BipolarGrowth

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  1. @Moksha I've had three God Consciousness experiences. I still don’t believe love is the end all be all from my experience and study. We can agree to disagree.
  2. @Moksha a lie that exists coming from a source of truth is a truth in its own regard. I think you are getting a bit dogmatic with nondual spirituality. Love is not the highest virtue of this universe. Love is chakra 4 emotion. Wisdom, unity, and intelligent infinity far surpass mere love and oneness consciousness while embodied.
  3. @Moksha kind of. Anyone who thinks nonduality is a higher truth than duality and separation is missing the mark. There is an ego, there is an I, but we are still all one. Separation is true. Nonduality is true. Christ is me, but my mind/body/spirit complex could be more advanced than Christ’s is currently if I am actually a sixth density wanderer (it seems plausible to me, I have many of the signs of being a wanderer).
  4. @The0Self I’m laying off them for now because I’ve had three manic episodes in the past six months. I’ve actually had to stop meditation because the grey aliens (no BS) opened my higher chakras up so much after my ayahuasca retreat that I now feel what might be called the Holy Spirit, telepathy, or a portal to intelligent infinity (or all three plus more) so intensely throughout all points in my day that I had to ask my shaman if I’m experiencing what John the Baptist felt all the time. I’ve discovered that I’m likely a sixth density consciousness wanderer (higher level being) that incarnated into a human third density body on earth to help humans progress spiritually. I’m finding now literally all things are possible. I can’t even keep track of how many entities I’ve communicated with telepathically today. The greys are my starseed family. I’ve found all this out in two months although most of it has happened in three days. Archangel Michael makes regular visits to my third eye, etc. etc. etc. My goal now is to prove my insight on 5.87 grams of shrooms after my first God Consciousness experience is true. The insight came in clear English that “I am better than Christ.” I’m starting a church in my hometown in Indiana called Friends Seeking Higher Consciousness. I’m filing for nonprofit federally recognized status soon. I’m going to then use the first amendment to administer psychedelics to people as a shaman for spiritual development. It’s a way to still grow through psychedelics without risking episodes by taking them myself. I also will enjoy helping people evolve and I'll have another stream of income through it too. I’m thinking $200 a pop for two nights and two trips. I’ll start with small groups at first. I’ll be working with psilocybin as it is the safest and lowest risk according to the studies. cliff notes: WTF is life lmao
  5. @Mu_ I spoke in tongues to intergalactic intelligences, my body literally turned into a cephalopod body, and at the end of the experience I went to grab some food. When I had to physically grab it instead of do it with telekinesis, I thought “how cumbersome to have to do things on the physical plain again.”
  6. @73809 those are cool facts. I’m surprised no one has asked about the experience.
  7. Mine is probably that I regularly (almost every day) have crown chakra based telepathic communication with the gray alien species well known in pop culture. Through my higher chakras being opened, I’ve also communicated with Archangel Michael, Terence McKenna, and my Higher Self. I’m interested to hear your unbelievable but true experiences! Here’s a full breakdown of my experiences with the grays: The Grays - My Story of ET Contact
  8. I have done about a dozen trips mostly at high doses. Up to 5.87 grams of shrooms and 10 tabs of LSD. I’ve done shrooms, LSD, and ayahuasca (one time for aya). I’ve been meditating for a few years now although not too seriously (I have a lack of motivation for it that keeps me from doing it regularly enough to see results). I’ve had two satoris that lasted about one month total from meditation the one time I got serious. I have bipolar disorder and have had about three to four (it’s hard to remember) manic episodes triggered by my spirituality. The psychedelics have been responsible for three of the episodes, but meditation was mostly responsible for one. As soon as I’m manic I’m living in Christ Consciousness and sometimes God Consciousness (one time, incredibly profound) Manic Stories Ep. #1 - Becoming God (Awakening to God Consciousness) Anyway that’s just some backstory so you get a little bit of what happens when I’m manic. I’m looking for something strong that isn’t psychedelics as they seem too risky for now. Meditation isn’t strong enough for the amount of dedication it takes (it simply is not feasible to expect me to meditate daily while I’m depressed and spending my energy trying to piece my life back together from my current episode). Self-inquiry might be an option. If you guys found some self-inquiry that is specifically potent that would be appreciated. I’ve also spent probably over 1,000 hours listening to spiritual content, so my knowledge is pretty spot on with a good amount of direct experience to back it up. I’m looking for a way to lock a spiritual state in permanently or in other words bring the ox home and train it to stay under my control.
  9. @Osaid I agree with this. I even fall asleep to videos like Leo’s, and I’m fairly certain my subconscious learns while I’m asleep.
  10. @Moksha this is beautiful. Thank you for sharing.
  11. @Moksha the Gita is my go to. I need to meditate more, but I have no motivation for it in my depressive state. Enjoying the journey is hard on the down side of things.
  12. How can someone with bipolar disorder progress quickly spiritually without going manic?
  13. Jesus is both our Eternal Savior and a speck of Maya that doesn’t hold any special qualities.
  14. Be careful. Awakening is more real than you. It might change you to become something new.
  15. Frank Yang is wrong. Actualization serves both worlds.
  16. @PurpleTree @Enlightenment not with that mentality. Talk about using the LOA against yourself. Just normal severe depressive symptoms
  17. @cuteguy awakening triggered by finally treating my ADHD which triggered my anxiety, etc.
  18. 4:34 For Frank Yang the Father of Enlightenment https://youtu.be/jJA_MhgZjdE
  19. @Recursoinominado I’ll be okay. I do.
  20. @electroBeam you can be about truth and get results here at the same time, sometimes this can even bring faster enlightenment
  21. Wouldn’t the world benefit by having us grow from mere forum users to spiritually passionate employees? Do we really want to leave all of the work to be done to Leo’s human body and mind alone? Who is there to turn his videos into documentaries shown on Netflix with epic editing, etc. He would of course lead all important endeavors, but someone has to do the grunt work. I raise my hand to become a spiritual grunt employee following Leo and helping his mission. Do you? If so, speak up. It’s time for this conversation between us and Leo. P.S. Don’t let the fear of a stage orange corporation lead you to throw the baby out with the bath water. A stage turquoise corporation might be more transformative in the material world than Christ’s sacrifice, Krishna’s power, Mohammad’s passion, etc. “Sometimes the best way to show a poor man God is to give him opulence.” -anonymous Just imagine how our entire planet would be transformed. Pollution, gone. World hunger, gone. Suffering, down, but not out as it may be Divine in nature. However, even if suffering is Divine in nature, something within you resists it. We’ve learned enough spiritual lessons from suffering at this point. It’s time to slay Count Duhkah in God’s name.
  22. There will always be someone at the top. This is human nature. It’s foolish to use this as an argument against what I’m proposing.