BipolarGrowth

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  1. Take taking life unseriously incredibly seriously. When you’re fapping, smoking weed and listening to music, or talking to a good friend, spirituality and Truth “should”leave you for no longer than five minutes and “should” be something you are directly practicing with intent in every other time than those times where you really need to “take a chill pill” FOR the sake of being able to practice better
  2. “Artists are just good at hiding (or not even remembering) their sources of inspiration.” Just a small synthesis of good ideas that weren’t mine.
  3. Haha. Then I guess I was wrong. I think he’s currently being an unwise idiot with tons of education, IQ, and direct experience if that is the truth. Listening to the Buddha talk about neither existence nor nonexistence in the Diamond Sutta is something that takes a big daddy dump all over Leo’s highest thinking/teachings that I’ve seen after watching hundreds of hours of his content and being heavily biased toward Leo for years. But the way I see Leo is someone who grasps that teaching to a decent degree. Maybe I’m giving him too much credit though.
  4. You do a ton of spiritual practice for years and make yourself accident prone to cessation/fruition/nirodha samapatti. https://www.mctb.org/mctb2/table-of-contents/part-iv-insight/30-the-progress-of-insight/15-fruition/ https://www.mctb.org/mctb2/table-of-contents/part-vi-my-spiritual-quest/54-the-middle-paths/nirodha-samapatti/ Fruition is quite easy compared to attaining nirodha samapatti. It just kind of happens out of nowhere after doing enough practice and developing yourself or you could better say undeveloping your”self”. It took an already awakened medical doctor like 50 attempts of one hour or so a piece to reach nirodha samapatti which the Buddha said is the highest temporary spiritual attainment in life. Other than that, only parinibbana is better in Buddhism. Fruition and nirodha samapatti both produce the same insight potentially if viewed correctly which is deep insight into the existence vs. nonexistence duality that someone without that direct non-experience cannot possibly have in its maturity. Doesn’t matter how many planets you can create at will on 5-MeO DMT — that’s still just maya and the dream, albeit a fun side quest to unlock.
  5. Of course I’m shitting on his mind. What else is the Sammasambuddha of Luciferianism to do???? I always liked playing as House Ordos in Dune 2000. What an amazing fictional universe, truly ❤️?? Watch from about 0:50 onward to see what I loved as a kid.
  6. Unless there is some apocalypse, this is almost a 100% certainty.
  7. No. Absolutely not. DMT highs are infinitely more suffering than nirodha samapatti/cessation/fruition which I have personally experienced at least six times. The Buddha was regularly having divine visions and states of consciousness at least as strong as 5-MeO DMT completely sober. It’s right there in the suttas. His insight was also wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy beyond Leo, and I hope and think Leo would agree with this sentence whether or not he disagrees with the others. Do drugs for insight. I’m totally in support of that general practice. It’s the foundation of where I’m at today with meditation and insight, but please do not neglect meditation. It is the key to taking your trips AND baseline consciousness to the next level.
  8. My life is a psychedelic epic fail haha How I Experienced Back-to-Back Cessations Through Bhakti & Love (instead of meditating) “Attained” “stream entry” according to the maps of Mastering the Core Teachings of the Buddha. The Most Enlightened Video Ever Recorded after crashing my car 80 mph, stripping naked, having 5 cessations/fruitions in 30 minutes WHILE in a state of God Consciousness surrounding all of them, and then being almost tased and thrown to the ground by police officers before being taken to the psych ward. Be wary of THC triggering manic episodes if you’re using it at high baseline states of consciousness when new levels are being reached that you don’t know how to handle. 13 Tabs of LSD - Mapping Consciousness #2 Also, me taking 10 tabs of LSD as a bipolar person and being an idiot stripping naked in public again… lol. Don’t follow my actions please. You probably don’t even need to hear me say that. The cringe you feel is enough ???❤️ And here’s me getting away from all psychedelics except for THC and only using it in the safety of my home or similarly predictable and safe circumstances while using meditation as my emotional crutch rather than drugs. Spiritual Practice Vlog #2 — Breath Meditation ~45 min. (Anapanasati) & Fire Kasina ~50 min. Much more grounded, however, less access to the ridiculous peaks of certain insight stages (if we’re using the stages in MCTB such as the Arising & Passing Away, for example, which often coincides with mania for bipolar individuals)
  9. Completely disagree. A giant taco God will just as likely take a nuclear dump on our entire planet in 5 minutes. But to be serious, I think both of you are into something. Just look at Neuralink for example. It’s the baby step we’ve got for now.
