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People without direct experience of Christ telling you about what he is are like listening to a blind man about the beauty of sunsets.

The bliss you speak of is the Holy Spirit. It is what makes clairsentience or any other thing connected to energy transfer or healing possible. Don’t let the Christian nature of the term turn you off. I could call it spiritual telepathy or chakras or use many other lenses, but this is a very fitting one. This whole thread describes my journey to develop my Holy Spirit/clairsentience/telepathy/psychic abilities/energy healing/light work/etc...

This is certainly not the only time I’ve been in no-mind. It’s probably more common for me at this point than the state which previously felt to be different from no-mind. This was a time that I fully glimpsed the humorous nature of no-mind. The pleasant experience of no-mind often keeps one from noticing how ironic and humorous of an experience it truly is compared to what you thought was real. The reaction to turning consciousness in on itself to view the no-mind void and how it operates is at 1:03:50 into the video.

I usually don’t post that often. I’ve only been on here more since I’ve had time off due to a physical injury which keeps me on the couch.

Ultimately it is simply “everything.” It’s You. It’s God. But in this context, I’m mainly referring to emotional states which alter the metaphysical qualities to how existence feels to be. When you’re in intense physical pain, this could be said to be a state of consciousness. Notice the label “emotional states” doesn’t give a full picture. It’s hard to capture the nature of this elusive beast because at its core it is Nothingness itself. It can never be captured, yet you already have it simply because you are it. It is you. We call something a notable state of consciousness generally just because of how its feel is drastically different than other experiences. Everything is infinite, eternal, and perfect right here, right now as “consciousness.” This is true whether it’s a common state or radical state.

It’s ironic that a lifetime expert in grounding himself in reality is asking how to do it.

You still have an attachment for life if you posted this and are waiting a whole day before doing it. I wish you the best no matter what happens or where you go. Killing the body is no guarantee of less suffering though. That’s a projection-based story you’re telling yourself. Do you want to deal with suffering in an existence you understand and can control, or are you feeling lucky and ready to gamble? It’s all just a guessing game really.

Jesus’ Most Important Message (John 14:12) - Stage Turquoise Christianity The video, especially in the beginning/first half, uses Christian terms and concepts as to still be of interest to those in that belief system. I’m not arguing for anything taught in Christianity; this is merely a lens which could allow the belief system to manifest in a closer form to what Jesus appears to have intended. This is a synthesis of stage turquoise spiritual concepts and the Christian framework. It’s not a claim that this is all Absolute Truth. There are certainly limits to operating in this framework as with any other framework or belief system. The Bible verse which is the central theme for the video is John 14:12 which reads, “Very truly I tell you, whoever believes in me will do the works I have been doing, and they will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father.” This is a useful verse for bridging the gap between modern forms of Christianity and awakening. Modern Christianity is typically a source of self hatred and degradation, whether it is subtle or gross, in the context sin is commonly discussed. Modern Christianity loves to tell people that they are nothing compared to Jesus and could never be. The man himself gave a message of divine empowerment the likes of which I have seen in no other religious or spiritual text. Jesus was so radical in this regard, but it gets overlooked. The message is quite clear. Believe in me and you can do anything I have done and greater things. This is quite a different tone than Yahweh had in the Bible. That was one of intense subjugation. Jesus seems to offer himself as a catalyst to be used for one to facilitate their own divine transformation. This is a summary of the video put in terms more popular on the forum: -Being in incredibly high states of God Consciousness or Liberation seems to be a prerequisite to be a believer according to what Jesus is discussing. These are just the kindergarten lessons to be learned in the framework he is speaking of. Many have achieved those steps, but how many have been capable of the works? -No human being currently believes to the degree Jesus claims here. Could anyone alive today truly call themselves a believer? -Jesus was not seeing his human incarnation above the capability of yours. -Jesus going to Godhead may be part of why these greater works are possible for you. -Hinduism, for example, has produced many stories of people closer to the capabilities and levels of development Jesus is describing here compared to Christianity. It could be said that these people, if the stories are true, are more true believers in Jesus than a stage blue Christian.

