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  1. how much i love this thread ❤️
  2. thanks for sharing, looks promising
  3. Hey, need your thoughts when I stop escaping by using an unhealthy coping behaviour, I experience emotional emptiness. I mostly feel this void in my chest. This emptiness is not spiritual emptiness nor it is sad, it just a feeling of nothing. like it's empty and very still, and I don't know how to feel about it. I'm used to experience a whole spectrum of emotions from very low to very high; and this emptiness is not even on Sedona emotional chart and I don't have any reference for it. it's quite foreign, uncomfortable and lonely but at the same time I crave to sit with that emptiness and get to know it more because it feels true. Is this emptiness a SHADOW? or is a shadow my ego side which runs away from this emptiness? Is this emptiness has to be faced and befriended for me to be able to let go and resolve this particular shadow? or there are some other layers to it I cannot see?
  4. I'm thinking to buy Kim's course on Shadow. I'm struggling with loneliness and that empty feeling I'm running away from. Is loneliness and emptiness of feeling A SHADOW?
  5. so good
  6. wow, what a legend ! mindfuck
  7. @DefinitelyNotARobot takes me on other dimensions!
  8. This we can agree on 100% !
  9. I think you just like the song too much to call it turquoise when it's actually just a good quality a cappella song I mean i listen to ambient music a lot and feel like this is the freaking best stuff cause it's highly creative, often out of this world and literally is a tool for my enlightenment work and emotional development so maybe I could say it's also turquoise when for you it wouldn't be at all.
  10. its pure Yellow description. What's even turquoise music? It my be HIGHLY subjective. I have experienced turquoise music when was tripping on lsd, had ego death and literally became the music myself. This is more of a turquoise description for me, it's about BEING.
  11. nailed it
  12. it doesn't make much sense tbh. I feel that not everything can be put into a frame of SD. It just doesn't serve any good or useful purpose. listen to a variety of music and see what emotions are being stirred up and observe it. it's better than trying to create some mental models
  13. ''you're full of shit'' -- Leo blunt and true
  14. 😄 also, I feel for you. It really is quite twisted situation. Get very serious on helping her but also don't have attachment to how it all goes. I think you'll grow as a person a lot during the process. all the best ❤️
  15. Imagine a mountain. Six miles long, six miles wide, six miles high. And very hundred years a bird flies over the mountain with a silk scarf in its beak; and it runs this silk scarf over the mountain once every hundred years. The length of time it would take the silk scarf to wear away the mountain - that’s how long we’ve been doing this. This life is less than a blink of an eye.
  16. From the relative experience, forgiveness and glimpses of unconditional love for me are absolutely pure and beautiful, and expanding experiences; because by the point you understand unconditional love, you understand that suffering is also Truth and you accept it and you love it. However, to remain in unconditional love equals to remain in absolute. On the absolute level, unconditional love is when if even someone would try to kill you, you would be okay with that cause you love without conditions. It's not very practical for the ego.
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  18. Please Call Me By My True Names Do not say that I'll depart tomorrow because even today I still arrive. Look deeply: I arrive in every second to be a bud on a spring branch, to be a tiny bird, with wings still fragile, learning to sing in my new nest, to be a caterpillar in the heart of a flower, to be a jewel hiding itself in a stone. I still arrive, in order to laugh and to cry, in order to fear and to hope. The rhythm of my heart is the birth and death of all that are alive. I am the mayfly metamorphosing on the surface of the river, and I am the bird which, when spring comes, arrives in time to eat the mayfly. I am the frog swimming happily in the clear pond, and I am also the grass-snake who, approaching in silence, feeds itself on the frog. I am the child in Uganda, all skin and bones, my legs as thin as bamboo sticks, and I am the arms merchant, selling deadly weapons to Uganda. I am the twelve-year-old girl, refugee on a small boat, who throws herself into the ocean after being raped by a sea pirate, and I am the pirate, my heart not yet capable of seeing and loving. I am a member of the politburo, with plenty of power in my hands, and I am the man who has to pay his "debt of blood" to my people, dying slowly in a forced labor camp. My joy is like spring, so warm it makes flowers bloom in all walks of life. My pain is like a river of tears, so full it fills the four oceans. Please call me by my true names, so I can hear all my cries and laughs at once, so I can see that my joy and pain are one. Please call me by my true names, so I can wake up, and so the door of my heart can be left open, the door of compassion. Thich Nhat Hanh
  19. @RickyFitts It's a journey for me too. Deep acceptance to what is brings me closer and closer to the truth, and yes, it's very challenging. ego resists and fights back because the more i accept and surrender the more it dissolves. a lot of trust and courage is required to surrender.