  10. Some Buddhists believe becoming an Arahant is just the way to do that.
  11. And if he’s in you by his own very words, can you lead yourself? As he and many other mystics have done?
  12. There’s nothing for direct experience supposedly although many yogis and other awakened people see there to be some remnant of consciousness in such cases in the gap. A tricky epistemic issue in some ways. Especially when you add in ideas of cessation which causes some of the largest permanent shifts in baseline consciousness but is supposedly the closest thing to nonexistence in many people’s opinions.
  13. Breath meditation is great as long as you’re not having too much trouble paying attention. I like fire kasina as a more interesting alternative if you’d like to try something new. Great book for learning fire kasina: https://firekasina.org/fire-kasina-book/ The most important thing with posture is a reasonable degree of comfort. If you can manage that while sitting up, it’s probably better than laying down, but I’ve done a lot of good sessions laying down too.
  14. 80x was pretty great. Probably because I was already crazier than the effects a substance can give ??
  15. Various chakras can feel like a typical headache but are in fact a spiritual energetic occurrence. Not sure if that’s precisely what happened to you, but I wouldn’t doubt it.
  16. I had an alien abduction dream when I was about 8 years old. It was more real and vivid than reality. When I woke up, I felt a cold hand touch my arm. Belief is a powerful creator of phenomena in direct experience. Belief powered by intense fear in a low sensory input environment like the dark while being a child is like taking a natural psychedelic. When I was 25, I took ayahuasca in ceremony for the first time. Three days later, I got the strong intuition to contact the aliens who abducted me. I researched how, which was surprisingly easily, and it worked within three seconds. It was my first strong sober accessing of the crown chakra. That later turned into the foundation of my growth of my baseline state of consciousness, something 10 tabs of LSD or 5.87 grams of mushrooms and years of meditation was ineffective at. Within about six months, I gained a degree of mastery over the crown chakra and was able to use it to connect with many different archetypal representations of other beings, mainly divine ones, within my own mind. Practicing this eventually lead to my first heart chakra nuclear explosion. A couple months later, I had a dual heart chakra/crown chakra explosion which resulted in me reaching nirodha samapatti/cessation/fruition/whatever you’d like to call it. My baseline consciousness radically transformed day after day ever since. My ability to deal with suffering is exponentially better than it was before the events I described. So, these childhood fear experiences can be very beneficial if you recontextualize them into Love. The same aliens who abducted me were also the same ones who helped me to overcome my depression and many aspects of my bipolar disorder, whether they exist in any sort of objectively-verifiable way or not. If it’s real in your mind, it’s prime fodder to use in your awakening cannon. Transmute the childhood fear to adult love, if you can find a way to do that.
  17. That was better than the first two. Really worth watching for those who are unfamiliar with the series.
  18. I loved part 1 and 2. Time to get the ?
  19. I think you misunderstood. To be said simply, it’s one awareness always, usually one bubble, and multiple bubbles are possible as a direct experience for a rather limited number of people with highly developed abilities when in crazy high states.
  20. Every experience can be trusted in the vein that EXPERIENCE IS, but every interpretation of experience should certainly not be trusted. I may of may not be a female Angel Warrior sent by a Divine Matriarchy to bring Absolute Divinity to humanity with the protection of a spiritual armor system I felt activate in every cell of my body after seeing a 100% lifelike Angel cry a tear of Absolute Love into my heart, depending on how crazy we want to get in believing direct experience during drug states. Or I could be the Sammāsambuddha of Luciferianism depending on how crazy we want to get in believing non-drug states. Or I could just be a 26-year-old Christian depending on how crazy we want to get believing the “present moment.”