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@AlwaysBeNice Yeah idk. I love reading and learning. I’m a polymath.

@Leo Gura Leo, no one is making it as a musician around me. Even the most successful people in my province... even they they make 400,000+ in gross revenue they themselves are pocketing about 30,000. I’ve watched your videos, I’ve put in the work, played festivals, etc. I feel suicidal about it because it matters to me and part of me is dying. But, I’m not seeing how I’m going to make money. Another life coach totally shit all over me when I told her this is what I wanted (I bailed on her afterwards, but she had a point). I’m a hard working person. I’ve worked my ass over the past few years. Mastering my craft, reading books, fucking putting myself out there and facing huge amounts of fear, working through limiting beliefs. I also did the entire life purpose course and I study self learning. I don’t believe you that I can make money from music. At least not this year, or in the next few years. God, I’m praying to you to send me a sign and show me you haven’t been wasting my time with these songs and visions. Maybe I’m just crazy. But, I thought God was writing the songs and I was the mouthpiece.

@AlwaysBeNice Thank You, I want to impact the world. I want to free my consciousness. I’m going through a mixture of ego backlash and uncertainty. I’m not convinced God is gonna help me other than me helping myself. Like, some of these books on metaphysics etc... if they are only for people who are financially free to read them maybe it’s just imaginative masterbation. Am I just Deceiving myself thinking God is leading the way, and that books like Course In Miracles is really somehow magic? doing 5meodmt I thought everything In reality was going to change, or for me to no longer be attached or confused. But, I feel more confused and attached then ever. 5meodmt is not going to liberate you. Having enough money to sit around reading and being an artist will.

@Leo Gura @danniviemaria This is disappointing. I wanted to be a musician but, ahah that’s not pragmatic. That’s what really came up in the life purpose course. That an making YouTube videos about personal growth.... or reviewing all these new devices that are coming out.not very creative I guess.... no way to make money sadly. I want to make value for the world. I’m not just reading spiritual books but some more practical business books too. I just don’t want to be mediocre. I don’t have a degree and I’m 24. I’m not sure I want to stay in this body or this reality. I’m disappointed with reality today. And myself.

@Leo Gura Honestly I don’t know anything. currently feeling dissatisfied with myself, my life purpose and spirituality. I don’t know where to go, who to trust, what to do with my life. I thought the book truth vs falsehood actually was based on something tangible. Now I don’t know anything. God isn’t helping is he.... and I’m just projecting meaning onto events etc.... I’m not special. Honestly, why bother keep on living if I can’t make it as a musician? Being a sage? How is that tangible in this reality...I’m reading all these books, but I still don’t know how I’m going to make a living. I don’t know anything. You say it’s a love simulator, perhaps it is. But, I am not sure I am interested in playing it anymore. God seems to have given me a dream in which I cannot fulfill. I feel like an idiot.

Personally, I think psychedelics are becoming mainstream. With that I think our laws will change soon. Just give it time. 99% of history and human interaction took place before the interenet. People shake their asses in from of their friends on Facebook and people openly talk about these substances yet are still safe.

@communitybuilder Maybe find committed self actualizers (like me) and house me for a year so I can experiment and go deep on 5meodmt and we can make a great documentary about it!

@Rilles you’re making me wet! Ahahah it would be rooted in some mixture of absolute love and practicality perhaps hmm, reminder back to ‘not knowing’

@Leo Gura Except, Hawkins models seems rooted in a strong truth. So maybe in some contexts my assholes tightness has truth to it. As God, I think it’s time we come home...

@allislove it’s more an issue of authority and overall truth seeking. I know how easily self deceived we are. Leo seems to have moved mountains in my life. But, idk maybe I’m assbackwards wrong somehow. Probably am, mostly still. Maybe.

@Leo Gura Makes Sense. So many layers to this puzzle.

@Leo Gura Okay. I personally won’t use the test.... but his epistemology and teachings seem heavily rooted in its use. I’m not sure where the sloppiness lies. You are Jared.

