Raptorsin7

@Javfly33 Yeah I think if someone thinks of themselves as an expert meditator they should test their understanding against a psychidelic at least a few times in their lives

Only on actualized.org can you tell someone they are out of their minds and they will take it as a compliment haha @mandyjw @LastThursday

1. Hrv breathing 2. Going to the experience of being aware, recognize you are aware. 3. Rest in that space. 4. Emotions come in the body 5. a) When Emotions Come up (negative) chant Ohm/Amen(no difference) Into the negative emotions or difficult feelings arise. - 5-10/15/20 minutes. Don't need to do it too long. Start with 5 minutes. 5. b) Or use the name of a sacred figure and chant the name into the difficult emotions arising. Jesus, Budhha, etc. Pick one that works for you. You can chant either during the outbreathe or you can chant just resting in the state of awareness. 6. Sit in the clarity. Rest in clarity from the Ohm clearing the negative emotions

Sounds like a pretty awesome problem to have

Haha facts

@Zeroguy Last question. Do you have any fear of death? if you got cancer diagnosis tmrw would you be afraid or completely at peace?

You never answered, or even tried to answer my question. What I am doing is trying to stay as experience of being aware without getting distracted so I can have emotional release and acess parts of myself only available so far in lsd trips. I know what happens when you stay being aware for prolonged period and I want it.

You are deflecting from the question. What i'm doing about it is trying to understand the essence of what people here are talking about.

@Zeroguy Yeah but there could be levels above you. Also, can you give me answer to my question about dream board. If not how can you be highest level?

How can you be sure your assessment is accurate? There's clearly more work to do for let's say Leo. His personality/character is not at the level he believes himself to be

I am the most woke Also, to anyone who believes in dreamboard. Write "10 million dollars for Raptorsin7 by May 20th 2021" on board and please send money. UNCONDITIONAL limitless being. I'll be waiting

@intotheblack People are multidimensional. Some aspects of you might be red, some might be blue etc

I wonder why zero stopped being interested in spirituality. I've been reading @zeroISinfinity's original posts, the guy was a legit seeker with great insight. I wish we had more people who were actually seeking enlightenment on here.

I bet within a few years his personality/character will be much more loving. I think he has to act a certain way too because of business and his dependence on actualized.org If he came out here like Matt Khan who knows what kind of effect that would have on his business. I wouldn't be surprised to see him take some time off and step away from actualized.org for a bit and then come with a completely transformed personality.

zero's next journal title... "Wrath of the random serb"

People like nice looking things. When I see a beautiful woman theres something that lights up in me. You will get treated better all else equal the more good looking you are. Classic halo effect. Source. r/iamverygoodlooking

@Adamq8 Who are the best non-dual teachers in your opinion?

@Inva why are you pushing our good friend zero?

@Consilience I wonder if doing psychideilcs has allowed you go to deeper into sober meditation than you otherwise could have. I've heard one story on a podcast of someone claiming that after smoking DMT a person was able to access those heightened without DMT. It's like DMT opened the pathway, but who knows how long it would have taken to open the pathways without DMT.

Zero's posts can come across as triggering, I know I've felt the desire to respond and call him on his posts sometimes. I wonder what that guy's reasoning was for challenging him. Maybe he was trying to help him by calling him out. That's one thing I've noticed about myself, I do better when someone gets in my face and yells at me. It forces me to be better. It was one of the issues growing up, my dad worked a lot and was avoidant so he never disciplined me and my mom was weak.

Dam I believe my understanding has regressed. It's like I forgot the truth. Yesterday it was so obvious and everything was clicking, but now I don't have the same level of enthusiasm and trust in the process. This has been happening for a while now. In one moment I believe I have moved to a new level of understanding, then within a few days, hours etc I completely lose the understand, only for it to be rediscovered at a later time during meditation etc. I should make a post about this. If anyone reading this has any insight feel free to comment, otherwise i'll make a separate post.

@VeganAwake I'm still waitinf for this to feel like bliss and love.???

@Surfingthewave Thanks for the response. Nice to hear from you too, I wish we had more genuine seekers on here like you tbh. This is probably my biggest road block right now. I have 0 discipline. I eat pretty poorly and the only exercise I get is at work and I spend most of the time sitting there too. I've been clinging to past experiences where singular meditation sessions, combined with psychs, just completely altered my personality for the better so I thought I could bypass those aspects and just focus on meditation but I'm starting to realize there needs to be a balance. From what I understand acceptance and being open is the key. I just re-discovered a bunch of Rupert's videos where he talks about how happiness comes from saying yes to experience as it is right now and it really resonates, I think this is the key. I think that staying with the experience of being aware, acceptance, saying yes etc (I like to think of these as all pointing to the same experience) over a long period of time without getting distracted is where deep growth comes from. I think it takes time for the body to release it's pent up stuff and if you only spend a few minutes being aware and then go unconscious your body can never give up the tensions that are causing so much distress. I am a big believer in the power if singular meditation sessions done properly because of what i've experienced on psychs and I've seen how quickly things can change when you go deep enough inside and can stay silent without being distracted. Thanks I believe I'm making good progress too. My only concern is just getting stuck here in this endless seeking phase. How many teachers have you heard who were seekers for like 20 years etc. I'm ready to move on from spirituality and just go live life

@VeganAwake What's the longest you've just sat/laid down and just lived this understanding? Just being.

Wow nice point, I've never thought about this before