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Who am I to judge

Go to the root of your jealousy. You need to meditate on the ego and comprehend this emotion instead of trying to cure the symptoms. Emotions are trying to tell you something.

They look shook and non confident I think they know they are fucked judging from their vibe

Pff, I have to admit I did fantasize about it but I don't want it. I'm nowhere close to settling down right now. I don't even know her enough; just met her once. That is not a good test for love, dude.

It feels like a disease. The thing is that I can only see her two weeks from now. So I’m stuck with my feelings.

I still find her cute after that

Old people can also go to the gym and make gains. In fact they should go to the gym but that doesn't mean they will make the same gains of a 20 year old.

Suffering doesn't build character. Suffering is just suffering. Just like energy is energy. But you can use this "suffering" to become aware of your inner mechanics and upgrade your inner mechanics. So suffering just a device. Energy to observe, comprehend and transcend.

If your young you can still let go of trauma, because your software (thoughts/emotions) become your hardware (your body). But if you are getting older (after 25), those patterns of trauma get hard wired into your body more and more. And it becomes you. That is when you see a grumpy old male or female you will see how the person view of life ingrained into their face. So my advice is to work on your traumas while you are young before you become one of those grumpy fucks. Working on your trauma, if you have any should be your top n1 priority.

A little update: sexual transmutation has been transformational for me. Things that couldn't be fixed and understood intellectually, are energetically understood. Talking with girls and flirting with them is the same: it all happens energetically. Yesterday I hooked a 10/10. These are rare to find to begin with. But she was truly the reincarnation of Persephone. I walked into the venue, and she spot me energetically unmistakably, I spot her energetically too; too hard to not miss such a force of mother nature. And everything happened just based on flow. The world is just a reflection of yourself. The kingdom of God is within. Once you tap into this field, no need to learn pick up. Pickup still can provide some handy skills to navigate situations but it nothing more than the cherry on top of the cake.

If you know how to do sexual transmutation (converting libido) you don't even to learn game. To any newbies, if you want to make progress fast learn how to yield this explosive power called libido. I don't even run game, my body just do all the work, because I conditioned my mind that fuckery with porn and masturbation is not allowed. Powerful shit can happen if you stop cheating the mating hierarchy by fooling your body-mind you spread your genes while in reality you just played with their private part at home by watching pixels jumping on a screen. In the past people didn't need to study game because people didn't watch porn. If you have a need to learn game there is something wrong with you. The biggest ballers out there don't have to learn game. It is truly a waste of time. I wish somebody told me this so here I'm. Now I just look a girl in the face and she knows what is up. No need for game. Just exchange of energy is enough. If you can yield your sexual energy like you would yield a wild horse, you don't have to push around a dead ass donkey. Your body-mind will do all the work for you like a work horse. And after that you will be able to use that horse for achieving other things in your life. Especially if you feel like a dead beat donkey you need to try sexual transmutation. If you have high libido it will be one of the hardest things you will do but it will be worth it.

That was savage haha I want to see Leo and Rogan in a room.

I copied Andrew Tate's vibe (without the toxic mindset) and girls adore it. ?

You need a role model who can speak very well and copy his catch phrases. Once you integrated his language skills, you can choose another role model until you develop your own style.

You just have to find a girl who is desperate too and slowly build yourself up the social ladder. If you find your way to getting one girl, getting a better girl will be easier. It is called the winner effect. And you can winner effect on getting your first gf by building up momentum. If watching porn breaks your momentum to go out, it is good you stopped. Don't listen to other people; people are different. You know what is best for you and that is how you build intuition and confidence.

Self observation of maya within yourself will uncurtain false/old beliefs making room for new ones.

And then be an empty shell of a human

You ended it with him because of your gut feeling? Hm. Speak up. Sounds to me like you pushed away somebody good for no apparent reason. That gut feeling is something you need to meditate on. It could be just trauma who is hell bent on recreating trauma.

Which lectures are recommended?

You don’t learn fighting until you get punched in the face

Personally I don't NATO expansion will bring stability in Europe. We have to find a balance. That is the meaning of peace. In this sense Germany plays a stabilizing role in Europe and understands that it has to find a resolution with Russia. Ukraine and Sweden are afraid of their own security so they will do everything tip the balance in their favor but I think that will be at the cost of benefit of Europe as a whole. Ukraine and Sweden should sit at the table with Russia and come to an agreement.

This applies on Tate: https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMYdgh7S4/ There is a lot to be learned from Tate even if you hate him. He is an interesting case study. His rise was quick and his fall too. But in retrospect he had a great influence on me. Thanks to him I got into Boxing Chess doing 80 push ups every day got into business developed a killer mindset more proactive in general I just took from him what I needed. Obviously there are a lot that I don’t need from him like pimping girls and other stuff. It is a mark of SD yellow to be able to learn from the devil.

She has a podcast on red pill and she became big with Andrew Tate’s rise by giving mouth service

One can't calculate what one can't see with the mind's eye. Calculations in chess are pretty straightforward. Making the calculations is the most easiest part of chess. Having foresight is something one can't force. You either see it or you don't. Chess helped me a lot with understanding my own psyche through direct exp.

A lot of women have rape fantasies but no way such a scenario would play out for the rest of your life. Especially in modern day world Russia would not get away with rape on a massive scale. True, Germany doesn't want to turn Europe in a blood bath. More countries should follow Germany's lead. No way Russia is pulling out so the best is to find a compromise. Russia is already hurt bad economically and in every other way, no way they will try again.