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It’s a wild story. I don’t have the energy to write everything out. All I can say is that, you’re always practicing. Everything is your teacher. You can watch some of my latest videos if you want a rough idea.

The atheists view of death is 100% correct. Except they completely misunderstand the implications. If death is nonexistence — no time, space, not even darkness, not even emptiness — all of reality and all beings rest upon a Nirvana which is true perfection. It is the absence. “Nature abhors a vacuum.” Well, imagine God with infinite power & eternal existence is the “substance” trying to fill a “space” that can’t even exist in theory. That’s what we live in. Nothing can ever die because nothing has ever exclusively been alive. Every being you talk to, every plant, every rock, imagined deity or nightmarish fear, is simultaneously death and life. The source of all phenomena is that which cannot be. That which is not. It’s quite strange. It is the mind-fuck of mind-fucks. Both existence and nonexistence exist within you. Nonexistence is within everything as the true ground. The true ground is no gravity, no time, no perception, no self, no consciousness, no soul, no god. With such an impossible and imperceivable Reality and Highest Nirvana, how could you ever feel the pain of your fall?! That’s the beauty of the groundless ground.

The issue is that you can talk about all of this before cessation, but it’s likely you won’t embody it until after cessation or a similar strength Realization. Whether cessation is an imagined event or memory or is conceptual doesn’t quite matter. There typically must be a conditioned situation (you having a prior enlightenment experience, spiritual practice in general) to ground this in any sane way. Concepts are no hindrance. Don’t be shortsighted. They are tools that have their uses, and one use is to awaken. Any human being who ever awoke seems to have always developed concepts as far as I’ve ever heard. I wonder, I wonder. If you can be in Nirvana without concepts, what process do you think yourself as Truth separates Divinity from words/ideas/maps? There’s no separation. And there’s no separation between ego and Truth if you have a nuanced understanding. Everything is always Nirvana, but it cannot be tasted in full beauty without first awakening the character. Isn’t that what you’ve seen? “There is no character.” Yeah, and that’s not how you saw it before when you were a character though. It’s a tautology. You changed your dream through selective focus on dream aspects to be a dream in which the dream character would become all of the dream and anything beyond the dream. It’s lucidity. Only a dream in which characters exist can the Truth be expressed that characters are not.

When you see what lies beyond Existence, you find that you somehow saw something in the very moment nothing could possibly be perceived. But you know true nature then. It should’ve been obvious enough with dreams, but with nirodha samapatti, you’re forced to see that there is nowhere to die to. If anything it should be thought of as your safety net for life rather than a source of fear. When everything stops, you’re as safe as you ever could be.

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It’s worth it man. Once you taste Nirvana and know Truth, nothing can be beyond one who is a holder of such knowledge. Nothing can truly threaten one with such knowledge. Seeking ultimately ends in completion when the forces of Infinite Existence (God) and Nonexistence (Dao) clash within yourself. They are you, and you know this. At least as much as anything could be a you that is.

Still curious

This has a lot of good tools to use and somewhat fresh perspectives to offer. The most important singular concept is that your focus determines the probability of what you will experience in the future. Watch it for a minute at least to get a feel for it.

How to Use Meaning, Attachment, & Imagination for Advanced Spiritual Development (Enlightenment) This is an advanced video. I don’t spend much time trying to cover the basics of non-duality. This video is mainly for people who have a good understanding of non-duality and would like to look into new practices.

Watch the video in my signature from 12:35 onward for a couple minutes. I describe a palpable experience with prayer which was quite amazing. It’s not some magic reality manipulation machine. It’s more about sharing your love with those who need it and aligning with LOA better than getting gifts for yourself.

I mean as a hypothesis it’s plausible under normal philosophies, but I personally don’t have confidence in it myself. I used to love ideas of the higher self and such things connecting us all to Brahmin, etc. but I realized that whole time I was just believing in a model I was given just because it sounded plausible really. Cut down belief and concepts to the degree in which there is no such idea as solipsism during your consciousness work. That’s way more important than spending time trying to figure solipsism out. If you awaken deep enough, maybe you really can find a definitive answer.

Are you sure you’re not a robot? Trust me, the ego runs itself.

This is a good point though. I had already suffered enough to be fully comfortable with total annihilation. But still these insights, when framed properly, are good safety rails. I think an important thing is to stop talking about physical death as if it’s the same as psychedelic death. This is a big epistemic error imo which had the dangerous outcome we saw. We don’t know beyond all doubt what an afterlife will contain. The difference is in the psychedelic case you have a functioning body left behind in this specific dream once you come down from the trip. Physical death... ain’t nobody coming back.

The Vice episode really makes him look like a joke compared to seeing him in a proper context like this a few times.

