JayFueel

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  1. In Leo’s ‘What is death?’ video he states that when we die we’ll automatically merge back with the godhead. Is it possible to merge with the godhead while alive (using 5-MeO-DMT, meditation, etc. for example) or will there always be layers of reality that are impossible to uncover regardless of how much work is put into spirituality?
  2. WARNING: PLEASE DON'T SUFFOCATE YOURSELF Pick your favorite blanket, lay down and cover yourself from head to toe. The idea is to try and remain calm even though you are getting less oxygen. I just did this and came out feeling refreshed. What do you think?
  3. I've been craving some mindfucks lately
  4. Despite this obvious fact, it's easy to believe that you will never find somebody to love so deeply ever again. I just got out of my first ever relationship of 3.5 years and honestly deep down I know it's best for both of us but my mind brings up the good moments we've shared together and I find myself second guessing whether or not I made the right choice.
  5. @Knock All I'm saying is 99% of people involved with mlms lose money because 99% of mlms are strictly stage orange corporations. Ive personally discovered a mlm with no fees/ requirements and they are growing very rapidly.
  6. There are only a few aspects of modern day 'pyramid schemes' that give the entire multi-level marketing business model a bad reputation. I realized this when I learned about a relatively new 'pyramid scheme' that is proving a customer-oriented business model (aka stage Green) alongside an exceptional product line has the capacity to become a reliable source of income for many people. Howcome affialate marketing is boasted by many entrepreneurs while multi-level marketing is perceived as a scam? Simple, the majority of mlms have some form of risk involved. The common start up fees and monthly fees/ requirements seen amongst many modern mlms is a disservice to what the future business model holds. My prediction is that more mlms will begin to adopt stage Green ideologies.
  7. There are only a few aspects of modern day 'pyramid schemes' that give the entire multi-level marketing business model a bad reputation. I realized this when I learned about a relatively new 'pyramid scheme' that is proving a customer-oriented business model (aka stage Green) alongside an exceptional product line has the capacity to become a reliable source of income for many people. Howcome affialate marketing is boasted while multi-level marketing is perceived as a scam? Simple, the majority of mlms have some form of risk involved. The common start up fees and monthly fees/ requirements seen amongst many modern mlms is a disservice to what the future business model holds. My prediction is that more mlms will begin to adopt stage Green ideologies.
  8. Thanks for your response! The money comes primarily from reoccurring customers that order products from an online mall. The products this company distributes has some of the best reviews I've ever seen, which is the primary reason why I'm extremely intrigued by this opportunity. A cap essentially allows for anything that members make over the cap to be distributed across all members. Not directly but by having a higher commission for all members.
  9. Is it possible for a network marketing business to be primarily Stage Green oriented? I recently came across a mlm opportunity that seems to have tackled all the negative aspects of the traditional mlm business. For example, there are no fees whatsoever to start or maintain the business. There's also a cap for how much each individual can make which makes it a better opportunity for members. The CEO of the company seems to be extremely humanitarian orientated. Within his speeches he has a reoccurring message of to live a successful and happy life, you must enjoy your work while lifting up others around you; otherwise, what's the point? I'm curious as to what your thoughts are?
  10. I've always been able to see trillions of tiny black "particles" racing around my vision if I specifically seek them out, regardless of whether my eyes are closed or not. Was your experience similar to mine?
  11. Last night I took 600 mg of DXM and combined it with cannabis. I had an experience that was more profound than the experiences I've had through Shrooms and LSD. Essentially, I became completely conscious that each moment is eternal. This experience utterly shocked the shit out of me. It was so profound yet so alien that I thought I had become completely insane. Perhaps it was all just delusion; however, in that precise moment there was absolutely no distinguishing between real and unreal.