@Leo Gura I’ll burn in this fire of, being pumped by this author and then very annoyed at the two of you Haha i want something that maybe is implicit to my direct experience. I want to know if this is wasting my time, and if I am reading this person am I endangering my own epistemology...

@Leo Gura I want the books I read to catapult me forward with my growth. Very interested in mass awakenings and mass movements

@Leo Gura Yeah, so far that seems obvious to me. But Leo, the entire basis of the calibration IS the muscle response test. He clearly is very educated and enlightened. Transcending the levels of consciousness really resonates with me. But, he also claims our our muscle act as a truth thermometer ?. (Ive been diving deep into 5meodmt. I’m reading the book list as well as my own books. So many awakenings.) I am here to know. To see and to be the eyes of the planet. Not ego and belief. So strangely , clearly I cant throw out the muscle test all together. Though Something isn’t adding up. If someone is so smart and developed how can they themselves put so much ‘faith’ into a practice which even laymen would laugh at? Or perhaps this is because I calibrate under 200... But also, he now becomes someone in which I may read but not openly recommend.

@Leo Gura I missed this one, just came across the post. Like I said, in the future!

@Leo Gura ? that’s that Nevada witch bias I see

@Leo Gura Thanks... Why have it on the book list? and, is it worth my time reading? I want the truth, not some bold guy who things his arm tells him the truth. Yet, the scale resonates with me and it seems to have congruence with the world value survey, maslows hierarchy of needs, spiral dynamics...

Dang, I’ll be a great mod in the future.

@Leo Gura I am afraid of love. But, with your teachings and radical action, I am claiming my temple to sit on my thrown. Love, is so multi-dimensional I think. To fully integrate it would be impossible without things like 5Meo and LSD. Also, Art and life long learning in the information Age. I've had soooo many awakenings. Not just with 5MeoDMT but, 5MeoDipt (Vision Quest... Amazing...Shamanic..) and 5MeoMiPT (Awakening of a wild love (Thick Face Black Heart Love for myself and others). 5MeoDMT is a catalyst for me so far. Amazing. I blew through a tonne of it. God is Good! Death is Good! and Life Purpose is good! (Leo, I had this moment where I was like... OHHHH I AMMM Leo Gura!! ahaha and now I know it) (The Leo Guuuuuuuuura) Counterintuitive though, because in the same process of awakenings I felt deep deep gratitude for Leos Teachings, but also a deep understanding that I created Leo to wake myself up. (not being attached to any belief here) And I am in the process of rapidly becoming a sovereign being and fountain of love!

It's Love! I was so afraid of 5meo... but after low doses it's just great. Meditation on steriods.

What is the most often you are doing 5meodmt? Is it dangerous if done frequently in low doses?

@Kshantivadin The problem is, your far enough to see through some veils, but not far enough to see the benefits. You are free to choose your own spiritual path. I recently participated in an online festival from Ista Temple Arts called "Spiritual, sexual, Shamanic" and it was the most profound spiritual experience that integrated and showed me what spiritual sexuality is. and it is key. Integration is vaste. Once you see the ego die enough times, you have the map built up enough, you observe enough you can create any experience you want. Leo is right about paranormal experiences. I experienced shamanic possession and a vision quest.

@acidgoofy Can Confirm it works nicely, give time for control. I don't think I have completely broken through though more experimentation is needed.

Us Vs Them is duality, and often the dialogue for Us vs Them, because it is built on identity and not facts, truth, and nuance makes it hard for either party to get what they want. For example, if you think the wage gap exists because you are a feminist and therefore its because of patriarchal tyranny. and if you don't agree your a sexist, white elitist.... While if you were a feminist who was not in this With us or against us mentality you would be open and aware to different opinions without identifying others as against you based on difference in structure of opinion. You would be open to mutli-variance analysis on the pay wage gap and be open to exploring the subject in a way that you couldn't if you were too busy being caught up in identity politics. Us Vs Them: Content Vs Structure.