Loving Radiance

@Cepzeu What a beautiful read. Thank you. On a sidenote, what have you taken and how much?

Thank you

@StarStruck Lucky me! I've got extra arms and legs for miles. Wait, that seems weird. My friend gave me access to his account. Your notes seem to be on content of some months. What do you suggest: doing the months in real time or binge watching all of them while taking notes and getting necessary experience?

@StarStruck Was the seminar online? Which programm? Transformation Mastery?

@MuriloPais Good for you! It is a relief to just focus on taking one step at a time up the mountain.

Let this rest for now.

@lostmedstudent I read over this one. Thanks for the laugh

This afternoon I practiced Self-Love with many people on the sidewalk. Just looking them into their eyes with a smile and feeling joy because they experience this very moment with me. A mother with her kids on a lavender field, one dog owner and some people I was standing with at the traffic light. I felt so connected and grateful for their being.

Are these thoughts you can let go of? @billiesimon

@Leo Gura Even cocaine?

I thought you are "far away". When you see something in the distance it is blurry, so maybe you want to come closer to it, if it intuitively feels good. Does the last comment from Nahm feel good for you? What of that do you want to be? My perspective is that I feel his last comment was an appeal to your potential will to FUCKING WANT pure goodness and compassionate selfless love. EDIT: Ok, enough derailing of the thread.

@Leo Gura @cetus @Serotoninluv What are your perspectives on this?

I surely haven't explored & exhausted all the methods besides psychedelics. I sense that it requires a radical shift in perspective for me and from a few reports which are out there I got the sense that it is life changing. Transcend and include. I always wanted this, and if this wouldn't truly inspire & empower the "normal" life, I surely wouldn't have gotten into it. Regarding your 2nd post: I cannot answer its nature, but it surely is the implicit transcendence of the senses. Maybe the knowing that YOU ARE should be added to the list of senses. There are so many dials connected to the consciousness dial. I don't know the question to your 2nd question, but I get the hunch that even the answer isn't the answer.

You are that even when you don't realize yet. Does the last comment from Nahm feel good for you? What of that do you want to be? Maybe this is so fucking inspiring that you finally see the potential in you to uncover & realize your hidden capacity.

@RWagner I read again my comment and saw that it could be misinterpreted. I want to share my perspective (without putting it on you) and clarify. Besides your dial of consciousness there is also the dial you turn in the creation of your music. Intuitively feeling into how you turn the dial can be a source of inspiration for you & others because you create the emotional state through your art.

@RWagner The state one can feel is potentially inspiring for life. The whole composition creates such unique painting that even some tweaking of one dial creates a different communicated feeling. Have you seen Leo's How Psychedelics Works video? Imagine turning a little dial and you can change the whole system. Feeling into it is important. Being truly guided by intuition and sensing what dial needs a turn. I don't compose or publish music, but it is so important to have massive experience in music and poetry and then to be guided by feeling. Otherwise you can get alot of things wrong, which wouldn't be bad because you can learn and create true brilliance.

I second that. I feel not good when listening to my music from a year ago. In fact, I deleted all the music this morning. Interesting to reflect back on what I liked to listen to and to predict what pattern in taste seem to emerge...

@UnconsciousHuman At the timestamp 1:18:35

@billiesimon I have to stop reading all these FUCKING BEAUTIFUL trip reports. I cry and cry. I love you so much and yet somehow love less that you love me. Excellent writing my friend. The spacing and formatting is like a masterpiece. No... it IS.

@Consilience Thank you for sharing. Man, I can't hold myself to draw similarities to myself. Reading about your situation with college made me to ponder about my state of being because I feel that I have to got my university shit together before jumping into waters (am a foolish youngling, I know). All this love and I don't want to embody it. Having primed myself to be guided by intuition and then resisting it every second nontheless. There are so much tears because of seeing this difference. There is awareness of this state and I thought of getting a new perspective (enabled by lsd or shrooms) on my longing to hold on to my identity when I got my shit together.

@Matt23 In the comments of the How Openmindedness Works video he said that he will do it.

I disagree with you. We need hot enlightened witch goth girls.

Obvious, but noteworthy aspect: Individual ego fits as much into a collective ego as there is the will of the individual to fit in e.g. to be connected by a common cause. Collective activities can enable the individual to realize its previously unknown potential; it can be selfishly utilized as a steppingstone for individual progress. Isn't this the effect of Einstellung? Agreed, it's a delicate dance and an art to change without opposition.

@Rodrigo SIlva People don't scrutinize their direct experience. See your direct experience and see how the fear looks like. I remember during my vipassana retreat I saw demon faces flying towards me and eating me up. However, I saw through this illusion. The illusions "want" to get your attention like the thoughts. With time you recognize your attention and its equanimous nature. You recognize yourself.

Gratitude.