GreenWoods

When I am aware, then you are not aware. When you are aware, then I am not aware. There can only be one Consciousness. God is One! God can't split itself.

So you believe. That's how the illusion of living a life is created. Imagination Imagination imagination imagination imagination Yes I'm addicted to that word Because there is nothing but imagination.

ok, I'm aware.

Memory is imagination. Go imagine a unicorn running on Mars. Your memory is made up of the exact same "stuff", which is imagination. Both are imagination, your memory is not more real than that unicorn. The reason you have memory is that God can experience the illusion of not being God.

If you are aware right now, then I am not aware, I am your imagination. There is only one Consciousness. God can't split itself.

There is no past.

It's not possible to prove an infinite past because there is no past. Are you ever getting it? And this can't be proven to you by me because you are imagining/hallucinating me. Only you can find out how it works. And it's through higher consciousness, not logic.

Exactly. But are you sure you grasp all of its ramifications?

Happy dreaming

From the absolute perspective there are no other avatars. Only this bubble. From the relative perspective there are infinite avatars, and all are equally related to your current one. An alien avatar is not less related to your avatar than the one 5 minutes ago. The only reason why you would have memories from an avatar from "your past life" and not from an alien in a different universe is so that there is the illusion that you are living a life and you are a soul that lived a past live and now is living this life. God can give you past life memories. (Which would be fake memories like all memories). But then the illusion of death isn't as strong any more. Depending on what kind of dream God wants to create, God either gives you past live memories or not.

You are saying that God is the original cause. God causes the food to cause you to gain weight. Right? But that's not how it works. God doesn't need an intermediate thing that causes something for God. God just directly creates it. Direct Creation/Imagination/Manifestation. No steps inbetween. No middle mans. It's exactly like in a video game or dream. Do same investigations into how these work.

What do you want to say with that? Your body is created from scratch in every bubble, just like the rest of the bubble.

Yes, that's all part of the illusion/dream. You think you have a whole life to live, when actually your ego lives only for this one moment. The ego 5 minutes ago was a different ego. Imagine you clone your body. The cloned body is created from scratch. And even though it looks exactly like the original you, it's in a sense a completely new and different person, with its own unique consciousness and it's own ego.

You imagine there being a connection. There is no causation and no effects. God imagines/creates a bubble from scratch. God can create a bubble which seems to be caused by another bubble. In the same way as food seems to cause you gaining weight. But it never was the food, it was God. If God wants God can also imagine the illusion that when you eat you lose weight. In a car video game, is it the engine of the car that causes the car to drive? Cause and effect is an illusion.

Actually, it's not the body-mind that is the avatar but the whole bubble. The bubble is an incarnation of God. All of God incarnates as that one bubble.

Each bubble has its own avatar. Because every bubble is created from scratch. It wasn't caused by another bubble, there is no link between bubbles. Every avatar lives for one moment.

You can't understand God with logic. Only higher consciousness will do. And then you realize that the past and future is your imagination right now. From the relative perspective, every possible bubble exists. But that doesn't mean that God starts with one bubble which then evolves into another bubble and so on. The closest you could say is that God imagines all of these bubbles at once. No bubble is before or after another bubble. No bubble causes another bubble. They all exist beside each other, outside of time. There is no causation. It's an infinite number of bubbles with no beginning and no end, because there is no time. Time is something that is imagined within a bubble. However this is not how it ultimately works. And about the idea that, there was one origninal moment like before the big bang, then the big bang, which causes the universe and everything evolves over time and one thing causes another thing. That is pure illusion, pure fantasy.

I'd try find someone who has a strong natural transmission, like Jan Esmann, Mooji, Sadhguru, Amma,... There surely are such people in north America, but I don't know of anyone. (Kai Shanti, but I think she currently doesn't hold retreats)

the only thing helpful is higher consciousness

The beginning is now.

Maybe he uses different words to say that God is Nothingness. That realization is not higher than God Realization though.

Do you know some good tutorials how to do that? I did a bit of research some time ago, but all I could find seemed way too weak sauce, I can't imagine that stuff works, except for those who are extremely talented.

Higher consciousness

For lucid dreaming, read through tutorials on dreamviews.com and reddit. Maybe some youtube videos too. For psychic abilities, maybe these posts help: link, link.

I'm sorry to hear about all the suffering you have to go through. I suppose you have already tried many things to improve your situation. If all of that doesn't work, and you don't see hope in improving your situation with normal means, then I recommend you try asking angels for help. Get the book archangels of magick by Damon Brand (ebook is fine) and go to the chapter "chrisis magick". And do that several times, for all major aspects of your life. And then use the "archangels sigils of power" for all minor aspects of your life. Do as much as possible. Also get the book "Angelic sigils keys and calls" by Ben Woodcroft. I feel like this stuff could actually help you. If you think this doesn't work, read the reviews on Amazon. But still keep trying everything you can with normal means.