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No. I’m currently stuck in that illusion although I have gone past it before.

This is what I thought. I’ve received some backlash from lower consciousness people regarding this, so I wanted to make sure I was understanding it correctly.

He has not touched on Love or the true nature of God from the videos I’ve seen. He’s a good example of someone going the Buddhist monk route and thinking there is nothing else. Just because 5 Meo didn’t work for him doesn’t mean there’s not something deeper there. Psychedelics work differently on everyone and work differently at different doses. I’ve had trips on 5 grams of shrooms that showed me pleasant experiences then I’ve had a trip on 5.87 grams (not even one gram more) that gave me God Consciousness for the first time. What was his dose of 5 Meo, and how many times has he tried it? He’s still embodied which makes one think that he has not fully merged with God. I haven’t seen a big shift in him even though I’ve been watching him for years other than his body looking better. You can see the growth that Leo has achieved by watching a video 5 years ago vs. one from today. The other day I watched Leo’s video on taking 5 Meo for a month, and it goes a lot deeper than just what Frank is talking about. If he’s at the end of the journey, where are his Godly abilities? I don’t see him walking on water, realizing infinite telepathy in a sober state all of the time, etc.

Has Frank surpassed Leo? I mean I know we are all the same being, but still lol. I actually found my first actualized.org video through watching Frank’s videos.

I’ve found that in my life awakening finds me even when I’m not meditating or taking psychedelics. I know that this is rare. The first occurrence was when I had my first manic episode (bipolar disorder type 1). This sounds strange to some, but I believe, at least for some people with psychotic mental health disorders, mania brings insights into universal love, God Consciousness, higher confidence, self love, self acceptance, increased IQ, heightened energy, less need for food and sleep, extreme selflessness (I gave away nearly all my money twice even though I am normally a penny pincher), and many more things. My first manic episode came about because I overcame my severe social anxiety. Ever since, I’ve been sent into mild awakenings by just being fully accepted by someone in conversation.

Good & Evil from God’s Perspective https://youtu.be/7RW0n-KgvZs

Leo has been talking about our ability to dream things up in this reality or essentially manifest things into existence. I might not be doing his views justice, but exactly how does one do this? I’m assuming most of this collective dreaming is under subconscious control. I’ve accidentally done things within this “dream” that seem to go against the crude laws of physics that scientists understand, but it was a complete accident. Has anyone here actually altered this dream/Maya intentionally? How exactly does this process work? Can we practice to become skillful at altering this dream state? Maybe Jesus walked on water, but how in the hell do we come to perform such feats? Meditation, fasting, prayer, psychedelics, yoga - what has worked for you if something has worked?

For God or any being to be omniscient, it would have to know what it is like to directly experience all possibilities, to infinity. You and I are research nodes of consciousness on God’s infinite journey to omniscience. There MUST be a heaven with pearly gates and a hell with a lake of fire if omniscience is real. These are just two examples. Of course an infinite amount of other dimensions, universes, aspects of reality such as time, etc. must exist too. Am I on to something?

Mushrooms gave me my first God Consciousness experience at 5.87 dried grams. It’ll help with the depression it sounds like you have too. Hating life is a hallmark of low consciousness. You’ve gotta stop that shit man. I’ve been stuck there too, but a good trip every few weeks helps to keep my mood elevated and can bring awakenings. It might help for you too, but honestly, you probably have a lot of foundational work related to personal development before you will go “god mode.”

This all makes sense, but I ask you the question - is God infinite from your experience? If that’s a yes, then would the quality of being infinite create the inevitability of all possibilities existing at some point in time? It’s the same as 1,2,3 implies 4,5, and 6 as well as infinity. And what is outside the possibility of God? Nothing? According to the standard definition of Omnipotency, this is the case. (I’m interested to know if you have a different definition for that as well.) The experience of me eating a sandwich in Maya might be assigned the number 1. Experience #1. The experience of you snoozing an alarm clock is experience #2. With infinity, this continues on to experience all other possibilities within Maya greatly exceeding our human imagination. Is this not the case? Does God only have omniscience and omnipotency within some singularity beyond space, time, and Maya? That sounds like a limitation. Or can God exercise these qualities within the illusion? Can one experience omniscience as you said only with 5 Meo-DMT? Or do you think shrooms could work? I’ve experienced God Consciousness three times so far with one experience being on LSD, one on shrooms, and the other during a manic episode. Can these methods be used to experience omniscience? I currently don’t have access to 5 Meo, but I can more easily obtain N-N. By the way, thank you for your responsiveness on this post. I know you’re busy, but your perspective has helped.

