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i don`t want to torture people - see it as a vaccination, if people don`t overthink their food habits at all they are contributing to torture unknowingly because some people will involuntarily get confronted with it and witness it. i would want to know what`s going on.

@4201 process sweetheart it`s a parameter for process although in sense of learning it can not be measured like a constant, probably more exponential or so - i`m not very good in math so i would not know how to integrate that in this language.

@4201 the factor time is the parameter for consolidation and integration and change. if you would take 5meo that would probably speed the information upload up but the consolidation would probably still take time. to integrate and organize the information into the existing system. if you could not look away, what would change?

the beauty about the infinite intelligence of the universe and the learning process of the universe is that it is even far more complex and this model is only a simulation of what it is, within consciousness, by simulating one aspect of consciousness.

but ?’s are not omnivores and by the way also gorillas and elephants live of a vegan diet. if we would not eat cows and pigs they would probably be almost as extinct as all other non eatable animals on the planet that are not fit to be held a pet and the same we do with non eatable plants as we did not realize yet, that air and water and health are even prior to some food that screamed for life. i`m not telling people to go vegan here by the way - it would be nice though if people who eat meat would realize how absurdly vegetarians and vegans are discriminated because of some fear based addiction behaviour and meat eaters look away from industrialized animal farming because of some guilty conscience that blindfolds their better knowledge. also one month is not enough to establish a healthy vegan diet. i`m not sure if i want to listen to these people again and again... they kill my vibe. i really love pigs - they are very cute sensitive and intelligent and i couldn`t watch the torture video until the end - because it really broke my heart.

i feel more awake every day.

thats actually what i`m doing here, i`m not separating myself i am the meat eater and the non meat eater and i am the animal. who is separating themselves is the one who is in denial about me being all of that. while i am all of that i chose the side i`m standing on for my self - some people might say then i don`t have a right to protest when i will be slaughtered, see how twisted that is.

i`m not moralizing i`m just showing how i`m growing more and more disgusted. actually who is moralizing is the meat eater who can`t accept me being disgusted by their twisted spirituality. all i try to show is that it`s a-moral to even talk about being spiritual and then at the next moment letting your teath sink into another being that has been tortured to death. the health factor even becomes second order - why should anybody who is not able to care for the life of another being be able to love themselves. the denial about how unhealthy meat is, in the long run and how people die earlier because of consuming it or have hurtful diseases that are enforced by the meat are part of the denial and lack of humanity that enforces animal mass torture and genocide. and i`m not even talking about the multiple illnesses of the future that will kill people, which are produced alongside in these hells on earth.

mhhh yes i know - although i see the circle between plants and humans as more natural. (even though a lot of farming today is also destructive and brutal to nature and destroy life). also plants produce fruits for animals to eat so they can spread their seeds. the relationship between plants and animals has always been more of a symbiosis than a parasitic. eating animal flesh is parasitic and to some extend cannibalism. even though i think like that for myself i know that it`s one of the most difficult thing to make others convert to vegetarianism or veganism - that`s for everyone to realize for themselves. next to smoking it was one of the biggest addictions in my life i was in denial about being harmful as long as i was consuming it.

it all depends on the choices we make - some people find joy and fulfillment in a higher or maybe you could say different form of unification with the other gender, some people find that within the same gender, some change the partner more often and some find it in a monogamous way. understanding that there are multiple openings to the spiral and not wanting to press our own dna on how someone should love onto others by all means is probably one of the biggest limitations to overcome without and within an intimate relationship. if we are whole within ourselfs the difference is that we don`t have to find fulfillment in the other so we don`t have to imprint, but have the choice to grow together.

you believe in humane treatments of animals but when you eat them you deny that you don`t know anything about the animal you are eating - you don`t know where it was born, how it grew up how it felt growing up and if it was tortured to death. the problem is that you believe into something that had to die for your tastebuds. the truth is it`s not the animal that`s dirty there is no difference between you and the animal that`s what makes the animal dirty.

