Nate0068

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  1. @Leo Gura Haha that’s enlightenment for you there’s nothing to be serious about
  2. @Member well that’s the weird thing no I’m not but I feel like that is a big aspect of it
  3. @Thestarguitarist14 just looked up the definition and wow yeah that pretty much described the problem what do I do to fix this ?
  4. I really like this girl and she likes me a lot too things are really good between us but over time I can feel myself getting dry my magic is going I away what do I do I really don’t wanna watch this slowly fade. Right now things are very good but I can feel in myself that I’m going to start drying up it’s really hard to explain idk I’m just not gonna be able to keep her on the hook forever I feel like
  5. @rav what does it even mean to let it all go ? My life will go to shit I’ll be homeless
  6. @rav I mean I don’t feel free if I was I would become my self an internal Paradise and make it really beautiful and happy I wouldn’t be doing what I’m doing in this life right now I’m trying to realize that I’m free but it doesn’t seem like it
  7. @rav can you el can you try to explain more about this this is the key for me to end my suffering
  8. When I was younger I’ve had bursts at times of feeling depersonalized. It mostly happened at night around large crowds of people.Not knowing anything about enlightenment and thinking I was a human with something wrong with me I kinda tried my best to push it away. how to do get it back if there’s anyway?
  9. @seeking_brilliance I felt really weird I remember my young sober self wanting to feel sober again never did any drugs yet at that age
  10. i woke up i became infinite how to i abtain it NOW sober after my trip i know i know hevean is right here how do i take the big stand up and rise as god for good
  11. @WHO IS trying to figure out the same thing why is that reality?
  12. @WHO IS because that's hevean buddy you can be anything you want your free my friend
  13. @WHO IS you are a mirror of nothingness you reflect anything its infinite litteraly no bounds just take away all the bounderies it can be itself it can be anything it wants
  14. @WHO IS @Fadl its a mirror that can reflect absolutely anything ANYTHING
  15. @Fadl really really stressful feel like im about to have a heart attack i just want to relieve it all its too much
  16. Im hoping this forum strikes me something magical because after all it is god why wouldn't the big stand up happen right fucking now
  17. @Leo Gura what is the true nature of all experiences?
  18. I want to get out of here i hate life and everything in it its its not where i want to be
  19. @The0Self wow i like that thought i should stop trying to take control and let the beyond power take me wherever they lead