  12. I have always been attracted to the prospect of creating worlds from scratch for others to experience. Beginning at age 10 (i'm 22 now) I would scour the internet for how I could make video games. I started off by creating simple 2D games through drag and drop. Making these games were fun; however, I knew that I would need to learn actual programming if I ever wanted to create sophisticated 3D experiences so I made it my next priority to graduate with a computer science degree. I knew that I wanted to provide profound experiences for people and I knew that VR was the future, I just had no idea how I would make these two relate to each other. Recently I've been hearing a lot about sensory deprivation tanks which are capable of allowing you to stop feeling your body altogether. You exist as pure thought. I had to try this out as it sounded like a once in a lifetime experience, and believe me when I say it's as amazing as it sounds. Right in the middle of the session, I knew that my life's purpose is to implement VR in conjunction with sensory deprivation. I'm not sure how this will all play out; however, for the first time ever I feel like I have found a niche that would perfectly align with my creativity.
  13. @TrynaBeTurquoise 1. I bought cough suppressant pills with DXM as the only active ingredient. 2. This was smoked cannabis. I didn't consume any cannabis a month prior to the trip which made it exponentially more intense for obvious reasons. 3. I took DXM first. I smoked when I felt the peak starting to begin (about 2.5 hours in). I've found that people have totally polarizing views on DXM. They tend to either despise it or absolutely adore the experience to the point where it can be dangerously addicting. For me, lower doses (300 mg) always leave me wanting more; however, this previous trip was so powerful that I don't think i'll be trying to recreate that experience anytime soon. I think the reason most people are put off by DXM is that the come-up is pretty miserable. On high doses, I get flu like symptoms and get nausea to the point where I may need to throw up. I found that chewing on ginger throughout the come-up and taking a Benadryl 30 minutes in can reduce these effects. That being said, these effects tend to diminish regardless Just before the peak. As for long-term side-effects, i'm not an expert by any means but through research I've discovered that it is relatively safe when done with at least a 3 week break in between doses.
  14. @Leo Gura Two days later I feel my mind rationalizing the experience; however, deep down I know it was no ordinary experience.
  15. @TrynaBeTurquoise I felt extremely refreshed. Two days later, I'm still experiencing an afterglow.
  16. @Peo It's a dissociative; however, when I combined it with Cannabis I had the deepest "psychedelic" experience of my life.
  17. @astrokeen I have been meditating and self-inquiring daily for two years now. Although I had this realization, I'd label it only as a glimpse which had reinforced the spiritual path for me.
  18. Not a psychedelic but on 600mg of DXM and some weed I realized oneness more so than on any other drug I've taken, including 5 trips on 150ug lsd and one 2g shrooms trip.
  19. @Synchronicity Hey Ethan, I'm an aspiring game designer and I think VR has so much potential to introduce people to spirituality. I envision a game centered around great art design and music (something like Journey) that is able to connect with people's higher-selves. The thing is that I would have to invest at least 5 years of my life to create such a game, and since the game development industry is notoriously competitive for indie studios, I worry that the game would flop. As a result, I haven't been able to reconcile how I should balance pure creativity while still making a profit in mainstream gaming culture. I'm curious as to what your take is on this?
  20. I just realized that the notion of surrendering is so important because surrender is literally all there is. When you truly surrender, all you're doing is shedding the illusion of control you think you have. Surrendering is just becoming conscious of the fact that consciousness has already surrendered to itself, for infinity!
  21. Any "witness" is just a construction of the mind. The HERE NOW needs no witness for it to exist. I recently had this thought experiment: Isn't it possible that there can be an infinite number of witnesses to your experience? Not in parallel realities, but exactly where you are right now. Why do you assume that "you" are the only witness to yourself? Perhaps your experience would be no different if there were an infinite number of witnesses as opposed to no witnesses at all. Sorry if that was hard to follow.
  22. I find it amusing that a supposedly awakened being continues to hold the duality of natural and unnatural. If I may ask, what exactly have you awakened to?
  23. I dosed 300mg about 2 hours ago and I currently feel closer to my true nature. What are your experiences on DXM?