max duewel

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  1. The character Maximus Decimus Merelius from the movie 'Gladiator' is a perfect example of a man who sacrifices everything because of his principles pays the highest price and then works his way up again because a lot of people are attracted to his high integrity. Brings me to tears every time
  2. Sounds like the Universe is grooming you to become a breatharian
  3. On the one hand, I always thought it is very magical and I am a bit jelly that a woman can have that experience. On the other hand ,I am very glad that I don't have to go through the pain of giving birth
  4. This forum gives me a connection and motivation for this work. It's nice to see there are people out there burning for the same thing
  5. One of my favorites! A lot of beautiful Wisdom and very enjoyable to read
  6. I study Psychology and what Leo said is my experience in a nutshell but University has some other benefits for me like networking and having time for trying new things.
  7. Shunyamurti comes to mind! He runs a successful conscious spiritual community in costa Rica. I hope i can go there someday
  8. What were your biggest struggles or weaknesses when you were 10 years younger? How often do you visit your family?
  9. Hey, I. remember when I discovered actualized.org I thought the same. But spiritual growth and fulfilment can in my opinion also be obtained through a "normal" life. Otherwise, you can try out becoming a monk for some time to test if that's really what you want. Maybe the belief that you need to become a monk is also a creation of your ego Seeking peace and living in the moment is harder probably living a standard western life but nevertheless you can do it and affect others around you by doing.
  10. I'm currently on day 6 of my water fast. I will break it in two days or so. From my experience up to the 5th day is the hardest physically. You purge a lot of toxins in from your digestive system and other parts of the body. After day 5 I experienced emotional release and healing you are confronted with a lot of negative thoughts and emotions. From all the experienced I read on reddit and watching youtube videos, deep healing starts after day 10. It also depends on the person if you live an unhealthy life and have no mental strengths then it might unfold otherwise.
  11. Hey, I recently listened to a podcast on MBTI and personal growth in which they state how to develop this " weakness" in INFJ. Maybe you can identify with some of the things said I found it very valuable !!
  12. For a short but powerful energy boost, I recommend whim hofs breathing method works at a similar level like QiGong
  13. This is true but that doesn't that is very useful in some cases. Most people build strong defence mechanism when they are young and because of them they suffer all sorts of neurosis and diseases. In fact a goal of psychoanalysis is to guide the patient to break down those defences and let him re-experience the pain that then allows healing. It is true that for people with severe mental trauma that are not psychological stable opening the "flood gates" radically trough the use of psychedelics it can lead to stronger and more disfunctional defences and regression but for most people psychedelics are an extremely potent way to heal. Just my thoughts
  14. Thank you very much for the response ! Great advice I will think about which route to take but i only have about 33 days max. I also heard that the frances route is overcrowded but i read so much about it in took i am very curious to experience it, altough my main goal is to have an adventure and come closer to me. I also heard that Camino la costa is way harder to walk ..
  15. Hey guys, This summer I want to take a journey to santiago de compostela on the jakobsweg (camino frances) this summer to make a lot of experiences and contemplate my life . Does anyone took the route and can share their experience or tips ? Costs ? Things to avoid? How long did it took you ? Did you sleep in a tent or in accommodations ? Is learning spanish necessary ? Psychedelics on the route ? Although I did a lot of research already, I would highly appreciate some input from someone on this forum !
  16. In my experience and from what i read, something like 21 days to make it more stable. But you have to develop a taste for the habit otherwise in my opinion it won't stick
  17. Tried rectal administration today ( just put the blotter in my butt al natural) 100 mcg 1-PLsd. For me a much more gradual come-up but way more intense. There was no nausea all what was very nice. I also felt like i sobered up way quicker after the peak.
  18. Concept of the self, Psychology and Art, Cultural Differences in Psychology (Pathologies, Values, Worldviews). How people define spirituality, what people's goals are, how people cope with death, family dynamics. Horror movies influence, porn influence. May I ask in which city you are studying? ( Also study in the Netherlands)
  19. Very nice posts thanks !!! Here the five koshas and their ancient names
  20. He's an amazing teacher his guided meditation are taking me very deep very quick