PenguinPablo

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  1. @Leo Gura @Inliytened1 Very much the case for me. the idea that psychedelics are an excuse to realize things makes sense and, the distinction between everyday experience and the spiritual side of things is blurred. still struggle with things. But for sure inquiry and practice have been my main staples. on marijuana I found out I was the universe experiencing itself. I typed the realization on google and Bingo!!! — people been saying that apparently. Been able to re-access, open it wider so to speak through inquiry intermittently, and by explaining to other people. Always mindfucking to do so anxiety, stress and so on pulls me back towards separation obviously
  2. Back to square one with Eckhart Tolle u might be right but I’m not drawn to this right now.
  3. https://youtu.be/5iXmfOE2o5Q ” in silhouettes, we’ve been on the same page before… together, forever as one” <3
  4. There’s this idea in Buddhism that the end of suffering is when you stop clinging. I believe this is very much the case. Not clinging to anything, including god consciousness
  5. @Breakingthewall I think that’s what happened. I broke through thanks to Leo and it felt so good but now that I regressed or fell back to ignorance, I’m grasping for that again.
  6. I’d rather be close friends with a homeless crack addict before I went anywhere near Leo or any of his acid head friends /s You can do better. The comparison isn’t close bro. There is little evidence that many psychedelics (LSD) have anything similar in neurotoxicity, addiction, and overall potential to destroy you life like something like meth can do. not saying don’t be cautious. Absolutely be cautious with psychedelics but I think it’s a different conversation
  7. @Carl-Richard Hmm.. Falling in love with the dream, while recognizing it's just a dream.
  8. @Carl-Richard I agree but that's not really my personality to let this type of stuff goes, even if it's too my detriment at times. High openess I think. Also my mind has always been more on the third-eye type, deconstructing reality so on and so forth. Comes pretty naturally to me so when Leo brought it up it was right down my lane. Probably was an easier coping strategy for me to detach in a sense. And I mean from the beginning with Buddhist meditation years ago I definitely struggle more with awakening at the heart level too. I get glimpses every once in a while (it's been a damn while t00) but it's easier for me to play between the borders of the reality. Tearing reality apart But Im sure Im missing something(s). Lot's of.
  9. @Carl-Richard I was trying to be play be playful. But if you ignore that part, I answered everything else honestly
  10. Yes! In all seriousness... Difficult people and strained relationships have always been tough cookie. But realizing that they serve as multipliers to keep me in the dream. Long story short... YES. but it's tougher with difficult people. Working on it. Dissolving that.
  11. I'm LEO. You're LEO. Awakening ourselves through Actualized.org. Supposedly Just like the Leo puppet in our current dream... Some YouTube dood tried to get there through psychedelics. What a mind fuck. But it makes perfect sense, once you really start breaking down the duality between things. It's just one experience, one consciousness, masquerading through your character, and everything/everyone else as separation Hi, I'm PenguinPablo! Really? Hello to myself. Enjoy the show!
  12. I've dealt with a lot of loneliness throughout my life. A lot of insecurity. It's liberating to know I've been the only one there the entire time... instead of getting caught in this endless loop of trying to get other people to love me. It's good to know that I can enjoy the dream for what it is. Instead of being disappointed by it. How could I be lonely... It's a mental projection isn't it? To be surrounded by others. I think I had reached a similar conclusion through dependent origination and Buddhism but this idea makes things even more radical conceptually. Everything within the dream is still part of the dream.
  13. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dQ4-O0n_NZc
  14. bang hoes and make money
  15. Subbed. I am planning on doing this too. Hope to buy my first rental by end of year
  16. Daygame by Todd is uploaded on YouTube. It's pretty nice As far as closing there is a free 3 hour course if you search on YouTube: 10 minute pull mark chino
  17. wonderful i resonate with this idea a lot!
  18. @Leo Gura maybe You're doing the same. Freud says everyone is bisexual One more thing... Do you think Devil's threesome is gay or nah? 2 guys bang 1 girl
  19. @Leo Gura The deep problem of marketing is one of my top favorite videos from you
  20. excited for your return. take all the time u need