Sri McDonald Trump Maharaj

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  1. How to Sweden: 1. Behave like a fucking moron 2. Do it because it's normal and everyone around you does so 3. Be afraid of conflict. 4. Stay at east two meters away from the rest of the people waiting for the bus 5. SUPPRESS ALL THAT SHIT WITH A GOOD OLD FIKA!!! 6. REPEAT!
  2. That's pretty much it... Imagine that you grew up in a cult with very close minded beliefs about how people "should" behave. The cult has certain ideals, rules and beliefs that you "should" live up to. If you don't live up to the ideals, rules and beliefs or even worse, you start questioning the collective bullshit the the cult lives under you will get "burned at the stake".
  3. Because I had access to LSD and not to mushrooms, I have read way more about LSD than shrooms and because LSD tends to be more psychoanalytical than mushrooms from what I've learned.
  4. Goosebumps every time...
  5. Psychedelics.
  6. Hi! I'm probably going to go on my first LSD tripp in about 9 days. My parents are going away for about 3 days during ester and I'm going to be home alone and this gives me an opportunity to try out LSD. Here is what I have so far: - 500 μg LSD (will most likely do 100 μg) - A place to trip - A trip sitter who's experienced with using LSD and mushrooms for healing - A little information about psychedelics, I've read 3 books about psychedelics, one specifically about LSD and a little information from the web, will do more research and read some trip reports - A day home alone for journaling, contemplating and nature - An intent to grow Does anyone have any tips for getting trough and LSD trip for the first time? How high was your dose and what do you recommend? How do you integrate your experiences properly? Thanks! /Martin
  7. Did anyone notice how Leo licked the blender at 08:23?
  8. My best days so far has involved solitude, meditating for hours, eating light, being in nature, skiing or walking and off the computer. My worst days has to be the ones where I have been sitting on my computer, drinking coffee, eating candy, smoking and eating pizza. But everything is not black or white...
  9. I have the same issue. I have this weird memory of being home alone as a kid, feeling lonely, abandoned, anxious and looking for crackers. It's sounds so silly when writing it down but that's the truth, lol. YES! Moving around and eating healthy makes you feel SO GOOD after a while.
  10. Hi! I can relate to your problem. Having the dicipline with your food can be a good and necessary thing. Finding out why you got overweight in the first place can be very important aswell. Did you use food to supress abandonment, anexiety etc? Friuts are wonderful snacks! Mangoes, dates, figs and bananas!
  11. It has helped me a lot! I think I have been journaling almost every day for about three months and it has helped me to release emotional baggage from abuse. It gives me a better perspective on how I behave and made it easier to start dropping my fearful attitude towards other people.
  12. So recently I have been releasing a lot of anger. Writing in a journal can be a really good thing but perhaps not the only thing neccesery. If you have been hurt or abused in some way feeling anger is completely natural. But when your parents, friends or your culture says that feeling angry is a bad thing or that you "should" put up with something things get pretty bad, you can become really resentful and having anger stuck in your body is really unhealthy, it even effects the immune system. The anger needs to be released. Here is how I release my anger: I walk out in nature at night, grab a stick and I just start hitting a tree with that stick and after a while I start screaming as hard as I can. If you don't have access to nature maybe you could try doing something similar if you live alone or if you are home alone sometime or just find a place that isn't very crowded. It has worked for me. After doing this about 3 times per week for about 2 weeks I have became more open and less afraid and defensive when talking to people. If the feeling is anger(maybe it's not or maybe it's not just, I don't know) maybe you should give it a try and see what happens? Good luck!
  13. Gaslighting, trying to put someone down in subtle ways but habitually so it's harder to confront but gets more imprinted in your mind.
  14. So I have been trying out NoFap and decided to reach 30 days, however I have relapsed a few times the ast weeks. I only make it to about a week more or less. Has anyone compleated over 30 days tell me some tips on how to pull it off, what made things harder or easier?
  15. For me it seems to be a combination of low self-esteem and fear of the unknown. Since I started to develop myself more or less during the last two years one of the things that's been stopping me is feeling that I don't deserve to do this, I don't deseorve freedom. Another one has been feer of where all of this will take me. Maybe you could try contemplate questions like these? -Do I feel like I deserve to take responsibility for my life? -Do I feel like I deserve the freedom that this will provide me? -Am I afraid of where this will take me? -To do this, what must I let go of and why do I have trouble letting go of that?