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Ayahuasca is far superior done by yourself where you have to face God's wrath 1 on 1. That wrath leads to some of the most profound God Realizations because where there Is fear, there is God Realization! No shaman required! Shamanism is a replica of your fear and profound illusion, so you fool yourself and pedestal human / shaman. It's another mechanism of Infinity keeping itself from Infinity. Literally, nothing is superior to you, God. God can only teach itself and is the ultimate teacher. The highest nature of Ayahuasca and psychedelics is loving all aspects of yourself as God

@Jodistrict Blah. Blah. Blah. The fact you are taking Ayahuasca to purge toxins is the greatest, ultimate disrespect. If the Shamanic process isn't God realizing you, it was a waste of time, money, and effort. That's the point of Ayahuasca: to realize you are God. Not how to clear your body of toxins, become a better person or meet some creepy shaman. If the goal is personal development, it's much more cost friendly, efficient and safe to do Ayahuasca pills or other micro-dosing methods. @max duewel I know you've asked this to Leo, but it varies per the person. I do not purge on Ayahuasca. The real purging process is getting rid of fears, bit by bit. Not throwing up like a monkey. The real question is: are you willing to face your greatest nightmare?

If 100% of your intent is God realization, you won't forget.

Ceromonies are God-Fearing and are at its core for-profit. Just a low-end way of doing it compared to Pharma-Commerce. Ceromonies are a lemonade stand, while pharma is a lemonade franchise. Both still for profit. The latter can just be scaled better. All Ayahuasca secrets can be revealed without a shaman. Shamans are usually not truth seekers and are not required for God realization. They also need to get paid as well, so why not launch a ceromony? Most of those people commenting are God-fearing and wouldn't even last a day by themselves taking Ayahuasca. They are fearful and are in need of a Shaman and group-think. Just imagine the amount of fear everyone has at a ceromony? At least with Ayahuasca-Pharma, you can have the balls and do it by yourself.

@Lenny_ Ego-backlash: Usually, when you have multiple ego-death on psych, the ego comes back and surges. It usually correlates with strong emotions, such as anger, sadness, or past trauma. It grounds you back into the human body and all its faults but the emotions feel multiplied. So, the sadness or anger feels 2-3x more than it normally would. But, it passes, and just have to ground yourself further with a meditation practice. Also, anxiety can arrive at any point, whether you have a trip or not, but it's usually correlated with past bad experiences. Some people have it during childhood, but others can have it growing up anytime during their life, whether it is as a teen or adult. It can also be from historical family ties (e.g grandfather could have it or other ties in the family). Ayahuasca can also bring out aspects that are deep within you. It doesn't require to show itself during the trip. In fact, most aspects of myself were noted after the trip and comes up unexpectedly. Psychedelics are very strange and can deeply root out parts of yourself that you didn't know, sometimes months down the road. I've micro-dosed Ayahuasca and can confirm that it can heavily influence your body, mind, and perspective in life - even without a trip and bring things that can be beautiful and daunting. And sometimes, it can bring out hidden traumas you never knew you had.

@Lenny_ That's a dark spark moment in your LSD trip and you will recover with time. Usually, when LSD hits the ego and you become ego-death, it's common for you and the body not to know what to do. The ego tries to prevent death, but not all the time - depending on your experience. It appears LSD hit your ego further against the ego backlash that could have developed from your previous trips)and your mind went insane (terrified, vulnerable, anxious, and ultimately, fearful). Please know that where there is fear, there is usually God Realization hiding in the midst of it. This is a lesson to further progress your contemplative efforts and actually sit down and write what's happening and what's going on inside your mind and deconstruct the ego and the mind and other spiritual insights you are having. You then want to integrate human spiritual practices such as meditation (specifically, focused meditation) to further deconstruct and contemplate during and after these trips. You also want to contemplate social fears and anxiety. Why you have them and why they exist. This is usually from childhood trauma. Contemplation and note-taking are the core of this practice. You will understand yourself more and more often.