It looks like we have found a distinction within omniscience. I’m talking about it by the definition of having all knowledge. Do you believe all knowledge is an aspect of God? You’ve mentioned it being an aspect in one of your God for smart people videos. It seems like here you are equating high consciousness of what is immediately present with omniscience. Unless you’re using a new definition, which it appears you are, this would not serve as omniscience. It seems like you are arguing against the validity of the traditional concept of omniscience. If omniscience is not real, then that makes this whole thread rather useless.

How can omniscience exist without all things existing at least at some point in time? If at least one partitioned consciousness of God didn’t experience a kangaroo killing Donald Trump with a flamethrower, would it really be omniscient if that is a possibility fully able to be dreamed up by consciousness/God/you? I see it as everything must be dreamed up at some point for omniscience to really exist. Or does omniscience function different than this from your experience? I was just using those realms as extreme, yet popular, examples.

I found this video interesting. She states that there is consciousness in deep sleep, but I’m still somewhat skeptical. What are your thoughts?

We are always the one infinite Creator, but we often forget this. There is no unenlightened state. When someone is deeply unconscious, they are having mini awakenings into the nature of living an unconscious life. This experience is teaching the individual just as much as the deepest awakening could. We learn of God piece by piece, and everything is God. You cannot escape it. No experience is above any other in truth. We judge God Consciousness as better than the experience some normal guy at a bar is having, but this is ultimately our judgment. God does not judge for its love is infinite and its acceptance is unbounded. Everything is divine. Vomiting is divine. Murder is divine. The most unspeakable actions are divine and fully loved by God. God loves the complexity of our existence.

While you’re going about your normal daily activities, people all across the globe are logging in transcendental experiences of peak Divinity, absolute strangeness, and hellish torment while on psychedelics. Psychedelics can show you things that have never before been seen and that will never be seen again. There are three levels of experience: normal sober life, spiritual experience, and psychedelic experience. Spirituality can show you beautiful things, but it does not speak to the unspeakably bizarre things one can witness on a psychedelic. This is a baby corkscrewing out of a wall while having a faucet knob coming out of its eye to release liquid platinum out of its left pinky finger level of bizarre. It shows you that the regular sober or even spiritual experience is not even 0.1% of what is possible. Psychedelics can create spiritual experiences, but their ability far transcends this. There is so much more to the psychedelic landscape than merely finding God. You can become directly conscious that you are God/Brahman, but this is just the tip of the iceberg. There are far more interesting experiences to have than merely remembering that you are the Creator although experiencing oneself as the Creator is one of the most pleasant experiences.

Do you guys/gals have any good ones? I just made this.

Do any of you have tips on how to avoid this? I took 3.5 g of penis envy last night, but I started vomiting about 30 minutes after dosing. The nausea lasted 2-3 hours. My trip was super weak for the dose (I likely threw most of the shrooms up before they could affect me).

I made tea this time. This has been made worse because I’ve had issues with nausea without shrooms.

I could not make this video without standing on the shoulders of an average sized man named Leo. Cliff notes: Atman is Brahman

I experienced this three times. I call it God Consciousness. The first time was on a 5.87 gram mushroom trip. The second was during a manic episode that was also an awakening. The third was when I took 10 tabs of LSD. Psychedelics are you easiest and quickest route. Other than that you have yoga and meditation, but this will take years. Keep in mind this experience comes out more at higher doses.

I feel like there is a difference. Most people experience situational depression. I have bipolar disorder which the depression in that has been equated to the dark night of the soul. There’s a big difference between being sad because you lost your girlfriend and being depressed because of your neurochemistry and then also in being depressed because of a spiritual block. An interesting thing to try is to pray to your higher self or your spiritual guardian angels for help through depression or a dark night experience. See if it helps. My last depression was abruptly ended as soon as I tried this. According to The Law of One (The Ra Material), angels and your higher self highly value free will. They will assist you sometimes in moments you really need help without you asking, but they help most when it aligns with your free will (you asked for it).

We are just operating at a low level of God Consciousness and thus we can’t. I’ve had instances where I performed what you may call accidental siddhis. I just can’t figure out how to make this process a conscious one. I really do think the answer could be in taking massive doses of psychedelics (I’m talking nearing the lethal dose while maintaining a slight wedge to make it still mostly safe). The LD50 for shrooms is 1.7 kilograms. Most people blast off at 5 grams. I’m curious to see what someone would experience near the LD50. What are your thoughts on this?

I have charged a phone battery to 100% during meditation, turned on a radio from about 10 ft away while having a surge of spiritual energy course through me, and I’ve caused glitches in GPS apps on multiple phones and my Bluetooth headphones. All of these were not done under my will.

I’m curious what some of the great sages (or even people here) have to say about the cause of mental illnesses. It is strange how the amount of mental illness has seemed to increase in modern times. I personally have bipolar disorder type 1, and it has tremendously helped me to awaken. I wonder if it’s not just a curse but a blessing as well (spiritually that is).