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@Spiral Wizard because closed eyes can create distractions, like colors, shapes, fractals, etc. Eyes open you will stay more ground, more present, although don't get surprise if the floor star to move...

@thetrut11 look around you, and ask what is this all about, reality, what is reality, really. You have to see compassion and love in everything, its something you need to train, your love muscule is pretty weak. Nobody is going to see love for you, you have to do it for yourself ☺️

Yes, I´ve seen some of his replies lately to people searching for help, and some are pretty aggresive replies. I think he has to develop a more compassionate way of answers.

@Leo Gura You, leo sir, are aproaching a very hardcore mode of teachings lately.

If there were no brains how could we explain the mind? Same with parents, if there were no parents how could we explain our birds? You cannot simply appear in this reality, like from nowhere, and expect to function. We need these ilusion at first.

Maybe you have had an easy life, with no obligations in general. Maybe your lifestyle has affected your character. But I dont think that you give a f. about things, you do care. Try to find help, you prolly have a depression.

I recommend Aldous Huxley´s book The Doors of Perception. He himself take a dose of mescaline and star to relate his experience in pretty cool detail.

@Mindfang413 hey nobody ask if wanted to live your life, so why worry so much. I recommend although go therapy, you will feel better, mind more clear, dont kill yourself.

@Rasheed yes, thats pretty much the process of taking notes, it's a struggle. Your method will eventually acomodate, so it can become more easy fluid. I star like 2 years ago taking notes exactly like you. My method now has change. Now i just watch maybe one hour and take a couple of notes, then watch another hour and repeat. 1 vid per week. You are doing daily, you probably frying yourself... ?

I'm here bc I'm procrastinating meditation ?

In a book the Buda says if you hate the man who is killing you, who is cutting you into pieces, then your not worthy of being my disciple.

Sport will bring you only concentration and a bit of equanimity, nothing more. Look at lance armstrong, david googins, etc... They are pretty neurotic. Look at certain atletes, they still get angry, act like asses. I used to admire certain sport, but watch it, contemplate, lost interest. You better spend your time contemplate and meditating. But discovered for your self, its just my opinion ?

@RickyBalboa just 1 month? You have talent, congrats.

@Elham that's a long dress ?

@Elham@ nice keep drawing and uploading please

@egoeimai I don´t like so much the final result. I´ve done some better draws

I'm not into movies either but gonna try to watch this

Gonna watch some of his videos ?

Its certainly difficult to have a spiritual life and do your ordinary stuff, although some traditions teach how to combine it with mindfulness. Maybe you just has to feel the sensations after hangout with friends, just sit and recognized your wondering mind. With time you will choose what to do without any struggle, you will choose spirituality.

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I related happines with that feeling in childhood, where everything seems to be amazing and extraordinary. Sometimes i get glimpses of it, out of nowhere.

Recently working on this draw of a model. Takes a lot of time to draw anything...

If you find a pretty smart scientist let him do their things. I've know some pretty smart people and they love to work, and are very passionate.

I use to read in a quiet place, but ultimaty is plenty of noise in my house like sounds of cars, people walking by near my window, family talking in the table, etc. So I decide to tried binaurals, and they work nice. Its much preferible listen to some kind of chill music than unpleasant noises. But if you have a quiet place I dont see the need of use music at all.

This is trance techno. I discovered this music recently and I think is pretty cool.