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@nahtanoj if he did not expose it enough until now, four more years will just make you forget how sanity ever felt.

@Fenir do you have hypnosis eyes? it sounds a little bit like you would want to hypnotize people here into believing you who knows what will happen there are some open possibilities - there is not even a definitive candidate for the democrats yet. and trump is a bully as much of a stand up doll he is... i also wonder why some of the dropped out progressive candidates would not want to form a presidential team together under bernie, he said he wants to work together with the movement - there is never just one position in the white house. under bernie their efforts most likely would not go to waste but be supported. this means a whole new working even at the political base.

@Artaemis thank you that’s actually a compliment - means i integrated masculinity much. i guess it’s tough at the moment to be a woman that’s why women tend to loose their permissiveness in so many cases. i think i’m actually progressing on an individual level with that. it does not mean i can’t cuddle if others cuddle. i can understand if people are going through tough phases but i’m not understanding how after five years someone is still projecting like this and being this impolite to people who want to help as if closing out others would solve the solipsism problem. permissiveness in such cases is a no no which would be interpreted as a yes. i’d rather escalate some situations. it’s sometimes also for the other part kathartic.

wow must really taste bitter to be all alone. but guess what, no one is not. i just thought about how ignorant it is to make everyone else responsible for that - what you did in this thread. you create that on your own, also making leo responsible for having a tough time helping others. how much of free time is he taking for himself? don’t you think he actually deserves a regeneration phase? why getting so bitter over this? why even hanging around here if it does not “serve” you anymore?

very very very beautiful selfless self love. i guess all the attention is too much it must overflow by now. deep red self esteem issues.

@tsuki hahaha tsuki i missed your sarcasm

can someone quarantine this ego please? asking for it repeatedly to be put on ignore list by everyone... i guess if everyone would do that with everyone we would all be completely on our own in this forum

says the one who needs to have the last word on this - i did not say good bye. i said hello i don’t know why you say goodbye when i say hello...

@Martin123 well yeah maybe not you. because you don’t want help you try to stay ignorant. you deny to learn because your ego seems to stand in your way.

@Martin123 well i guess then you are on your own - i won’t try to help you. start helping yourself. @remember so funny where the competitv egos creep out everytime they sense the master is gone.

well that’s a koan my dear.

didn’t mistreat me. so you are on your own in this it all goes right back to where it was coming from.

@remember i guess now they all have gone crazy.

This phrase should become more popular on the forum. Everyone would start feeling wayy better then do it yourself! you criticize about the tone in the forum and play into it yourself in an egoic way beyond learning - you don’t want to learn and only want to teach. and then are kind of impolite to people who try to make you aware that in the end you are mostly talking about your own enlightenment. there is no one who can teach you to be a student but yourself if you don’t want to learn that’s your problem, the greatest teachers always stay students. you seem to have a misconception about authority. the apology was because of friendliness, not because he really did something wrong. you are the one who‘s running around with raw eggs, shouting at people when you hit them that your eggs might break if they stay this friendly.

@Beginner Mind regarding your original question - no there are multiple awakenings to multiple facettes of awareness, not all of them are facettes they can be states of awareness of multiple qualities. happiness is not the awareness of emptiness nor the awareness of suffering.

@Ascendant that sounds pretty nice - interesting that there are schools for shamanism. i have one for you i guess it’s from a greek school. as you seem to try to find the difference between amalgamation and healing - you can not integrate some shadow aspects as you would become it. being a leader means to understand that this is higher than you - some people call it chaos. it is beyond consciousness or you could say prior to consciousness.

hahaha, good for you although i don’t see it as per say black or white - i encountered a pink one recently, which has yet to leave its old skin behind completely to start to fly with bigger wings. where do you study that? it’s funny that you have teachers, are the teachers like the dragons?

hahaha, how can this be, if i follow them... love

there are so many more colours than god. at least if we want to reduce it to colours.

i could, too.

he‘s talking about karma - the wheel of karma is trapping him and you. all you can do is trust in yourself and him, i guess your partner understands some of the deep mechanisms behind all suffering. karma is part of god’s creation s/he is not above it but part of it. don‘t think you are less self improved - for women emancipation to a point is the only possible way to self improve at a certain point, if you can do that together, even though it must be an emancipation from male dominance, i can’t tell you enough how lucky you are! seems like your boyfriend is a jackpot.

they also call it starling murmuration

omg don’t want to think about it - this is really dangerous to even discuss! could give people some weird ideas. the ground hog was one of six or seven other animals they sold on the fish market that’s what they said in the news, there were other animals which do not really count as typical european nutrition source - it was the most absurd animal as food for my perception. these situations are in itself already a little absurd for a western mind - their absurdity in a sense shows that it’s not constructed - while the groundhog as source was, because they only said wild animals. if a story is constructed everything seems to fit too perfectly aka mindstory for example. a western news company would not make up these animals. chinese have the most diverse kitchen of the world. and sars came from where? wasn’t it chicken farming. i don’t really see the difference, in one of them, except that mormots are whistlers and chicken are not whistling birds.

@SickLuv yes there are a lot of theories and some of them are so absurd that they ruin others lifes, or make scapegoats out of their favorite enemy. if that’s all of humanity vs for example trump then it‘s trump who personally planted that virus into the ground hog/mormot via panpsychism and that was possible because they look alike, what would prove panpsychism. (not to mention that it is probably indeed trump against everyone when he said he just locked it out ?) all i said was that the story where it came from was so absurd that no person with a creative ego would plant it there, if you have been to china you know that these markets exist, how weird it sounds. the chinese love food they would never make their food market the source - so if human source, then not chinese. why does it seem absurd that the virus spread on itself, have you ever seen a hotel suffer with salmonella? source one single egg? i have, so first of all i don’t get suspicious. of course there is always a question if super viruses or multi resistent bacteria are men spread, but who can tell? the first people getting it are already dead and theories spread faster than the virus itself. what makes it extremely dangerous because of course it also makes it difficult to face the situation with an unbiased mindset. of course there is a kernel of truth in everything. like getting entrapped in a twelve monkeys simulation. i don’t want to deny that doomers exist though, don’t get me wrong, i just believe they are also disconnected from nature in a sense and think it would be more healthy for them if they would find a way to shape the world more constructively or to make space for nature more constructively.