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Dude you gotta be a sponge! Go for it

Nice you have lots to work with. Have you seen Leo’s video on becoming a sage?

@Mind of a beast how long ago have you taken the course? When you hit it you won’t be able to handle how good it feels. You won’t have to ask someone else if you got it. This course is probably the best blue print of all time that anyone could follow. Why are you rushing it? @Leo Gura maybe you can help him better, as you have already done this.

@Leo Gura nice Leo, very nice

You gotta actually experience doing it to know you found it, not play guessing games. It’s probably right in front of your face, don’t over think it.

LMFAOOO

Yeah I stated earlier in thread I tried shrooms and it changed me for the better. It was prob 1-2g. I’ve already had chronic anxiety where I was afraid to leave my house, the day after I did shrooms I have no fear since. None. Nada. 0. Fears the biggest illusion ever. I’m without a doubt doing 5MeO. I’m just gonna do it right. Was asking for Leo’s research cause I was lazy and wanted to jump right in.

Ok, thanks for the honesty and heads up. I’ve been impulsive my whole life and I’m working on it. I didn’t realize I was being stupid and just blindly following you.? I’ll figure it out, thanks again ?

Pretty sure Mike Tyson is mid 50s and wants to fight again. I know it’s not the same, but I’ve felt “too old” in my early mid and late 20s , the feeling never really goes away, it’s a fake limit. It’s better to look at what you can accomplish @ 5/10/20 years into your mastery. Regardless of age. You can always improve your health.

I really like Teal Swan. Her explanation of source, souls, and life being a thought is really cool. I actually thought of that on my own exactly just by trying to wrap my head around time not existing so it was cool to hear from someone with more experience. her videos on attraction and resistance are cool too. I think her videos are highly value able. She’s definitely authentic, I love when she laughs and giggles. Leo is way deeper into this but I think she is still a 1%er for sure. Could be wrong I don’t know either of them. Her videos feel like actualized.org videos from 2016 but with a different perspective which is fun to merge. the complaints about the suicide cult shit is kind of stupid. Someone definitely pulled the plug from misinterpreting Leo too I’m sure, this work is rough

@Leo Gura That’s great news. I felt let down. Thank you for confirming. When I get a job this week I’ll buy 5meo right after I buy lp course. I just don’t get if it’s legal in New York to get shipped to my house, all it says it schedule 2 substance. I tried to understand what that means but I still don’t get it. Do you have a guide on getting this and how to tell if it’s the real shit? Or links to where you researched before you got into it? i did great on a low dose of shrooms for 6 hours or so, I’m totally ready for 5-10mg of 5MeO. I know it’s drastically more powerful but I’m not afraid of tripping now, especially when I feel like you said it’s only 30 minutes but I’m not sure if that’s what you said

I had a habit of always being high for my LP. I’d work at it 12+ hours a day. Being sober I haven’t really worked on it at all. is this just a matter of feeding the muse more, or do I have to start over with baby steps again? Mentally and physically I feel amazing but my LP is more important than my health. But it shouldn’t be necessary to approach it that way. I’m a little lost

Sort of like your heart beating on it’s own = other minds operating on their own

@Leo Gura lol “dick” he says ok logically this is exactly the insight I came up with from self inquiry. Does this mean I get non duality? Or is logic nothing but a tool? I expected more of ohhh my god!!! But didn’t really get it from realizing this. however I did have a mystical experience where I felt as one, and was the highest I ever been in life, a year prior. Realizing it’s just a dream and I can wake up whenever I want. But after I wasn’t sure I got it. I feel like I understood it way better with the self inquiry insight but I didn’t go bananas. makes me think I’m missing something from the experience.

I know you guys will like this, the doctor says how the virus is beautiful- kind of shocking the interviewer. This feels so related to our work here, and I’ve never seen anyone on this level of understanding of the virus. Trust me after the few mins of his credentials it’s very very good. Great guy and very inspirational, sorry if this is a repost.

@Oliver Saavedra couldn’t of said it better!!

