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@LSD-Rumi it is for target practice

@Princess Arabia it was just a playful comment.. jeesh.

Brah. I didn’t expect a post like this from you.

This is what I mean.. Such a waste:

You are stage red light district

Give a name of the person you are talking about.

True. Persona is essential to operate in society. Says more about you and what you value and says nothing about me.

So I guess you belong to the group that has all the answers. Shit shows are part of public discourse. If you try to suppress that part of the forum, there will be a huge collective shadow on this forum. Even more than there is.

How old would you like to be? Personally I’m resent being old and I don’t know what to do if I would turn in such a vegetable: Personally I think the age of 70-79 is perfect. You still have some autonomy and you can still do some fun stuff. After 80 you just turn into a nuisance for yourself and for others and a drain for society at large. I have a very healthy lifestyle in terms of nutrition and activities but perhaps I will change my lifestyle to an unhealthy one when I reach death to avoid being the guy in the video.

God made you in the image of himself. You are already perfect as you are. And everybody understands this on an intuitive level. It is the ego that wants to eternalize an ego situationship.

Yea I know that my view on tattoos aren’t loving so I try to censor myself to not hurt people but this only treats the symptoms of the problem instead of the cause. I don’t know how to love tattoos though. I guess I don’t have to love it. I just have to stop judging it I think. No quote or visual is bad ass enough as to print it on my chest or limbs. And my love can’t be reduced to a visual and a quote anyway. To be honest I do like looking at tattoos and psycho analyzing them in the Jungian tradition. They are artifacts of a person’s psychology but as you said these artifacts come and go. I don’t want to imprint them on my fucking chest.

@Salvijus @NoSelfSelf the real problem is my judgemental attitude. I find tats very shallow things. It is a sign of low consciousness from my POV. Usually people take shallow tats about deep topics like love and spirituality and I need to accept their level of understanding of it. Hell I need to learn a lot about the topic of love and spirituality. Perhaps I should take a tattoo but I know I will regret it lol.

I enjoy churches although I’m not Christian. A good church has a very peaceful and healing atmosphere to it.

Being awake and being able to teach wokeness are two different things. There are people who are woke but can’t teach it because they are bad teachers. You can talk good or bad about Alan Watts level of wokeness but he was a hell of a teacher. Perhaps the best western spirituality teacher with minimal spiritual ego.

Yea yea, you are “God” so just around telling people you are god and find out what happens. In my opinion on an absolute level you are but on a relative level you aren’t. And when you say “I’m god” you say it in 3D relative reality. So there is no point saying you are god because they moment you say it you ain’t it. It is just your ego talking. So in my opinion there is always a dynamic between god and human. For a long time I didn’t understand it but I think now I do. The dynamic between God and human can be compared to the dynamic between teacher and student. The teacher teaches to all of his students and it is up to the students to take the lessons. If they do or don’t is up to the student and the responsibility of the student. God doesn’t give private classes. And if you fail he won’t coming knocking on your door. Just like real teachers.

You already found your OnlyFans account name.

Lately I have been doing a lot of meditation and sometimes I think where the fuck did I end up? On a fucking rock turning around a fire ball with strangle figments making funny noises out of their mouth and other extrinsic creatures. It is fascinating and disturbing at the same time that I'm the only person thinking like this or at least it seems like it. Most people are too busy with the rat race to have even have this extrinsic realizations. I do feel weird for it. I wish I could just one of the Joneses because now there is no way back. If I ever just settle down and be one of the Joneses I will never be happy because I had a peak behind the curtains. In that sense I feel like one of those first European explorers that landed on the American continent and set their ships on fire, signalling to their own psyche there is no way back, only a way forward.

Nobody is stopping you from doing that right now. I bet there is a market for you. Stay calm please.

@Roy she is a sweet lady but obviously she has some alternative insights on things. Unfortunately there are some mods who are enabling this. I’m kind of afraid to say something back to her because this mod is very keen on labeling people “women unfriendly”.

I think I should become a better liar then. Because saying the truth to everybody is not a good idea. lol.

@Princess Arabia I didn’t want to come off as disrespectful. I was just annoyed how you push back on others but don’t want any push back yourself.

So because it is not safe to sit in front of my porch I should let randoms pound me? That doesn’t make sense. If I don’t like a McDonald’s job there are many other jobs I can do that doesn’t involve random things going inside of me. To go into sex industry involves special consideration and it is not comparable to a regular job. You are trying to make it sound like it is a regular job.

@Princess Arabia If a job is a job then I would just go for a mcdonalds job if a job is a job so that is why I'm asking if you are honest to yourself. You as an escort definitely get some guys who haven't wiped their ass and other nasty stuff. I knew this one girl who worked in that industry and she told me all the weird shit and stinky asses she encountered. It could be dangerous too in so many ways.

@Princess Arabia how do you combine high consciousness with being an escort? I can imagine it can be a tough job. Are you even honest towards yourself? From what I heard from girls from the industry, mostly weird guys with stinky asses who can’t get girls order such services. I’m just asking because I’m curious because I have a hard time imagining how I would enjoy that.

@Princess Arabia aren't you in the porn industry? How can you even talk like this?