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You've had one hell of a life yah weirdo. I hope you are not doing too many psychedelics right now and that you are finding balance.

Happy Birthday! Thank you for being here for me.

@Sempiternity See, that doesn't happen for me. I realize if existence is all the exists it's not really a miracle but just something that is infinitely ordinary. I suffer a lot, I find my awakenings don't see seem to make a long enough difference. I have more work to do. I am just an ordinary person with ordinary problems. Maybe even less than ordinary in some ways. I do not feel very good at life.

I think I fear life more than death. I fear having to live a stupid existence.

We live in such a complex place... I am humbled and confused. I embrace not knowing. Should I just begin ignoring the media? Because I am not going to get truth there clearly. It's all just fragmented perspective. What are stats? what are emotions? What is reality? Obviously shouldn't ignore the media, but I need to reality the structures that are taking place. I have to be able to deal with ambiguity and simply let my political opinions be humble, and live by my own personal value system of equality. so, when I hear someone like this speaking on the news, I admit to myself I know so little about the stats in the states that I can't believe him. I can't believe anyone. Everything outside of my direct experience is not actuality but believe and concept. How do I create a healthier relationship to belief and concept? Though, low quality post

Especially as we are maturing what seems important can change. I think the important part if that you find a balance. Sometimes I will jump through a few books, but when it resonates I consume it in a week. As long as you are consistent with you life long learning and skill building and are honest with yourself it should balance out.

You don't need to read a whole book. You can read a book, take what you need and then go to another book. Books are large investments in time. For example you could find a book you want, and read 3 or 4 crucial chapters from it and leave the rest. Or you can read the whole book. I tend to read a few books at once because sometimes a single chapter takes a long to to integrate and to digest. There is nothing wrong with picking up a book, reading it and then deciding your time is better spent in another book. I sometimes read a book, put it down for awhile because something else seems more practical or import for the time. Then I come back to it later on and finish it. Totally up to you to figure out what works though. Just because you pick up a new book doesn't mean you instantly forget the other book. I don't find self help to be like non-fiction in that way.

@Carl-Richard If it comes to that. However, right now I am going for a man bun. I shaved my head over the summer. It's alright ahahah

@Valwyndir Ooooh, I'll take you up on the scalp treatment, I wanna make sure I keep my hair full

Which one?

It's part of his Schit. The channeling waits for nobody.

Is it just me is is this man a fraud? He isn't wise for being some kind of super advanced alien. Maybe he is just channeling a basic alien. Also, I don't believe anyone anymore. People are all too fragmented and full of shit. I am just gonna look at my hand and make my spine feel nice and get my life together before I waste time with bashar.

psychedelics bing illegal is a crime against humanity

@Podie45 It sounds like you should get a life coach. If you are being fired frequently there must be a reason. Do some self reflecting. No you don't need to be a wage slave or do 10 years a school. Though depending on your situation school might be involved. I don't think you need 10 years of school to earn 100K. You just need to be smart about it. I believe in you.

Congrats, what do you do?

Anyone else notice that 5meo super charges your ability to understand how your thoughts, muscles, chi, breath etc create you current state? I feel like I am waking up in a dead persons body... Which I guess I can expect if I was sleeping before. 1. My body awareness is skyrocking 2. I find myself increasing more confident clear and accurate in my perception 3. Sometimes I feel like I can feel every muscle in my body and how my spine feels and so much much... This is really a miracle.

This looks like something I'd like to partake in, and maybe facilitate in the future

I have been thinking a lot about self love lately along with self forgiveness. It's deep. I feel like I am loving myself more and more everyday. I had to do a lot of journaling, affirmations, contemplation, exercises etc. It's still an on going process. We love our selves through our actions, our self image, and our emotions toward ourselves and our external greater self.

Balance

Stay in school imo

@PonchoTheWizard I found 5meo is one that takes work to get the benefit from. It's quickly become my favourite. It's helped me clean up so much of my life in general. I've had some of the most complete, ultimate perfect experiences on 5meo. I've discovered these trans-rational insights of God's infinite creative ability. I feel like God had been sending me these little winks lately of my own potential which has been interest. I feel in some ways like I see now that reality holds in it a solution to anything.

@Leo Gura Honestly, I feel pretty shook from yesterday. I don't understand what reality is at all anymore. I am still functioning ahhah, but I am like.. What was that?? Why was that one so deep and scary compared to others? hmmm

@Striving for more If you remove attachment and just begin acting, then there you go. Just follow your bliss

Yeah, the LP is worth it