@BartekD Ayahuasca is beautiful It's been my main psychedelic so far and it has been very patient. It has no limit on where it can take you. I've done Ayahuasca for several weeks straight, every day, and plan to do it again. But, I have to resettle my brain as I was trending too deep. My goal now is complete understanding and realize all aspects of myself as God and how far I can go in a human body without cracking my brain - as a brain is an infinite mind and has no limit but still has a limit in a human body. God also appears to love splitting itself into infinite pieces, as well as infinite finite pieces - in which I had insight into Infinity of Pure Minds, which is another aspect of God loving and experiencing itself as a sovereign God. It can also experience other sovereign Gods to experience radically different aspects of itself. But, since it's pure, the human body needs to deplete its impurity to experience it fully to realize itself as God. This is also a direct realization of the Infinity of Gods and I haven't watched the video fully until now and understand completely the sovereignty of Gods. This also opens up other radical aspects of God, because what are those other Gods imagining and penetrating into? Is it alien consciousness? or other radical aspects of itself? or what are the other aspects of yourself that you haven't experienced yourself? It also appears that other Infinity of Pure Minds can experience other Gods and intertwine their other infinite realizations of itself. Ayahuasca can bring all of it to you - purity and directness. But, it may test other aspects of yourself that you haven't fully touched on and it may be daunting. For me, it was dark consciousness. Because, how can I be God and not love all aspects of myself? How can you be in fear and be God Realized? Because where there is fear, there is god realization! So, why not be fearless? The goal is to experience as much as you can and can handle - at your own pace of infinity. But, at least you don't have to meditate or do yoga for it >:)

I got out in public micro-dosing psychedelics all the time and I have a completely different experience (around people, I'm more loving or attractive, etc..). However, these can take a turn to the left depending on the amount I take, so I trip alone. You may come off as intimidating in real life, possibly intellectually intimidating and you are becoming more conscious of this fact when micro-dosing. Just a theory.

Stop reading bad trip reports until after you have taken the substance multiple times. Otherwise, you will have self-induced anxiety and increase your chance of having such a bad trip. Bad trips are also not necessarily bad but can be terrifying. It's a learning experience, nonetheless.

Horrible video, not even worth watching.

Need more detail - are you saying you can induce psychedelic states without psychedelics? Do you have a history of psychedelics? Most who claim they can induce tripping states without psychedelics live in a fantasy. It does appear that you could be highly imaginative, which is a unique trait, but not a psychedelic trip. Anything that you can normally do, psychedelics will 10x it at will. However, if you have taken psychedelics and continue to have similar tripping states, this is also common as I have them. Learning to control your mind is important and have contemplated resurrecting my meditation practice. As far as your sadness, you haven't given any explicit reason why you feel sad. It feels as though you are confused. Best of wishes

Sit and contemplate.

@BlessedLion He's not lying. Although, meditation and other "sober" activities to avoid such realms do not guarantee you won't experience it. This is God-fearing at best and could make it worse. Fear grows when you try to avoid it. These realms do not automatically mean evil, but they can still be strange and sinister if you try to avoid them. The reason is: you have to take psychedelics very seriously for truth. - @Salvijus The notion that you've seen a demon and "fucked up" is not always true I had the most intense God realizations seeing demons, ghosts, and other supernatural entities. These realms can also open an understanding of the supernatural realm and other "magical powers." But this will be rarely spoken about because it will be misunderstood. - @Leo Gura This is true. There is a dark realm of consciousness that rarely gets spoken about. It's so mind-boggling - it probably shouldn't be spoken about. I've had direct experience with such realms multiple times with LSD and Ayahuasca and have not been able to turn it off since. I've just come to accept it and integrate it over time. I think it's heavily influenced by interest and genetics (ancestry, etc.). The latter is the most significant factor. If you have an ancestry heavily influenced by magika and other supernatural practices, you could undoubtedly be forced into such a realm. Demons and Ghosts are also not inherently evil, either. But, there appears to be some amoral domain of consciousness that is utterly weird, crazily indifferent, and dark. Filled with the "ugly but beautiful and twisted" side of consciousness. It has no qualms or empathy in scaring the fuck out of you if you are doing psychedelics to play around. Don't do psychedelics to play around. Demons are amoral and don't care how they God-realize you, especially if you are playing around.