Fasting should likely be grounding overall. It creates physical pain, cravings, and general lower nature drives to be at the forefront of focus often. These things can help bring his state down. The issue is that if he managed to transcend these things due to their intensity pushing him to do so, that could certainly trigger more of a heightening of state. If he is intermittent fasting as it sounds, he should be good. Of course he could always have some rare reaction, but intermittent fasting with enough calories and nutrients should not significantly affect his state regarding the creation of stronger manias.

There is no such thing as a conscious process at the deepest levels of this. You’re letting the continuity bias of the waking state/dreams give you a human body and feeling of a center of experience. Your interpretations label things as “conscious,” a “process,” etc. At the end of the day, even consciousness as a label must fall. This should typically be done once you have some true and deep no-mind and No-Self awakenings. You can literally run on autopilot without conscious control. Why would others require it? There’s no self here. Why would there be other selves? Now this is precisely where Leo makes his leap to solipsism based on having no direct conscious experience of something outside his consciousness. Leo is basically saying, or should be saying, that the mechanics of consciousness do not all for “two consciousnesses” to be experienced at once in one person’s consciousness — it’s a tautology. As soon as you become aware of an “other” consciousness, it has precisely been assimilated into your completely nondual and boundary-less existence at that very moment. The fact that nonduality is real — if you take this as a given, it’s up to you on that — means that anything to ever come into your consciousness is You. This is a problem of verification being shielded from possibility due to definitions and tautology of consciousness always being one “field.”

Quite good actually. I can’t believe that Vice piece on him made me see him as a fake. I’ve started seeing more of him on here, and I welcome it now that I’ve lost the temporary bias.

People are really taking these teachings beyond where they’re meant to be taken off of probably a rather partial awakening process. They’re missing the Love, becoming enraptured in beauty. They’re missing sitting at a family gathering in a high consciousness state and thinking of all the amazing relative gifts you’ve been given. @mp22 YOUR LIFE STORY IS THE STORY OF GOD’S LIFE FROM YOUR PERSPECTIVE. TREAT ABSOLUTE PERFECTION WITH ITS DUE APPRECIATION ? That’s my message to people worried about no meaning and everything. If you saw the scope, you’d see the meaning. Would it be some immutable Absolute meaning? No, but it sure is amazing. Sorry for the caps, but seriously guys. If you haven’t had the deep love/beauty/pure consciousness awakenings enough to transform nihilism of any sort, focus on trying to create that next. It is the foundation for a safe and accurate understanding and use of the teachings. Part of the teachings is an inherent dedication and love toward life. That’s really one of the requirements to try to attain as early as possible imo.

I need to get back on it. I’ve taken a break from the last two. I’ve just had so much transformation recently it seems kinda silly to watch videos.

You as God. This is the idea at least. If you had to have conscious control of everything you created at all times, you’d be the weak sauce of all deities. Do you beat your heart or release white blood cells or is there a separate consciousness running all of these things?

This is quite baseless epistemically speaking. You aren’t going to solve the solipsism question... It’s impossible to fully verify either way beyond all doubt that there is consciousness which you are not experiencing right now or that there isn’t other consciousness.

God-Realization contains within it everything really. Any serious spiritual practice or technique will bring you closer in due time. Leo explains so many different techniques in videos and forum guides/posts. Why not do the work to explore the resources he’s already made about these approaches? Everyone’s path will be incredibly unique with all things considered. You’d probably be better off to see which techniques really work for you and resonate with you than to follow a straightforward God-Realization for Dummies guide. Leo can give you some good maps and a compass if you’re lucky, but you’re the captain of your own ship.

If you can count an "actual entity" and seriously regard it as that, you're incapable of seeing the nondual solipsist's view.

What is "Against Solipsism" here? This just looks like a definition of solipsism. Yes, your minds appear as valid as the subconscious mind in the solipsist model. You say this like a nondual solipsist would likely think the subconscious mind is something that exists outside of consciousness which is probably unlikely.

I will give you an alternative suggestion. You need to be building an experience of no-mind in my opinion. This is essentially becoming so present and in flow of effortless existence that all mind activities essentially disappear while they can still be done. This is a lot like what many people seek for in meditation. No thoughts. But no-mind can have as many thoughts as it wants without thinking. You've probably accessed this at least briefly in the context of flow states. Some people don't access no-mind and No-Self through meditation very well. Doing activities you're really passionate about, especially if they have an intellectual component, can help produce no-mind states. Eventually, acting out of your true Authenticity with less and less resistance will bring you into no-mind if you're anything like me. What is the point of no-mind in all of this? It is to show the illusory nature of the thinker. It is to realize that this was never a solid basis for what you could truly call a self to any permanent degree. Intellectually realizing this and experiencing it in the manner I'm suggesting are completely different.