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I also have a narcissistic mother and also a pretty abusive father. Journaling, therapy(with a good therapist), having good boundaries, leaving abusive people behind and getting in touch with the body has helped and still helps me a lot. RIchard Grannons videos are pretty good. I've heard good stuff about the book "Drama of the Gifted Child" by Alice Miller. Good luck!

I think that Lisa Cairns has said that doing too much LSD in her younger days messed with her brain and I'm pretty sure that Ken Wilber said that one can find a lot of wisdom in psychedelics but after you reach a certain point psychedelics just make you more and more stupid. To me it looks like Leo has hit that point, it looks like he is in a really bad state and I get extremely bad vibes from him just by watching his videos. There is a pretty good reason why most teachers won't work with people who takes psychedelics. Personally I have had good experiences with LSD and it deepened the effects of psycotherapy. I have met people who has had a similar experience and people who has gotten bad results. I'm certainly not qualified to make any claims about this so don't take this too seriously.

No you are not crazy. I don't have any experience of this myself but journaling has helped me to understand difficult experiences from childhood. Therapy can be really useful for this kind of stuff, maybe you could tell your parents that you are going to therapy for anxiety or depression.

Wanna have fun? Go to a dance club and enjoy your kriyas, don't get arrested.

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Bonnie Greenwell has a good website about this that is especially good for people who's having a hard time with kundalini stuff. http://www.kundaliniguide.com/10-things-you-can-do-to-help-your-kundalini-process/

Meanwhile UG Krishnamurti is eating like shit, doesn't eat any vitamins, never visits a doctor, doesn't exercise while yelling at people for almost four decades and yet he had natural death at 88.

I've been watching these videos during the last weeks, they are really beautiful. Thank you for sharing!

If Leo starts and ahram in Las Vegas we can all eat at The Heart Attack Grill! https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Heart_Attack_Grill

It would be nice if we started to share which books helped you the most on this path. I'll go firstin random order! 1. The Book of Not Knowing -Peter Ralston 2. Pursuing Consciousness -Peter Ralston 3. The End of Your World -Adyashanti 4. The enlightenment trillogy -Jed McKenna 5. I AM THAT -Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj

It's all one but I'm still waiting for an MRI. When is it going to be my turn?

Yeah! As long as there isn't any bone to bone action or forceful attitude towards ones posture everyone should be fine.

Be careful of stretching yourself too much, too fast. Once I got hip impingement from doing so.

Do you meet any teachers face to face nowadays?

Because you stop the practice when you get out of your seat.

It's gold! I've tried the dynamic and the kundalini and I've had good results with both of them.

@MiracleMan How is the pain now?

There are 2 5-star rated books about systems thinking on Leos book list and I'm thinking about reading one of them. For those who have read one or both of them, which one would you pick if you could only pick one?

Getting blown away with huge amounts of energy, spontaneous shaking, extreme amounts of bliss and perhaps even terror.

Has anything changed energetically after awakening? Any kriyas? Any weird paranormal things opening up? Bliss radiating out of the heart?

It was quite a relief to watch the need to be seen as wise and intelligent instead of it's opposite. Curiosity is amazing. I also notice that it's harder to get manipulated.