@vishnusavestheday Human spirituality has merit only for survival - most yoga and meditation are not used for awakening but for cleansing anxiety, improving focus, and other human survival matters. When used for seeking awakening, it becomes only reserved for the spiritual elites and gurus. Most questions go unanswered and the human games continue. Human Spirituality involves limited beliefs, conceptual systems, and groupthink -- it's all a survival cluster-f**k for ego and sometimes, corruption and greed. Once awakening/enlightenment is accomplished through the means of human spirituality, it takes years to achieve and a significant degree of personal sacrifice. Significant Sacrifice -> Limited Spiritual Attainment With human spirituality, It's also much easier to fall into the guru trap and "spiritual teacher" wanna-be. If a guru dares give his student just an ounce of DMT, more than half will leave the class. Psychedelics are so radical and profound, that spiritual teachers wouldn't dare sacrifice their income. Instead, demonizing is much better. Human spirituality creates echo chambers and spiritual figures that seem "awe-inspired" and "magical" - when in reality, they are just another LIMITED-human, teaching other LIMITED humans how to be more LIMITED. Because you cannot use LIMITING strategies to reach all aspects of INFINITY. These strategies, by their nature, will only get you so far with MUCH MORE to sacrifice than to GAIN. The whole idea behind a psychedelic is to attain TRUTH without the BULLSHIT. It's direct and straight to your FACE. You have nothing to lose besides your human self and much more to gain. Psychedelics are an amplifier to consciousness like TRT is an amplifier to testosterone. Yoga, meditation, spiritual books, and all human spiritual practices are amplifiers to the LIMITED. Psychedelics go straight to God without a book, a yoga pose, a meditation, a religion, or a person said or what a person has done. You can ignore all people and all human practices and still attain YOURSELF as GOD. It's TRUE SPIRITUAL LIBERATION, knowing that INFINITY can only TEACH ITSELF. YOU NEED NO OTHER. Nothing is reserved for X person or Y group. Nothing is reserved for X practices or Y ritual Nothing is reserved for X guru or Y spiritual teacher Nothing is reserved for X special person or Y special person No one needs to be quoted or read. There is no egotistical axis. Everyone can attain it anytime they want and unfortunately, it is much HARDER and much WORSE to do with yoga and meditation compared to psychedelics. Same with quoting predominately white-male spiritual teachers - which is much worse than a glass of ayahuasca mixed with 5-MEO-DMT. I rather have the latter than listen to echo chambers and "deeply spiritual" teachers in the LIMITED. None of these are by any means deep. They are spiritually LIMITED and rooted in mostly survival. Listening to humans instead of your GOD self is embarrassing, to say the least. But, you must have the courage to go at it on your own, with no one besides YOURSELF. And unfortunately, spiritual books give you the group think and hope you need for your own survival. People who reject the fastest attainable way to INFINITY are usually scared, fearful, and want other human validation such as books, listening to quotes, and videos. Pedestalizing other humans are a weak way of spirituality because it leads to ego-grooming, ego-validation, and attention-seeking. Human spirituality is weak, including all books you've read. You are imagining the humans you quote.

I noticed the more fear you overcome, the more GOD is awaiting you. Now, I'm focused on destroying all fear and falsehoods.

I fully agree - take it like a man. Usually, there is light at the end of the tunnel - I've went into eternal hell and came back far more respectful, openminded and understanding. Usually, there is a reason why you are having a bad trip - and most of it is out of disrespect and lack of understanding. In my case, disrespect, lack of understanding and not taking it serious.

@Carl-Richard Same with 'psychonaut', which is equally and profoundly disrespectful to those using psychedelics for spiritual purposes. The pot calling the kettle black. But, I regress.

@Scholar You're a devil.

Your score for primary psychopathy was higher than 64.41% of people who have taken this test. Your score for secondary psychopathy was higher than 20.5% of people who have taken this test. I've definitely improved as a person, I think it would have been much worse in the past.

Take DMT and lets see what you are really about.

@Jannes Those are fake bot profiles that are used for lead generation to webcam sites. Real women do not have bios like that and the ones that do are less slutty. And the woman I've encountered that had a sexual bio, blocked me for feeling too slutty.

Psychedelics provides the whole thing * INFINITY. Everything is far inferior to get access to INFINITY compared to psychedelics currently. An intense desire for truth combined with psychedelics beats all human-spiritual practices. Including: all forms of Yoga, meditation, breathing techniques, buddha, religion, chakra system, etc.. INFINITY bypasses all gurus, yogi's, spiritual teachers and religious figures, etc.. INFINITY is all you need. And unfortunately, sitting your your ass and meditating ain't enough. Any human-made system is useless and inferior.

@Dumuzzi Sure. @vishnusavestheday Never said such.

Demonic Energy is love - not a lack of love. Everything you know about demons are wrong.

Datura devil's trumpet was made to rape you.