ask @Water by the River, they're the Ken Wilber expert. This is enlightenment and it is possible. Personally wouldn't call it a "stage" or "evolution", but just accurate perception. Do you understand what your experience is or not? If you do, then it becomes non-dual.
  2. Free will is like dividing zero by zero. Error created by intellect. Completely false notion. Try proving a unicorn while you're at it. You will only understand free will by understanding what you fundamentally are, there is no other way.
  3. Self-inquiry. Simply question what you are experiencing. Questioning what you desire is a very good way to get to the root of your emotions, because there is no difference between emotions and desire. What do you desire to avoid? What do you desire to have? Why does it feel bad to desire that thing? Is my desire fulfilled or unfulfilled? How can I work on my desire?
  4. Is it accurate to say, after all your spiritual experiences, there is now a "you" which "knows" things, a "knower" so to speak, which views your current experience through the lens of those past experiences, and that this "knowing" did not exist before those experiences? And this knower knows that things have no meaning, this knower has a better view of how experience and meaning works. It knows that things are illusory, that things are not as they seem, and that things are existentially unstable?
  5. I am trying to describe, or transcribe, my direct experience, because I am enlightened. I also acknowledge your strict adherence to being "directly conscious", but I don't find certain distinctions you make to be helpful, so I wanted to ask about them. I am not saying you are necessarily wrong or right. Something like Zen, for example, doesn't really allow any concepts or distinctions at all, even if they are accurate or correct. This is essentially a safety mechanism to prevent dogma from accumulating, but I find it has weaknesses, for example, it becomes too vague and unclear by not attempting to really say or speak anything, but that is tangential, and maybe that works better for certain people. Sorry, I meant specifically the distinction between consciousness and experience. If you are saying the distinction between consciousness and experience is useful for survival, I disagree. So, there is consciousness and experience. Experience is sourced by consciousness, but consciousness is present throughout all of experience, and it can manifest experiences in many different ways, but all those experiences are consciousness too. Is that right? Is the distinction to separate the "transient contents" of experience from "permanent and absolute truth"? I do not imagine a difference between awareness and consciousness, what would you say the distinction is? If you are perceiving things, enlightenment cannot be independent of that, unless enlightenment is transient or untrue. Because that means enlightenment is absent during perception. By perception I mean "existence" or "experience." Right, I am elaborating on this by highlighting a difference between clarity of perception and what you call "understanding", which is just knowledge. Knowledge is a subset of experience. Enlightenment certainly doesn't provide knowledge, at least not explicitly. How do you know experience depends on something? What is your experience of that? Just something to think about. Yes. Existentially, there is no such thing as something which is not absolute or true. That cannot occur. Duality is not existential, it is like looking at a rope as if it is a snake. If you include duality or relativity into your existential formulation, that is just confusing the map for the territory, because the point is to realize that those don't exist in the first place, not to make a map of reality or consciousness which includes them. Yes.
  6. I am aware of the statement they made, I believe you are repeating it here. So their solution to the design flaw was to slow it down through the update, which no other phone has to do. How innovative. Not just ethically bad, practically bad. They gatekeep and overprice repairs too. Smooth and overpriced.
  7. Isn't it the other way around? Apple literally purposefully slowed down their software through their updates and got in massive shit for being exposed for it. I had a Samsung S5 for about 6 years straight, very durable. I could never use Apple though, simply because none of their phones can even support an LDAC bluetooth codec or any hi-res codec in general, among other audio effects.
  8. Bad company and bad products. Apple has proven time and time again their priority is not the quality or consumers, just profit. Do yourself a favour.
  9. Still hasn't become an alien on camera.
  10. Right, but what reason? What is "consciousness" and why do you differentiate it from your current experience? Is it like an insight or recognition of what your current experience is, is that how you hold the term "consciousness"? Is experience a relative phenomenon, and then consciousness isn't? Being knowledgeable is not the same as clarity of experience, it is actually not even inherent to experience. You can lack knowledge, after all. But, even the perception of a lack of knowledge is itself knowledge, which is to say, it is just an inference of what you lack created through intellect. Yes, the mind is tricky. Enlightenment is just clarity of perception. Knowledge itself is a perception that occurs and becomes perceived in experience. Knowledge itself is transient.
  11. True. He's very smart intellectually, but it becomes his vice when it comes to understanding consciousness. Observing how that plays out can teach you many lessons for sure. He is still ultimately just doing philosophy, not an actual examination of consciousness. Pretty much. The ego orchestrating that doesn't see it that way though. The ego sees it as "deeper" and "more true" and "going beyond enlightenment." "They're deluded, not me, enlightenment must be an illusion." He basically realized that his idea of reality was inherently dualistic and doubled down on it, like: "Hmmm, nope, I'm right, non-duality must be wrong."
  12. But apparently there is a difference between "experience" and "direct consciousness"? Because experience is biological?
