[My Struggle with Social Anxiety]

YOUR MAIN PROBLEM IS THAT YOU're MORALIZING EVERYTHING

you're always in your head and overanalyzing everything, you make meaning of every situation in your head, and that could even make matter worse

One point, that I wanna make is that we're always in our heads and not fully awake in entire body, there's not right and wrong in this life, and you could do anything you want in your life even the things that your parents are feeling disgusted about! 

[What exactly is creativity?]

Creativity is that you're having sex with something and you get a baby from it! THAT'S ALL!

for instance, let's assume, somebody is interested is physics, he is so immersed in it that he becomes one with it (it's like he's having sex with physics) and the baby is a new creative idea in physics field. 

[Addicted to victim mentallity]

your main problem is that you think that other people can decide what you should/ should not do, the truth is that there is no right and wrong and all the rights and wrongs are your own perception, so from now on, make a decision that serves your own agenda, not others!

[Doing pickup at a bar/club alone]

THE PROBLEM ISN'T THAT YOU ARE ALONE, it is when you say that you are alone and at the same time. you FEEL AWKWARD AND GUILTY about yourself and that feelings ripple through the whole space and it makes the girl to walk away from you.

[I dont see any result with the do-nothing technique]

Well, instead, try to do your everyday mundane activities consciously, what I mean is that you should do all of your activities done throughout the day slowly and consciously (improving your concentration) , what you're missing is that you think that you should do nothing in order to improve your consciousness, but you could do everything that you want and simultaneously working on your concentration and awareness!!