These videos actually did their part to depress me.
I don't know if I should ever get into pick up, considering celibacy. First and foremost, I really don't like loud music settings. I also really don't like pop. Just listening to pop or techno is enough to put me in a bad mood. It just all seems so trashy to me.
I also am not the typical masculine assertive man that women love, as I am rather effeminate.