To say the ego isn’t real as if something else is is just wrong imo. Is it a survival-biased matrix of oftentimes detrimental effects? Yes. Is it keeping you back from what you wish to experience? Yes. Is it conceptual? Yes, partially. Is it in a dream? Yes. Is it low consciousness generally? Yes. None of these things or even the combination of them all point to it being not real. If you want to say nothing is real, then sure, the ego is not real, but all meaning is lost at that point as far as how things relate to anything else. Saying everything is real is just as accurate as saying nothing is real. They’re both simply different perspectives on how to use the word. They both point to the exact same Truth if understood properly.

Why do you want INFJ? I’m ENFP, so of course P is the only correct answer... So, we have noob-tier I am God (18 yr old): I Am God Second God Consciousness awakening (no video of first) (23 yr old): Manic Stories Ep. #1 - Becoming God (Awakening to God Consciousness) God Consciousness + Infinite Freedom (24 yr old): 13 Tabs of LSD - Mapping Consciousness #2 Belief tier (regression & ego-backlash to radical nature of awakening) I/we am/are God after God Consciousness awakening (24 yr old): Explaining How You Are God Healthy Integration & Acceptance of God Consciousness awakenings (25 yr old) (skip to roughly 35 mins in unless you want stage orange/green foundational context about me): Update on My Life Goals & Progress + The Most Important Ideas I Could Possibly Share (Spirituality) Watch the other 200+ videos for a small part of the big picture ?

In Soviet Rus... err... I mean the Totality of Existence, Consciousness has you ? If you don’t get the bad joke, it’s Mahāsamādhi time for me...

I think it’s a concept one can easily get over-attached to. I had a best friend who kept going after an abusive ex for over a year because he was her twin flame in her eyes. Now she’s taken a much more relative view to such terms which is healthy. You really don’t know..

Or you could identify with what is present and local as it’s experienced as long as you’re able to convince yourself of the infinite nature of that. If it’s all you, nothing can even be non-local. You expand and contract according to states of consciousness and the difference tools one might use to contain or expand perception.

@The0Self Contemplation works well for me. Of course it took awakenings to unlock the power of contemplation, but I’d say you’ve probably experienced the identity at this point, hopefully at least. One simple contemplation I use is related to numerical infinity representations. Infinity commonly is thought of the numbers going on forever and ever. Well what does this look like in the context of a “present moment?” 1 is there one moment. 2 the next. 3 the next. Etc. Etc. This is the nature of impermanence and infinity themselves. If you had to put a definition, label, or number on what is right now, would it be the same label or a different label as your memory of 5 seconds ago? I personally think due to the change witnessed that it would have to require something different to represent it. This is a practice. It’s not necessarily some accurate representation of Absolute Truth. Use it as a practice rather than trying to deconstruct the concepts within. You’ve done plenty of deconstruction of concepts. I can give some exercises I came up with for experiencing the relativity of dimensionality if you wish as well. It also can help to shift to an infinite identity.

? We need more comments like these on this forum. It’s always so much debate. If we aren’t sharing love, why are us “higher consciousness” people even here lol. Thanks Veda ❤️

I love you bro ❤️

In thousands of years and beyond, you will be recognized as the ultimate savior of humanity. All of your teachings will be mistranslated, and everything you intended to teach future generations will be distorted except for one sentence. Here you’ll post the sentence you would like to survive the test of time which you think would ultimately be of the most value and benefit for all those who follow. Here’s mine: Existence is You.

So many spiritual people are on a crusade against existential suffering, but would a key quality be lost without it?

In China they treat even marijuana super strictly.

The main question I have is, what is your best understanding or theory that can describe why hatred, specifically homicidal imaginations with true desire behind them, is the only thing capable of allowing me to visualize things? It’s like a switch being flipped from 1% visualization capabilities to 99% visualization capabilities. My mental health is very stable currently; I don’t need any advice related to that. As a child, I spent a significant amount of time reading fiction books. I was able to visualize quite well. It was like watching a movie but of course a little toned down from that. The most surreal visualization I’ve ever had happened maybe around 6-8 years old. I was sitting in church, and I envisioned myself as a roughly 50 ft tall demon tearing the church goers apart in gruesome detail. The visualization was so complete that it wouldn’t have been that much different if I was actually experiencing that as a demon with my eyes wide open. This was fueled by pure hatred. It was not that I was having fun imagining some scenario. I wanted to literally destroy everyone around me. There were no significant triggers for this that I can identify. I generally was just bored in church. I didn’t hate being there or anyone there really other than I’d rather be playing games or doing other more stimulating kid stuff. Around the beginning of high school, I stopped reading fiction. I shifted my focus to just playing video games in that same free time. I think this was around the time I lost the ability to visualize things in my mind. I didn’t completely lose the ability to do this, but it became far more difficult. Now I can hardly visualize anything. I can get momentary glimpses but even then it’s nothing compared to before. I hardly ever experience hatred or anger. Last year I had my first ever hospitalization for suicide/depression. I was dead set on going through with suicide, but I was stopped by friends and family. As I was unable to carry out the act as I was in the hospital, I developed an intense hatred within me. I became overrun with homicidal thoughts. As soon as this happened, I was able to visualize in a hyper-realistic way again. What mechanisms are at action here? I’ve experienced plenty of other intense emotional states. None other than hatred seems to have this effect in me.

