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I understand I am right now imagining my birth. However, I still act as if I was born and I understand the relationships that people form. ie, Parent Child etc. It all makes sense.

Just make stuff. Don't worry about the quality. You have too much story in your head about what you are doing and what it means. It means nothing. Just create it. Good works manifest when you stop giving a fuck. (partly)

You should contemplate these things yourself I am assuming english isn't your first language

Make a plan to leave over the next 10 years so you can earn the living you want.

Show up and write. Write and keep writing even if it sucks! Rarely does it suck

It's an endless questions mark for me. If God created it for any reason I can understand, I don't yet. The amount of suffering I have experienced, and the trivial incomplete nihilism I am dealing with... I wish God would loosen up a bit if this is all pointless.

God doesn't care about us as far as I can tell, other than how you care for yourself. You are here, you can't undo anything and it's brutal. Everything that happens God allows, fully experiences, and doesn't undo. The fact that life is THIS long, and God allows all this suffering to just keep going to me is super fucked up. Reality may be a dream, but we need to treat it as reality because you aren't getting out of this dream, and your actions and thoughts have a real affect on your life. God may be love at the highest level, as. I have experienced. But, at this time.. It's hard to see that.

I've heard facebook groups are the best way to do this.

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Congrats on the mod realization

Did you finish Leo's video on true Nihilism?

I wonder if this is true! I think there are awakenings you can have in a group you can't alone. But, idk.

similar but basic

@King Merk Build your foundation first. I made same mistake.

Don't need to keep pursuing awakening lol. Focus on basic life mastery!

I love how he says to approach reality with "Love and courage". He is right. I love a lot of what he says. I find its humanness useful. He has a good heart! He also says love is the right things to run our social institutions not power.

@asifarahim I don't think psychedelics will raise kundalini! That takes work I think of a different kind. I think when doing spiritual work there are many ways to work it.

Limiting suffering can be part of your work. Whats the points of just suffering through life?

It's not all the same. Some is gross, unhealthy other is healthy and tastes good. Just depends. Some of it I find dehydrates and poisions me (Daya) But, we have some local vegan butchers who make it right there and its all natural ingredients.

Lee Holden is a great teacher for learning Qigong. He teaches basics to things like microcosmic orbit, the three treasures, etc. He has weekly classes, weekly Q and As and plenty of videos and work shops to do. Look up Holden Qigong. I am currently getting my Qigong certification. He was actually trained by Mantak Chia since he was like 23. They are good friends.

I think it's important to direct people to where they need to go

I wanted to make a thread stressing the point that "There is no reason to end your life pre-maturely". There is so much to live for. The spiritual path is about the death of our falsely constructed ego. Life has so many chapters that you have yet to experience. Stay safe out there. And keep your body safe, your health high and don't quit self actualizing. You are here to experience this world and live a full life. People love you and its important to remember that.

Great book is called towards a psychology of awakening... Finding the balance between horiziontal (personality, relationships, etc) vs Vertical growth (spiritual awakening) is important.

I felt like Leo was both encouraging and discouraging God Mode. What to think I wonder? How do I know I am safe to enter God Mode? Does God mode turn off after the trip and just return to normal?? The bread crumb thing makes sense to me. But, is to be confirmed upon actualizing of God Mode. Hard to believe it honestly ahah.

Grateful