It’s not a video I’d normally watch cause it screams click bait with the title and all but the actual video isn’t even about that title

I just want to say carnivore diet has been the best thing that ever happened to my health next to shrooms. 0 cravings, 0 bloating, no vitamins, no caffeine, infinite energy- I don’t think I EVER need to sleep. However sleep is important for the brain, muscle memory, learning, could go on forever... so sometimes I take melatonin. But you can just keep eating fat and stay up forever as if you were chugging Red Bull’s, but with absolutely 0 anxiety as a consequence. The amount of times I’ll stay up 20+ hours then sleep 2 hours to go work in the sun all day Only needing water for most of it is pretty impressive compared to how I’d feel on any other diet im not going to lie, I have mixed feelings about meat, I would rather go plant based if I could, I love all the flavors way more and I wish I didn’t have to eat meat but for ethical reasons. I love meat unless I’m thinking about this but I try and think there is no difference between anything and I’m just going with what works best for now which is probably selfish but what are ya gonna do. it’s a great diet for minimalism and getting rid of a ton of decision making distractions so you can put more energy into LP. I know you aren’t in it for ethical reasons but just saying.

Wow that is so cool that you finished it!! It makes me so happy when somebody makes it through this video. I have a couple nurse friends who weren’t too cool with it. I respect their opinions but they didn’t finish it. also I’m kind of curious, I know Leo’s definition of love isn’t really able to be put into words. I’m not discounting what the doctor said about love, but I think this is just the smaller scale love not actual truth. Not that it matters, it’s still a profound quote regardless. Then again everything would be love so I guess it works, not sure- would be cool if a sage on here could correct me haha , I actually think if you reverse the quote it works better philosophically . anyway definitely an amazing example of yellow trying to break into turquoise, I THINK! edit: obviously everyone has some green however I think he is more ahead of that than you think because of the whole “virus is beautiful “ statement . thanks for watching guys I think it’s very important

Thanks dude you are the man. I appreciate you

I’m kind of confused why nightmares don’t feel authentic. Like why does something be created that feels like it’s not what you want deep down, or do you and just not know it? Or can worrying about a scenario manifest itself and be authentic cause it’s in your sub conscious? I can’t wrap my head around it except that it’s just not what the ego wants, but what god wants. sometimes bad things will happen and I don’t realize I wanted that bad thing to happen until I can learn X from that happening. Other times I can’t make sense of it. Maybe I’m just having resistance to it. Is this just a complete misunderstanding of love on my part? I’m asking because sometimes I’m scared I’m fucking shit up if that makes sense , but then again there is nothing to fuck up I guess... ?

I know it’s talked a lot from Leo how addiction is cured by psychedelics. I just wanted to back his statements with my experience for anyone else struggling and wasting time with traditional ways. I’ve had the craziest pot addiction for years that’s been ruining my life, the longest streak I ever went was just a couple days but I’d still want it again. In most of my depression phases it’s the first thing I’d do when I wake up, go to sleep after a few hours and do it again. Countless journal entries about why it’s bad and how to quit etc etc. I was down in the dumps this week when a friend presented me shrooms, I was like wow I need that I’ve been dying to try actual psychedelics besides smoking weed all the time. I wanted to just meditate on it and embrace all my insights on the world. I know it seems like I’m speaking too soon because I’m only on day 4 or 5, but omg, I almost don’t even get it. I can’t describe how it made me quit but I’m totally not interested at all, whenever I used to quit I’d smell it and be like ohhh wow that’s nice. Now if I smell it I don’t really mind but I’d rather not. I had no idea I was going to drop weed, I have 0 interest in going back. All I ate was 3 little caps!!! I’m so over weed. I still appreciate it of course but wow what a relief, my life feels completely different now. There is no doubt in my mind that psychedelics totally take a shit on addiction. I will write more when I understand how it works better but if anyone is stuck hopefully this can help you. My trip wasn’t even that crazy or anything, it felt a lot like the first time I felt non duality off of weed though. God I am getting 5meo asap also fwiw I doubt I’ll ever drink again either and I did that probably weekly

