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not why, how. logic can only become a trap if its actually not logical, but because people think they are mastering logic they don’t realize how they get entangled because of a small logical mistake. logic also does not work on an irrational ego, an irrational ego slips away through every logical gap it can get - no rules, no logic, no awareness.

that’s why it’s called donot!

@WaveInTheOcean no, i‘m not disagreeing with leo, if my perception of what a level of consciousness is, is approximately a similar conception. although the highest perspective does not automatically have anything to do with the level of consciousness. the highest absolute perspective is always rather a perspective than a level. but the level is not a perspective, and the measurement of level is not its content nor its structure or density nor is it a vessel or a stick someone decided to use as a measurement. not that this would be a much better comparison but its at least three dimensional. if you want to raise the sea level you need to melt a lot of mountains, for example. although then it would still not be drinkable.

no, that’s a false assumption - a very two dimensional one. i‘m ok with the rest partially because i accept your individual perspective, but at this part you have not yet become conscious.

consciousness realizes the value of morals.

ever tried cactus donut? sorry why do i think of donut all the time? ahahaha maybe because of loving radiance!

@Marten i also had this - i was morphing into infinite forms a pretzel a cactus a donut was somehow the most interesting and latest occurrence. if you stare for very long, you can see shadow aspects occurring that for sure, but that’s why staring can literally knock you out.

if trump was a woman she would probably be a dick grabber i wonder if someone like that would ever even make it to the top - society really is more hard on men than on women, i would say that’s because men are more hard on themselves.

and therefore it’s the fault of the black people?

maybe because whites are systematically more criminal if they are criminal? more likely to shoot first? you would actually need to see the whole statistics to put your assumption on that base of argumentation. it‘s about how often is someone killed or treated brutally by police due to being in a weaker position. if a policeman hits a child with a stick it’s disproportional.

@Dutch guy it was a complete rethorical question - but you see, whites don’t stand up against injustice that much, that’s why this is used to hate blacks because whites think its ok how whites are treated that’s why the black people are hated for wanting more justice.

@Dutch guy but that would not be the responsibility of police wouldn’t it?

do you actually think there would be a difference if george floyd would have been white? what about the 75 years old guy who got pushed and fell and bleed from his head and it seemed to take some time until anyone even went down on their knees to have a look if he was alright? yes, special in caring, as a lot of whites don’t give a damn. it’s not about what that guy might have done during his life, its about the systemic issues, all they still do is fingerpointing to the black americans.

mhhh i see - it’s probably best to leave the nest. with my parents for example, i see the underlying structure and how a lot of it is self induced suffering but it’s also the dynamics, you can’t change much about her self induced suffering but you can change the dynamics by for example moving out - although if you find a good method you can also influence the suffering dynamics while still at home, because some of these dynamics you will take wherever you go - at one point in life with enough distance you might see. its ok if you can’t take all of that on your shoulders. my parents showed me a lot about what i don’t want a lot about other stuff and a lot not about stuff i‘m still not able to teach myself. i always loved living in shared housing i learned a lot there, too.

police is occupied with peaceful demonstrations they don’t have time patrolling against crimes? it‘s getting obvious, the antifa and left has nothing to do with it, but more like criminals who already had a high crime potential are using the chaotic situation for their advantage. vigilante justice is not a solution not as police justice but also not as street justice and probably also not as presidents twittering justice. everyone suffers because some police did a miserable job. although some devilish vigilant capriciousness will probably conclude differently because they don’t see the cyclicality of this. it‘s the responsibility of the state representatives this going in the wrong direction and no one elses! not talking about the house of representatives, but all representatives, police involved in vigilant comatose streetfights with their brains switched off at the forefront, while criminals run around with weapons.

until there is.

@LearningPodo what happens if you are in another country? why is it different? did you ever move within the us? maybe in another state it would already be different. a change of environment allows you to reinvent yourself. a change of environment is sometimes like leaving expectations behind. its difficult to become a better version of yourself if yourself or others expect you to be who you are or were. it also can be the opposite, both are connected to clinging. if you think it might heal you to move, then i would try that approach first.

@Chumbimba ofc its projection - and its also love. who‘s paying the rent? i mean ofc as long as you live with her she wants you to get aware, that’s the way she is surviving. she probably didn’t have always good experiences with guys and its probably one of her greatest fears that you might develop into someone like that. understand that she is afraid you might give another woman suffering what would probably reflect back on you - she wants you to be someone who is loved even by another woman, that’s actually very insightful and cute. just imagine it was the opposite, imagine it would be an authoritative dad who tells you you have to become a man by treating women like shit. reconsider what you would prefer in that case and give your mom a kiss from me and tell her what a beautiful woman she is! everytime she tells you sth like that hug her. try - maybe it changes the way she acts. you can’t become the person she wants you to be, but you can love her and soothe some of her pains.

yes, i was talking about a more general aspect of aesthetics as a field of art philosophy, in sense of beauty as a dualistic principle and the contradiction of beauty and ugliness as a subjective relativity to personal experience and context. ugly can be beautiful and beautiful can be ugly. contradiction is not always contradictory.

@LastThursday what if you produce beauty, are used to create beauty but get overpowered by the creation of ugliness - what is beauty? you would ask, and how is beauty maintained? beauty is in an absurd conflict with ugliness all the time, beauty is not just existing it is also created as a refinement of your ability to discern.

no, but i‘m not a doctor i also don’t get payed to heal you... i‘m just trying to make you aware about how you are getting used by deceiving yourself, if you are not awake you are used like a marionette ventrilouized for people with ulterior motives.

all questions you cannot answer yourself are lazy.

maybe elvis is the reason for the fires.

because it has become a fashion to wear dark clothes on a demonstration does not make a person an antifascist. you compare optical appearance... fascists also used to wear black clothing. by the way without using some kind of force the nazis in germany and fascists in italy would not have been defeated.

who is antifa? you put a label on random people, who says they are antifa? they are a lot plus being antifa - because this is of course an antifascistoid movement the peaceful demonstrations are also against fascistoid structures in police. its hilarious, you call them antifascists while you don’t even know, because some gangs use demonstrations to riot - could even be rightwing people using the situation to create hate. its just a stupid fingerpointing game. and you obviously do the same without asking any questions - maybe because it suits you right to suppress those who try to protect their democratic rights. by the way it’s also an insult to the american soldiers fighting and dying in worldwar second.