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Not inaccurate.

Idk but just in case, here's god playing through Bill Evan's hands

Just curious...

I guess the dilemma with abortion is the political aspect of it. Because, at what point do you go from being a "fetus" to a "human being" who possesses the 'right' of not being murdered? How do you work that out into a policy?

For me it's a very nuanced topic, so no.

@Tim R Hahahaha good one

What does that say about me?

What can I do to overcome this contradiction? I'm like exactly the type of guy that simply DOESN'T LIKE PEOPLE. They bore me to death with their trivial conversation and their lack of interest for philosophy, art, beauty, wisdom, etc... I KNOW there's people out there that I would totally want to share my time with, but where are they? WHERE!? I only seem to find shallowness, laziness, ignorance, devilry, etc. So what is it? Am I too much of a black sheep? Are my expectations too high? Am I too judgmental of others? Am I narcissistic? Am I a sociopath? Do I lack empathy? Am I too out of touch with emotions? Should I make attempts to form deep bonds with people that don't share my values and ambitions? How can I be nice and charming to a society I disapprove so much of? I seem to be stuck in a loop where I think all of those thoughts above are just mental masturbation and I should simply go out and meet more people. And every single time I do It's the same result: disappointment (meaning I DON'T enjoy my time with them and would rather just be by myself). And this isn't just people I've meet for 5 minutes, but also family and friends I've know for years. And the sexual frustration man... I've been seriously considering seeing an escort from time to time because I just can't see myself meeting 5000 girls, navigating a sea of shallowness in order to MAYBE find 1 that I genuinely like, I simply have better things to do with my time that I value much more. I see myself a lot in the Dr House character if that's worth anything heheh. How much of this is mental masturbation? How much of this is valid? I would appreciate your thoughts on this, thank you.

@Leo Gura Hey Leo. Forgive me if you've spoken of this in the past, but what are your thoughts on monogamous relationships and settling down with one girl / forming a family?

How's your relationship to discipline?, good habits? exercise? healthy eating? And specially, life purpose. You need something to aim at that you can get closer to every day.

@Karmadhi A small coastal town in Colombia, South America. I'm 23, already went to collage here and I'm already working. No good reason to go back to college honestly. At least not here. And where are you from? Any suggestions as to where to migrate? hehe

@Karmadhi Agreed man. My problem is mostly step 1. The concept of a "club" or a "local community" simply doesn't exist where I live. And the few libraries there are, are mostly occupied with older people cause our youth is too busy taking selfies to go read a book. I already plan to move to another country with a more developed culture, but It's not easy and until then I just don't see another way of doing things from what I am already doing.

@Khr I agree to almost everything you said. My expectations are mostly already low. But honestly I rarely find white with a bit of black, much rather the opposite. I WISH I was extroverted. I WISH I enjoyed others company effortlessly, but I'm just not wired that way.

I don't know man. I already don't have a big social circle. Tinder is too much a waste of time to really consider it. I don't like to drink or going to bars or nightclubs. And I also live in a sh*tty part of the world where people are very traditional (and poor, sadly). There are no yoga classes, hiking groups, libraries with pretty girls in them, nothing like that where I live. If I were to play the numbers game at all I would first have to move to another country with a more developed culture. And just be lonely until then

Nothing like that exists where I live sadly, no yoga classes, no meditation retreats, nothing.

IDK man... I've started to think that "search" might not be worth it, and I'd just rather let it happen "naturally" if it's meant to (or whatever)

Been there, done that. People simply don't have interest in intellectual or "deep" matters. Some of them pretend to do just to be nice or to get something from you. But It's rarely genuine

It's like god is trolling us all and having a good laugh at it

I feel like both ideas paradoxically co-exist, Am I wrong?

Aren't humans part of nature though?

@hamedsf damn! that's a lot of cholesterol!

@hamedsf Sounds like you would know about it

@Leo Gura It isn't? Damnit!

@soos_mite_ah Yeah.. I guess moderation is almost always the way to go in life

@aurum Yeah but then just how healthy should we eat? As healthy as possible? or healthy enough? Also I don't think food is an absolute thing; I'm convinced it's different for everybody.