Loving Radiance

@AleksM Keep up the good work!

I want that. Who is with me?

Story time: A few years ago the mysterious YouTube recommended feed handed me a video of him. I subscribed but then dismissed him every time because of the video length and then got curious about the SD series. Just had an itch that there is a dynamic happening behind the curtain. Oh well. Life changing stuff happends every day.

I feel that there are yellow glimpses. 11:30

@Mihael Keehl Thank you!

Intuition. Source's seed.

Have you intuitively felt this sense before beginning to trip any substance? Like you knew there is something you couldn't quite put your finger on... gentle and subtle while it underlies all your experience? Why should it be confusing when one intutitively knows that there is something to be left integrated? Great report! Thank you so much

@KingCrimson Second this. I thought at first that this would be like the "What Is Reality?" video, but the model made it much more apparent how practical it is.

@StarStruck What are your thoughts on the power of statements vs. the power of questions in dating?

The Tree Of Life Her Arrival Melancholia Interstellar Immerse yourself in the story. Feel it. Feel the atmosphere, energy and music.

Yeah, agreed. There is something with putting oneself out there and showing oneself, I cannot really put my finger on it... feels just authentic and good. @Max_V Pretty sound advice here. Feels so good to interact with SD Green values... for connection, sharing, understanding, laughs and love.

I feel more frustrated than threatened, and understanding where they come from. I feel the urge to broaden their perspective... like spending hours to research statistics, cognitive biases and thinking about dynamics of identity & ego defence to present a whole picture of their argument and why it is misleading & deceiving. Like shining light on their contractedness. Usually I feel that even that would be me trying to prove them wrong. This a no brainer for me. I feel better when having a broader view. However, there is frustration... dunno. It is difficult for me to differentitate between the two... maybe more personal exp will enlighten me.

Interesting insight. When I feel personally attacked in my identity I perceive the tendency to "win" through argumentation, despite knowing the egoic tendecy to solidify when faced with opposing arguments. The thought "I could be wrong" is threatening to me although my daily experience is changing perspectives on the fly especially when journaling. But I also feel to care about what is true... maybe I want my "truth".

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Marten, thank you for this. So much love, so much tears to shed. I wonder, can you connect to Love at will anytime? Like, realizing Reality Now?

I second that Has been there no healing with shrooms for you?

@AleksM THANK YOU ?

@Nahm Yeah, sneaky me likes to divert the focus.

@Nahm Wait, just writing the "I-want-that" on the board and thats it? No keeping an eye out for "I-want-that"?

@IAmTheHolySpirit From the guidelines: "Your link must also be relatively high quality and related to [...] self-actualization." It is a source for self-actualization, if you are into IT & computer science.

@Shiva99 For me the inspiration for exploring psychotherapy & psychology was to help people through understanding them deeply and empathetically. Being very familiar with identity/ego has helped me a lot in understanding. This knowledge can be resourceful in therapy.

@zeroISinfinity The love is the fire, duh. Of course. Models are good to play with in the sandpit. So important to see the use and then throw it away.

I searched for the difference between DNotM & DNotS... does this quote seem about right?