@Nivsch when you arrived on the world you were already perfect, perfectly whole and complete, even though you grew for 21 years in size - and you also grew in less visible regards and when you are older you start to shrink a little bit. now you ask how can this be? how can i have been whole all the time? exactly because we are beings who are whole and we are spiraling up with open ends. if you arive at limits it is about you which of these limits you let limit yourself, by some limits you grow into character and shape through acceptance and some you grow out by going against them or overstepping them. if you find out about your limits and work on them and accept them completely as part of you, it´s not much difference than working for example on the health and appearance of your skin, although therefore people oftentimes go deeper into diet, working on it in the intestines instead of on the edges, this is part of the self-love they apply. so being aware that you are completely whole, should be the point where you realize: there are no limits, i can grow myself and am complete. this kind of growth is part of your wholeness. the moment you accept limits as limits and not as chance to grow yourself you usually stop growing or grow in aspects you might not want to grow into.

have fun https://www.kinderworld.org/videos/meat-industry/pig-slaughterhouse/ and try to love this.

it does not matter what you believe - a cannibal does not care about your believe either, he eats you anyways. a cannibal vibrates probably as high as the high vibrational meat eaters you know, because your understanding of high vibrational is absolutely self biased. tell me again what spirituality was about - i just forgot what high spirituality means again. ah one reason with pork was that it tastes very similar to humans. sorry i couldn`t maintain high vibration it just slipped my mouth.

baraka (1992) and samsara (2011) super impressive pictures, like a symphony of life.

@modmyth interesting how automatic drawing and intuitive drawing, automatic writing and intuitive writing are not actually the same. it sounds a little bit as if you would have a different wording for what you might perceive as the same technique - at least it sounds a little bit like that, but what @rNOW writes about sounds like more of a self questioning/inquiring practice or a discourse with the inner artist than an automated process. if you talk about the same be aware that intuition is not an automated process per say. if it was automated it would be more a subconscious arising or a trained process in a more descriptive way. so it`s probably interesting to do two writings or two drawings one with the intend of automation and the other one with intend of intuition and then compare the outcome. (so well comparative techniques is one of my favourite methods at least until you have found the style you want to work with)

or just leave the tree be as it is. we can simulate a lot...simulation still exists within consciousness.

i‘m german i didn’t laugh about that.

?????????????? by what you wrote that’s the best joke of this year so far.

hahaha - i hope that’s printed with heavy metal free print. actually why not invent acid print? i‘m not sure if it would be a lucrative business but well... @Nivsch that’s super interesting! was also reading about how the candleholder is placed opposite of the mesusa - how that reminds me so much about the signs they write onto the door frames when the carol singers walk from door to door on the sixth of january. in the north of europe and the alp region they also call the days around the 21december until the 5th of january the rough nights. there are several regional myths around that time (the myths vary from region to region sometimes, as well as the leangth between three and twelve days).

@Nivsch happy hanukkah. it’s the first time i‘m noticing how similar donuts and berliners are - in berlin they call it pancake and eat it during new years. and during carnival some of them are filled with mustard . is hannuka always on the same day as christmas? i just thought because of the candle tradition at christmas if there might be parallels. if you light one candle each week the time you light the last candle should be around carnival . it would make some sense, the picture alone. i never learned about the tradition of the candles, i only liked it as a symbol and object.

what is the difference between a revolution and a coup d‘etat? what the difference between progress and regress? militant forced coups end in a lot of cases in regresses - one reason is that war and peace are two completely different businesses. by the way demanding it, on which side would you see yourself?

it only will reach a limit if the people using the models are limited - there is no reason why it should. as long as people can understand that there is never just one colour at work. the moment spiral dynamics reaches a limit, we are limited to not go further into the dynamics at play in spiral dynamics. healthy and unhealthy starts with the bias that anything has exhausted itself. in exhausting itself everyone would reach a limit, but limits are there to be questioned.

if parodoxitis ever gets boring, you can still try nitrous oxide next time at the dentist`s.

more awake than awake would be probably vibrant, or illuminated or transcendent or invigorated and then there would still be the ing you could also be awakening.