Malekakisioannis

1. There is no such thing as "at the beginning of time". 2. God is also absolute nothingness 3. Will to die and will to live are both alive in us because we are both nothing and something

@Ishanga the only reason no one of us is enlightened is because there is only one.

@Chadders there is no other life. There is no death. You are in the middle of eternity. This right now is enlightenment.

@Franz_ universe and God are identical. They are eternal and infinite.

@Yeah Yeah brother I fucking exist. I am sitting here in my room contemplating what to do with my life too.

I would walk down the streets seeing others as myself in the form of other. The other me wasn't the source of me but I was the source of it in its form (I hope you understand what I am saying). I would walk through patios where people were eating food and enjoying themselves seeing myself the way I see myself in the mirror in a regular state of consciousness but in this case the image of me were the people, the patio and the entire scene where experience was happening. I could see myself beyond all the otherness that was appearing to me through different forms. Why was that terrifying? It seems a beautiful experience to me.

@TheGod why would you question the experiences? What makes you question them? i mean if it was direct experience and you were absolutely sure as you say then you cant turn to anyone and question them... 🤷 do you feel that something is missing? And what might be that?

@samijiben 😂

I have no access to psychedelics. Are there any books that talk about reality as my imagination?

@samijiben it seems that what you say is grounded on the presumably uncognized assumption that psychedelics are not immanent to you.

@Yeah Yeah it seems that you are preoccupied with some thoughts about yourself as a human being. These thoughts present yourself as a horrible being whose only condemnation is decay and death. I don't know you as you do, but I know myself and because of that I know what effects thoughts, let alone thoughts of this kind, have on my life. I haven't had the misfortune to feel that way about my life, I admit it, and I could never imagine talking about myself that way. It makes me feel bad to see someone talking about their life and themselves that way. I can't believe what you must have experienced to perceive your existence like this. No, existence is not only light and I know that, but at the end of the day I experience love, if the price is eternal torture, then love is worth it. I hope that someday you feel that way too. We don't know each other but I want you to know that I love you, not as the person you are because I have no idea what kind of person you are, but because you exist like me, you are ignorant like me, you are suffering like me. love yourself a little too, you deserve it.

@Someone here i ve taken dmt several times. I haven't had the insight that I am imagining reality though. Okay my pov is like a hallucination and everything i think is a hallucination too which means that I don't know shit about anything, but the fact that I create everything, that has never shown up.

@Salvijus high doses of psychedelics it is then

And what was your experience with it? @Leo Gura

@Leo Gura thats a new one from leo the solipsist. "Animals have experience" -Leo Gura I will make this into a quote and post it on my wall.

@Leo Gura what about those mathematical demons you ve been talking about?

@Leo Gura Why horrifying? Was it an insight about reality or the experience was distressing in itself? Like the demons coming out of the wall...

@Jannes yes there is hella wakeness there, I do not deny that. He is also a masterful examiner of consciousness, one of a kind. I only compare him to what is beyond, be it "leo" or whichever conscious mind that has gone to those lenghts the leo body mind has gone. Leo for what I can say, has gone to some extremities that require a certain kind of dedication that is found only in one of several billion individuals.

Leo is miles beyond Ralston and I ve been following them both since 2013. I think Leo gives too much credit to him while Peter is too self absorbed thinking that his got reality by the balls. He would shit himself if he had seen what Leo has gone through. And no, I am not a leo fan boy, I believe Leo has done a lot of damage, he has certainly damaged me... anyway, nothing of importance will be said in this convo, an old dog doesn't learn new tricks. Some 5meo up his nose would be some content I would pay for though.

@Leo Gura this is too tolerant. Immediate ban.

@KGrimes cool story bro. Now throw them out of the window.

@Leo Gura you have literally told me that I am all alone suffering for eternity, what else do you think can depress me?

@Will1125 you are not something is experiencing this body. YOU are the experience.

@Leo Gura @Leo Gura I am struggling to understand. Can you elaborate? I am a dream right now. I assume you too are a dream. That assumption maybe wrong, but let's not take it to extreme skepticism. How do those 2 dreams relate and interact? Do I have authority over the dream that you are and If yes how much? Do you think there is a substance that connects the two dreams?

@Leo Gura how do the dreams of all of us synchronize? do you suggest a shared dream kind of landscape where certain rules forbid certain exchange of information? Solipsism solves this problem, but the necessity of relationship dynamics contradict this prospect. One possibility is that everyone is completely free to create anything while everyone is also protected from individual will. Another is that there is a balance between what you control by your will and the will of the other. I could add to that that the more consciousness you have the less the will of the other has power over you. My hunch is that IT is a paradoxically intelligent design that i will never understand.