Loving Radiance

The story in memory is the same story created right now.

What I described reminded me of the title of the book Nice song overall. It would take me 100s of hours to do something like that. I feel like at some times (1:12; 2:14) the beat is more used as an instrument that pauses and comes back in. There's nothing to orient myself on that is constant. So, even when the constant layer pauses the other layer should also pause imo. Feels sometimes bumby to me and as if the sound is indecisive/insecure how far it wants to go and play a role in the ensamble. Listening to the motive again in the end, feels as if the beat (from 3:22) is insecure to play a more constant dominant role. Like dabbling and not fully committing. I know it closes there but even before it felt inconsistent and avoidant, not wanting to commit. At 1:59 the transition is a bit to hard imo. Feels like a new song is starting which is ok of course, but the beginning of the variation feels disconnected from the part before. Starting at 2:29 - idk what the sound is called, but it's like a whip - the sound takes turns with the bass. Because of the difference of frequency this feels not harmoneous. Yes, now when hearing a bit longer, waiting for the motive to come back, I feel like it is to drastic with the whip sound. Like waves washing ashore or a river flowing in the forest and someone making a whipping noise. I like that! Why though isn't there a torch besides the book shelf? I want light to see what book I I take! The candle on the table seems to be an LED considering how bright it is compared to the torches above. Or is there a hole in the ceiling for the sun to shine in? ? At 0:52 & 1:46 the transition from the piano to the vocal/guitar feels too hard for me. But I don't know how you could make it more smoother. The melody is already conducive to the transition.

@Thought Art I second this ? Is the noise in the beginning & end intentional? If not, maybe look for a quiet room or look into soundproof or sound absorbing panels. Or just make the threshold for the recording higher that the mic only records true spikes and leaves out the usual errors - recording the signal and leaving out the noise. From 3:12 to 3:28 the instruments overlay each other in a nice disharmonic way. I cannot really describe it, but I feel the disharmonic blend can be made a bit clearer. Maybe bringing more harmony in the disharmonic part. That would mean a bit more editing and rerecording of some layers that don't fit already. Thanks! I enjoyed that song.

@Leo Gura Girls & in general socializing.

@Leo Gura How does one come out of the logical autistic state of mind & read betweeen the lines?

What do you mean by manipulating the external world? Ime, the experience of being weightless in space helped me to loose weight because I know what it feels like to be weightless. Just awesome.

If it is really your priority, you can be ruthless and don't care about ethics. I know guys who go out almost every day to approach right now in lockdown. They make up to 50 approaches in 2 hours at places like train stations.

@Flowerfaeiry Oh boi, yes indeed I already knew there was much to do and his vid just made it more pressing and clear.

@Spence94 Thank you. This is exactly that what I wanted to write to @Hardkill but felt it could be summed up in what Owen said.

Have you had a look into the cognitive functions and what your preference is?

@SamC Speaking of enneagram, there is the work by Dr. Khaled ElSherbini. Very insightful. As @OctagonOctopus said, it isn't established that one who's interested in truth could be pegged to one stage. Why do some people like to stay home rather than going outside (independent of weather or level of comfiness at home)?

@Hardkill I remember RSD Tyler saying that the older he got the more comments he got that he could be their daddy. But apart from that everything's the same.

The entity's "face" when you are tripping and it asks if you got that terrifying realization:

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What the rollercoaster was about doesn't stick around... like the story of a dream. Thoughts are twisted and lessons are clear, lessons even get repeated like a motive reappearing in a movie to drill down a point. Hm, maybe we are talking about different things Of course we are, but we imagine we don't.

There is a possibility you could get a permanent injury from driving the motorcycle in your free time. You can minimize the chances with getting driving lessons, wearing a safety gear, having reached an age with mental capacity for responsible driving, etc but there's still a non-zero risk that driving a motorcycle might cause an injury in your spine that will affect you for the rest of your life. In addition: If you have a family history of drunk drivers, you better stay away from the motorcycle (although it would work if you have no alcohol habit). If you have a family history of mental illness, you better stay away from the psychedelics.

What do you mean by that? The insights and experiences I've had on mushrooms felt very clear to me. Meaning their twisted nature. Ime I too had clear realizations but the thing is that they melt away like a dream. @UNZARI That is the difference between psychedelics and drugs. Drugs, "I want more, more, more." Psychs, "Bro, that was too much."

Orienting yourself in limbo. Feel into yourself. Be here. Realize the blank canvas of this moment. Drop your mask of what you think you are. You are just here, present. Now ask yourself: > What do I want right now? > What do I want to do? > How do I want to shine my brilliance? "I just want that." Ok, take it. "I just wanna be that." Ok, be that. "Can I have or be anything I want?" Yes, you can. "But there is me believing to be a certain way and to have certain abilities. " So what, does that stop you? "But I don't let go. It's hard." Holding onto things is hard. Letting go is easy. "I don't wanna die by letting go." That is ok. You can always let go. Know that in letting go You will remain. "And when I forget that?" Make it a daily coming home. Infuse your knowing into daily life and everything will be a pointer for you to come home. You will feel when you aren't home. Feel what you desire. Where do you want to sail to? You are already at your destination by orienting yourself and setting the course. Set your course and let go of any conditioning. Anything coming up is coming to you to release it. You are loved. ❤️

For me: Daily meditation Feeling into myself Becoming sensitive to my inner workings Sensing intuition aka higher self Feeling into intuition Having the ability to "connect" to intuition at will Making a dreamboard and writing all things on it that I feel and that intuition points to Letting go of myself in actualizing what I want and what intuition points to Being the higher self

@aurum ?

@aurum How would you market this when there is resistance?

@levani Good to hear ? Did you offer your perspective to your mom? If so, what did she say?

The most impractical words are the most practical words. Imagine you want to explore and see new lands. There are planks, sticks, cloth, nails, hammers and ropes lying around on the ground on your way through life. You could pick them up and build a ship with them to explore the ocean. On the other side you could also just say that the planks & ropes aren't practical as you don't know that there are things called ships or that it is even possible to travel on the ocean.

@levani Something interesting that I found: