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@Leo Gura You are probably hung over by something

@tsuki What do you mean by no explanation will do it justice?

So can I (as god) re incarnate as someone else in like the past or future? And am I really the only person who exists just imagining all this shit but at the same time we are the same people or something? I need someone to explain how all this works. If I’m the only one who exists then who am I to you guys?

I don’t know if this is just a stupid thing it may seem like one but it actually goes pretty deep for me. It runs in my family a lot.

@pluto How does telepathy work? I was taking a piss next to my brother and a random guy at a restaurant and it felt like I was communicating using telepathy somehow

Good stuff guys but this is indeed an up issue that unfortunately runs deep in my family. I just don’t know how to be. Ya know? It’s hard for me to be chill around people

@Commodent well that’s the problem too cuz what kind of questions?

Does anyone actually have anything to say tho?

I don’t talk to anyone at all. I get out of school as quick as possible to get to my room. I don’t want conversation with anyone because I don’t know what to say. I feel like I can’t find anything to say around people. Like what is there to say besides some bullshit to make time go by? I lack motivation and jerk off a lot, and get unhealthy eating habits and stuff. I just can’t seem to man up and start training mma and get my shit together. I just want to do something that I find meaningful but I don’t know how to socialize with anyone and I have all the shitty habits. What do I do?

@SoonHei @tsuki What does it mean when I have a dream of having sex with my mom?

@PlayOnWords Yeah man it’s hard. I’m 18. All I wanna do is workout and get in good ass shape and possibly mma fight and all this stuff but I have 0 social skills and I’m too scared to be at a mma gym like that all the time you know? It’s gotta end

@SoonHei I know I’ve seen all the vids but like it’s so hard to sit still when all you wanna do is interact and be engaged in something or connecting with someone but I don’t have the ability to do the things I wanna do it feels as though I’m too much of a pussy and I don’t know what to do about it so when I mediate my though process is usually something like that and I just get mad and stop and go on to do whatever I want

@SoonHei So I just sit there in a chair? Should I be doing anything? Letting go of something or what?

@SoonHei I used to have good meditation habits a while ago but I would fall off track then start again and fall off track again and now I just haven’t been doing it idk why but I find it really hard to sit still it’s crazy

@SoonHeiyeah I guess. But literally our purpose as human beings is to realize this and I feel like I want to awaken to something I just want my inner state of being to change like crazy I feel too dis engaged from life and people

So, when I die, will god be able to go back in time or even future and incarnate as literally whatever it wants? Did I as god chose to literally incarnate as myself? How does this work?

@SoonHei Well then what should I be playing?

@tsuki No no that doesn’t answer my question about like incarnation and stuff. I am god right? So when I die, I should have the freedom to incarnate as someone I’m the past or future or what? And if everyone else is god too, and I am god, what even are other people?