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  1. Same here brother. I think it has a lot to do with childhood trauma but it's a really complex topic for me.
  2. I can. Still got hooked when I tried again.
  3. Stanislav Grof had incredible success in healing mentally ill people with LSD. Ketamine is not optimal for this work unless you have taken psychedelics before imo. There are many factors that go into whether it works or not. Most people with depression or other mental health issues can't even work to change their minds because they can't see what's wrong. Of course, a few psychedelics trips will not solve your depression or other mental health problems, no reputable therapist would claim that. But they can give you a new perspective, and they do so very effectively when the dose is high enough for a breaktrough experience, and from there, those people can start seriously transforming their lifes.
  4. but how leo??
  5. I dated a 9 for a while and she actually picked me up lol
  6. @GroovyGuru Going out to clubs can be amazing! It's one of the most meaningful things in my life and i'm not really an extroverted guy. Dating apps should only be a side thing that you can't expect anything from. which kind of music do you like?
  7. I do not think so. I've opened up to women and it turned them on, but as @Globalcollective said, it depends on where it's coming from.
  8. Beautiful, thank you! my loves goes out to all of you just keep going
  9. Kurt once said that if he had enough money he would buy a lifetime supply of heroin and just do it to the end.
  10. Much healing is happening these days. It feels like something beautiful is rising out of the darkness. 2 days ago I entered a new depth of god realization. Just WOW! It came out of nowhere and the uniqueness and aliveness of this experience completely blew me away. So raw and true I can still taste it.
  11. Turning off all electronics and just sitting with yourself for a day is a good idea I think.
  12. What do you want to know?
  13. Amid all the chaos, I had a cool awakening in the ice bath. I became conscious of the untouchable nature of consciousness. Basically I realized consciousness cannot destroyed or harmed in any way. No harm is possible, it is perfect.
  14. @eggopm3 Saw Dead and Co twice in New York in 2019, great times definitely recommend. Next year will be their last tour with this line-up, so don't miss it. I can't afford to come to the States this year and probably won't see any of it. At the Europe shows there were only about 300-500 people at each concert and you get to know a lot of them after a few shows. So I felt completely safe there, like everyone was watching my ass, it's really like a big family in a way. It's like the older folks are holding space for the younger ones there. And yes, this music will never die, infinite possibilities are yet to come! I've also always been put off by the alcohol culture. I mean, I don't mind people drinking and getting loose, but it really kills the vibe when most people just drink. For example, at psytrance festivals, a lot of people still drink a little, but not a lot, and everyone also takes psychedelics, so the vibe is still amazing.
  15. Okay. For me it's better when I have eaten something that day already and then wait 4 hours.
  16. Same! Although when tripping I love '69 too. Live/Dead or Dick's Pick 16 are great for example. Have you been to a live dead show? Dark Star Orchestra (Grateful Dead cover band) did a Europe tour this year in honor of the original tour from '72 50 years ago and they recreated the shows with the same setlists etc. I saw 7 shows and dosed at 5. Best time of my life so far! Many people who have gone there have been following the dead for more than 30 years and have done tons of spiritual work. They also dose at those shows and everyone dances together. Had my deepest God realization on the last show. Definitely some of the most conscious people there I've ever met. Saw him twice this month in Berlin and Cologne. He is so freaking good it's crazy, but the crowd there is very different, it's mostly people who drink.
  17. Interesting thanks for sharing! I always get nauseous when I vape 5-meo in the morning. Do you eat anything before?
  18. this but even better if you do acid + weed
  19. What else is there to do but live? Death is not the end of life, you said yourself that you know that. In my opinion, if you end it with suicide now, you will traumatize yourself so much that it will be even more difficult in your next life. Try to accept and work with the situation you are in. There is no magic cure for those problems and we all struggle with them to some degree. Maybe try psychedelics or ketamine therapy if you're open to it. Take one breath at a time and relax into your body. If you try your best in every moment, the universe will take care of you. You could also keep a journal and do there what you did here. Just let it all out and slowly banish that negativity from your mind. Or do an art form like paint what you feel or whatever. This is something where you can really be yourself and it's not dangerous at all. Basically, you need to find a way to manage your emotions in order for your thoughts to be changed. Life can be very tough at times and it is much harder for some people than for others, but if you manage to survive these times and allow yourself to grow, you will become a very wise and compassionate being. Think of the people we look up to. Most of them have been in very difficult situations, but somehow they found a way to take control of their lives and that made them who they are. Other than that, they're nothing special so you or anyone else can do that too. Hopefully something of that resonates.
  20. In my opinion it is. I got higher from weed than from lsd at times.
  21. @Brivido
  22. I'm really starting to understand why so few people actually grow up and become real men - it's insanely painful.