THC gets stored in your fat. But yeah I've been smoking everyday and a lot for 5 years, and as I've been cutting back recently weed has felt really dangerous because like a fool I'll still smoke similar dosages without realizing it. When I actually do realize I'm basically overdosing I just forget because that's what potheads do, then I'll blame it on something else and do it again. It's actually been a vicious cycle and this thread is helping me a lot to realize that. Panic attacks, suicidal contemplation, ocd, the whole 9, really bad and hospital material. I got very similar visions to you anytime I saw something threatening survival it would be like the weed wanted me to do it. Then after a nice night of sleep everything is normal as fuck. I guess this is what its like entering psychosis? I'm sorry for what you went through but it's real interesting to hear about its power. I'm gonna experiment with this right now and try taking 1 hit instead of like 50 and see if I get a normal feel good high or if I still get paranoid. One time years ago I did too much blow and came down real hard, took one hit of weed and was completely fine- so it can take you out of paranoia too. I'm really curious how weed affects the brain now as you do more and more with a lower tolerance. I don't really get how that can just trigger psychosis. But with high tolerance I can smoke non-stop all day and barley get high. Seems like it should be common sense but what's actually going on with receptors I wonder

I think everything there is, already happened, and is happening at the same time. I think it has to. I don't think there is any other way. I used to think I was talking to "God" as a child (laying in bed and in my head), I didn't believe in any religion, but I had this weird faith that someone was listening. I'd sit there and genuinely wish for something to happen, good things, bad things, they all always come true years later after I've forgotten about it. I'd assume every reincarnation you just pick whichever soul you'd like to experience, or you are a soul and you're just picking an avatar, because you wanna experience what that vessel did. Kind of like a game, who do I feel like playing today? Evil doesn't exist until you start the game so anything goes, almost like its just what you're in the mood for after playing the game over and over again there is always something new. But it already happened, you're just picking a time slot somewhere in the world of infinity and that's it. I really don't think reality is what people think, how it's constantly new and stuff added on at "random" or whatever. It only makes sense that it already happened and you just forget the future because you chose the soul only for 1 small unconditional/unbiased experience. I feel alive right now as i'm typing this, i'm watching it, you'll read it as I post it. But it wouldn't shock me if I play your vessel reading this 100 years from now, but it's happening at the same time. I don't know how this wouldn't be possible.

I find some of my deepest insights in comparing dreams to real life. I've been obsessed because I can't really prove how reality is any different. If you smoke weed for a while, then quit, your dreams become more vivid, this helps. When you are lacking sleep, as long as you sleep on your back you'll most likely enter sleep paralysis which is scary as fuck, but you can learn so much from that too. I feel like we just sleep to maintain this current dream (reality). Where if we didn't sleep, we start hallucinating and breaking down reality to see what it really is. I think its amazing how you can dream of someone and in the dream you know their body language, how they laugh, how they talk and their voice even if you never heard them say those words before. Obviously with non-duality everything is connected. It's been making me wonder, is there consciousness in the other people when we are dreaming??? Why wouldn't there be if there is in real life? Dreams give me the ultimate mind fucks. Then I just came across this post on reddit extremely related: https://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/ewl0hj/what_is_your_scariest_paranormal_experience/fg2z1mm?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web2x insane! I too have had plenty of dreams with Leo in them, always really crazy. Had a lot of dreams of people who are passed away too. I had a couple that felt like I 100% time traveled, like watching a Jimi Hendrix live show that just felt so fucking real, even after waking. Dreams weeks and months long when i'm only sleeping for an hour, somehow still finding a way to get months of details in 1 hour. Time really doesn't exist. The other night I had a dream where I was killing myself and coming back to life as the same person/avatar but different properties/circumstances. When you realize you're dreaming everything up, its all bliss in the dream, you don't want it to end, I highly doubt "reality" is any different at all.