I’m not coming into contact with attractive (or even unattractive) females my own age who share similar values now. So many of my experiences are unbelievable to many spiritual people. How am I to authentically connect with someone with little to no experience in this field who is going to take my experiences seriously? In a lot of cases, I’d have to tone down who I am in a lot of ways to be close enough to social norms for most of these women to not be turned off. The biggest issue is I don’t have much interest in even pursuing women when this is the type that I’m likely to meet. I want intellectual stimulation in a relationship. I don’t share enough deep interests with many of these women for that to be very likely as a consistent theme in the relationship.

There’s a big difference between blissful sensations for the sake of simply feeling blissful sensations versus generating love for others and experiencing bliss as a marker of how much love is being directed to the object of the love. The bliss is a pleasant side effect. The point is to practice generating love for others and to turn that love toward those you see as stupid once you’re proficient enough. Maybe bliss and contempt can be experienced simultaneously, but do you honestly think that is the rule or an exception to the rule? When you hold your lover in your arms, are you preoccupied with contempt for people who value IQ highly?

Maybe the suppression (“refusing to identify with them”) of your mental health issues is what is making this so hard. Ultimately these types of mental health issues are trying to get your individual needs met, typically related to what you were lacking as a child. The mental health issues are quite likely acting as what now feels like a sort of overcorrection. The potential truth is that you could still feel yourself to be missing out on those things you mentioned you lacked as a child. If you created a checklist based on each individual thing you needed as a child but did not receive, how many of them can you honestly say you have now? Raising in consciousness to transcend suffering is great, but you might see more success in first approaching each of these needs that you still lack in more practical or typical ways while still continuing some spiritual practices. For example, if you’re still lacking love, having some ridiculously powerful love awakening will certainly heal you in profound ways, but it might be the case that finding loving and authentic relationships with people where you can truly feel safe will have a more permanent effect on your foundation or simply life satisfaction and happiness. This more solid foundation might be what can allow your spirituality to truly flourish. Hope this helps. You’re going in the right direction. Trust in the process.

It’s a great video. There’s a lot of deception going on within ourselves.

Well, through doing some research on this, I’ve found that we are both right in ways. Both ayahuasca and peyote have been shown through court cases to be legal for non-natives, but full legal protection for non-native church members has only been given for certain churches or certain states. The bottom line is that in many cases this is a legal gray area for many of the churches advertising as if the legality is clear for their church. A lot of these churches marketing themselves as fully protected by the law for the use of various psychedelics are not being completely honest as these churches are typically using the cases of other churches to back their claims. There’s an issue because they, in most cases, have not gone through litigation to actually establish clear legality for their specific organizations. There are two churches which have received positive U.S. Supreme Court rulings for ayahuasca use which protect all members — native or not — of those churches in using ayahuasca in ceremony. The church I joined to partake in the ayahuasca retreat I mentioned above is not one of these two, however, it has actually won a court case for non-native use of peyote among an array of other cases. This was a state case in Utah which does not necessarily extend to states which have conflicting laws. The case was won because the language in Utah’s laws clearly did not limit use to natives although the state tried and failed to use the native-only point as the basis of their argument. An individual from the same church won a case in New Hampshire’s Supreme Court for possession of magic mushrooms. The church clearly states that members who follow their code of ethics can possess multiple plant-based psychedelics and lists the amounts allowed for personal possession. They act as if this is true at the federal level. The church has not gone through litigation at the federal level to make this 100% clear.