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Well, you’ll trip again soon. Give yourself time to integrate and also use that state as a goal worth improving your current daily state. dont rush or go overboard. Take Time and integrate. Respect the substance.

I learned for someone with my body type would need minimum 30mg-35mg for a break through. I admit to being skeptical of boofing but I will do it again.

You can slowly dose the way up. Or, just do a breakthrough while in a safe place like your bed. There’s always pre-launch jitters but Usually it’s a very kind experience if you have proper set and setting.

We do excellent at all things. It’s that simple. Correct every error. Then, I finish fastest every time. And the whole world wins. Through you?

I'm waiting till I have 15,000 dollars saved up then I'll be out there talking to women

@jimwell Thank you. I am learning the best way to make my life satisfying is to let go, and secure my survival, embrace health and living to my highest values, liberate myself from the opinion of others and enjoy creating the best art I can regardless of who sees or hears it. Being a well known artist will come with a lot of BS as well. So, no matter what you do life is hard. I am an imperfect person and the more well known you are the more shit you have to deal with. So, I will grow a thicker skin and let go.

I had a kundalini awakening while doing breath of fire of a grassy hill 2 years before my God Realization

A bonus is as you get older: 1. Trip safely and plan to do many trips 2. Meditate everyday 30mins to an hour 3. Begin a contemplation practice 4. Begin developing your common place book 5. Watch Leo's Epistemology videos You can also explore mind body practices like Breathwork, Qigong and Yoga. Study the practice of embodiment as well. In terms of Psychology, you can develop a big picture understanding of the field and then begin integrating it with spiritual topics. You can also learn about Maslow's Work I think would be really valuable. Study system thinking, Human behaviour, sexuality, bias, religion vs science, philosophy of science, Consciousness, etc You are probably learning about: 1. Psychoanalysis etc (the history and various fields/ development in psychology.) 2. You probably study various theories, thinkers, and paradigms 3. Cognitive Psychology 4. Cognitive behaviour 5. Neuroscience 6. Various types of therapy 7. Polyvagal Theory 8. You'll probably study things like how drugs work etc. 9. How to collect data and do science etc You basically will want to study Psychology and really understand the paradigms surrounding you in your academic setting. On your spare time you are studying spirituality and the higher levels of understanding possible. The Books list may help you with that.

Leo's book list will take you well beyond psychology. There are also some pretty good psychology books on there. You could use Leo's reading list and your university courses for the next few years. You will begin to find more and more books as you learn more as well and you can add them to your personal reading list.

I've been through this. There is no way out. There is only a way through. The goal is to love what is and see the miracle of what you are.

No matter what happens, love your way through it all. There are even courses you can find, youtube channels etc. Put a sign up on your wall.

@universe Thank you, I will revisit my Me sheet. I did the course a few years ago now. I'm due for a review. I think my training in Qigong is related to my music now. I think I may be more clear on what I want them to actualize now. It may take some time to hone it down.

Also, how dare OP even try to spread this mind virus to others? If you have some kind of curse, or whatever. Keep it to yourself. Please. I am now clearing the forum of all curses. This way we can take full responsibility for our own lives, habits and cognitive/ energetic behaviour. You are not a victim. Be free.

Good. Go all the way. My friend just quit too.

Can we lock this foolishness? I am sorry. I don't see how any of the things you are experiencing is a curse. People forget their keys and generally have poor cognitive behaviour. I don't think curses exist. Why live in a such a way where you give your power away.

@Heart of Space If you forgot your keys normally or you forgot your keys because of a curse how do you know the difference? Can bad things happen to people who are not cursed?

@Heart of Space Interesting. How did you come to find out it was a curse?

So, those things are a curse? Or, something you can work on?

I think there could be some kind of legalization and a license to use certain drugs. Like, in order to take 5meodmt legally or LSD you need to do a mental health check, take a safety course and get certified to use it on your own for personal use. Sort of like getting gun training.

So, what cursed you?

@StarStruck Cool, I have no idea sounds like you both had it??

@markobo Hmmm, I don't know about this. I've experienced similar states through Qigong and energy work. I don't think meditation will get you to a 5meodmt state. Maybe if you did meditation, breathwork, Qigong, Tao Yin and Yoga techniques in just the right mixture over a long period of time completely uninterrupted you could maintain a deep state of some kind. To me meditation is more for mindfulness and mental health than it is for deep awakening. I found my trips increased my appreciation for meditation. But, they are different tools in the tool box. Just cuz I use a hammer doesn't mean I throw away my wrench.

This sort of talk is sort of a "What if"... takes you away from the work of realizing that you are an immortal being right now. But, you are a shape shifter. And, the real answer is also... I don't know. It seems stupid to lock yourself into a finite form forever.

https://www.actualized.org/insights/absolute-presence-immortality Leos blog post above. I have experienced this. This, this was the highlight of my life and it trumped everything I have experienced in the finite domain. It was the most obvious and yet most surprising realization I have ever had. It was for this reason I say my biggest "Thank you" to Leo, to God and to myself. Truly, my true nature is the Greatest Miracle... For eternity. Our true Nature is this Great Miracle. And, the only thing to do in my opinion is to master basking in the Glory of God's love and then translate it into this finite existence. It will take years, I may fail. To me, this is a game an eternal being would play with itself which makes reality make more sense to me. I know I am constructing my own meaning and there is nothing I need to do with my life. But, when you experience this Immortal State of Infinity/ Infinite Love for ever. You say Thank you to God. Then, here in my mundane state going through my day to day with all my challenges... I work to bring just a fraction of that love into the universe. "My mind is open wide and now I am ready to start"