  13. Psychedelics create powerful experiences, and equally powerful delusions.
  14. No. "Awakenings" are synonymous with "enlightenment experiences" or "kensho." None of these are the same as enlightenment, though. You can have an infinite amount and variety of awakenings, but they are ultimately just temporal identity shifts, nothing permanent or true. I elaborate more here: Yep. You've understood well.
  15. You have? None of that with Leo. More of this: I'll give you the run down so you don't have to scroll through all the lore: Leo does not believe in non-duality or enlightenment anymore. He is chasing "deeper" awakenings and understandings through psychedelic use, that is his current trajectory.
  16. I suspect this often occurs from traumatic upbringing, particularly with narcissists or emotionally unstable people. It is possible to be emotionally or psychologically abused or manipulated without even noticing, like through a narcissistic parent. I have dealt with the exact same combination of problems and I believe it is because of upbringing. Feeling unworthy and mistrustful makes perfect sense if you imagine a narcissistic companion to go with it. This also affects motivation, including the idea that everything needs to be perfect, because this minimizes criticism in a narcissistic relationship. It feels comfortable to not take risks (the perfectionistic mindset prevents you from taking risks as well), because then you don't mess anything up, and so you don't experience verbal criticism, and thus you also don't experience any subsequent feelings of unworthiness. It is all a carefully crafted defense mechanism, in this context.
  17. It feels magical and maybe even energizing to believe yourself to be God, but it is ultimately mind activity, yes. The mind adds narratives to the non-dual experience. The mind naturally subsides and becomes disillusioned after a while. The state which does not have to believe itself to be God is ironically the true state of God. Otherwise, it is just a word made up by someone who was trying to point to your current experience, and you are just assimilating the ideas you have around that word into yourself. There is a difference between being God and believing you are God. The latter is an identity, as substantial as believing that you are a unicorn. It is as cheap and temporal as any other identity. The former is not an identity, and it is actually not really anything at all. Although, I agree that avoiding the term "God" is probably best. It is heavy, as you said. But it must be used on occasion to untie the minds of those who still have to believe in it. Good post.
  18. No "you", imagination can't be imagined by imagination. Forget "others." Just realize that all distinctions are imagined.
  19. You are anthropomorphizing consciousness. Consciousness is not "mine" or "theirs." Consciousness is not in "past" or "future." You are concluding things based on relative parameters, but consciousness is not relative. There are people in consciousness, not consciousness in people. The fundamental error is believing that you can think of what is absolutely true. You can't. You can only become aware of it. You are trying to imagine something that is true about your experience, but imagination is just a part of experience. Your imagination only works in relativity. "Know consciousness happening simultaneously with mine" is just intellectual diarrhea which points to nothing, because you are ascribing relativity to consciousness, which can't be the case. This is the problem with trying to become enlightened through philosophy.
  20. My point is that there are ways of consuming carbohydrates which have a significant difference in absorption despite being the same type of carbohydrate. Fructose, as you know, has a different effect despite being sugar. There is nuance which does have importance, because it is literally metabolized differently. My stance is much more holistic than measuring polyphenols or just sugar spikes. You will quite literally feel experientially different consuming something like pizza even if you exactly measured it to have the same amount of sugar as something like fruit. The fiber in fruit definitely also curbs the increase in blood sugar. Not to mention, honey will taste sweeter than just plain table sugar, which causes you to naturally consume less of it. There are many factors beyond just polyphenols and sugar increases. The fiber, the taste, the vitamins, all play a part in how you interact with the sugar. I would never become obese or sick from consuming some amount of table sugar daily because it is maladaptive consumption that causes those types of chronic problems. But at the same time, consuming honey would still feel better or physiologically different, and it is objectively "healthier" because of polyphenols and fructose. I agree that maximizing your body's ability to handle food and maintain homeostasis is actually more important than the food you put inside of it, but the food you put inside of it is still important nonetheless. The engine for the car is more important than the fuel, but it still won't run without fuel. It will also run differently. Why doesn't it matter? Interesting, there is always that risk with processed food. Less processed is better because there are always contaminants which you cannot personally screen for at the factory or production. You didn't, but you also started talking about starch for seemingly no reason, so I had to assume it was about the sugar being compared to orange juice. Yeah, but the nutrition is wrapped in an insane amount of easily absorbed sugar, to a maladaptive degree I would say. Not very efficient IMO.
  21. Aw ❤️ I was recently thinking of all the work the other mods do as well, good stuff.
  22. It is the same thing, yes. But it is not your ideas of it. If you are not aware of it then that means you only have ideas of it. You can't be aware of the color red by having ideas about it, you either see it or you don't. "Finding God" or "looking for God" is the wrong objective in my opinion, because that means you are chasing after an idea. If God is supposed to be your experience, then you simply have to question what exists in front of you, which is just your own experience. What are you experiencing right now? You don't question "God", you question experience. If you understand your experience, then you will understand God, you don't have to worry about God prior. "God" is just a word someone made up to point you towards the direction of your current experience.