Soulbass

You can't share the piece of cake.

1 - Purposes of life because everyone has his or her own purpose in this life Stalker 2 - Love and relationships Carl & Ellie (Up) : https://vimeo.com/88258699 5 - Beauty of everything in life The Tree of Life 10 - Personality Types and Crimes Bronson

I did another 5 days fast (water + coconut water) : When the mind is in "survival" mode, it's less bothered by neurotic concerns. It's more clear and calm. On the physical side, the 3rd day is the most difficult, then it's ok (walking, bicycle...) Though, the little "fascism" I have with myself about what is good food or not - living healthy or not - is creating wars/suffering. The ego backlash was as strong as my intention to perform the perfect fast. The more I try, the more I fail (polarity). So I've accepted the idea of not knowing what is good or bad food, to get rid of the wars within myself. I've stopped identifying with the food I eat. In short : accepting death. The emotion/intention seems to be more important than everything else. I'll be back to fasting, it's maybe something to do several times in a years. I'll experiment now with "one meal a day" and "one day off per week". Things I've definitely erased from my habits recently : salt, cooked oils, wheat, dairy products.

I did once ADA (all day awareness) & SSILD (senses induced) for one week, then WBTB > WILD > FA > RC. Acronyms here : https://www.dreamviews.com/wiki/Acronym-List The details were amazing. Nothing special really happened, but knowing that you're dreaming while experiencing this level of vividness and lucidity, was ground breaking.

A lucid dreamer is like an astronaut exploring the subconscious mind. You can find here insights on your psyche, and creative solutions. If you want to learn, I can't recommend enough "Are you dreaming ?" by Daniel Love. He focus on techniques : psychological skills, brain chemistry & timing.

I've seen the face of the "never ending appetite" demon influencing me (which I've created) in several dreams. It really wants me to act a certain way (food addiction, optimizing stuff, multi-tasking & rushing). The root cause of this addiction is from a sexual nature. This entity may find home in my body between 2nd and 3rd chakras. Emotions are supposed to go away (in inferior realms, to be recycled by those creatures) it's because we let the "household refuse" in the living room, that rats takes place. Everything in the universe is as it's place, it's so fucking perfect.

These are interesting suppositions : - Mastabas might have been used for "dark room retreats" : https://www.actualized.org/insights/dark-room-retreats-5-meo-dmt https://hridaya-yoga.com/reflections-on-a-40-day-dark-retreat/ - Channeling with Ra : Channeling is something I've been experiencing, I have no doubt this is real, but I don't know for the books... http://www.llresearch.org/library/the_law_of_one_pdf/the_law_of_one_pdf.aspx - Horus's eye & brain :

"You are the average of the 5 people you spend the most time with" ^^ I guess this works for pewdiepie videos too..

@F A B I think you're friend was interested in power, and he got it twice : by giving money to the homeless man, and by valorizing his action asking you to do the same - even tho he's authentic.

okay. lucky you. i tried once, i had acidity in my sinus for 3 days, and i couldn't sleep

And I'm AWAKE AF O_O

Books : - 1984 - Parfume Movies : - The Red Turtle - The Tree of Life - The Dance of Reality Edit : +Jonathan living stone the seagull - but I wouldn't recommend it

Don't stress it, it takes months to change habits. Start with the easiest things. This worked for me : having a chocolate bar somewhere (hidden) in case, you know it's there. If you really need it it's here, so you can feel more comfortable. You have the choice : ignoring the chocolate bar, watching it, or eating it. Backsliding is OK, as long as you're doing you're best to change you're habits. Gradually you will shift the center of gravity of you're habits (homeostasis). What would you like to cut off ?

@Akim Only here and now is important. Everything you decide to do, is perfection, even doubting. It's crazy how we project our fears, and use others to justify our drama. Once you understood life is a playground, you can have a Lamborghini if you want (don't take anything I say seriously, I'm just messing around).

I've been trying prayers lately, to angels and my inner guide. Asking is helping yourself, because everything is "one" and contained within infinite. When I was around teen I've read books about psychology & the brain, but I wasn't satisfied with all the answers, I felt like it didn't explain everything. One day I've had a talk with a psychic, which changed a lot my paradigm (felt like a cold shower). This brutal paradigm shift, made me more humble, about what I though were "right" or not. Since I'm more open to woo-woo, I feel like Alice in wonderland ^^ In fact I prefer not to know, because "knowing what is true" is deluded.

@Omario We are born in a culture that says "things are this way". It takes years of gradual investigation, to even start considering those "woo woo" things a reality. I've been there. Guess what ? The more you discover the true for yourself, the more you'll wish you could go back, because of it's overwhelming complexity.

@DocHoliday I'm gonna read you're post again, cause I may not have understood it right. I find interesting to broaden you're horizons of what are the possibilities, in term of human psyche. Those videos are great examples (the ones you posted). I love this one :

@Omario In my opinion, according to my past experiences, and years of questioning/researching, astrology (dunno about numerology, but it's probably the same) just works. I think beliefs shapes our reality, on a fundamental level (not only perceptions, but "your" universe). That's crazy enough to say ^^

A super-star I have discovered lately : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCc1lGoEVffJmXTrtd6GCn_A

In think Astrology is a system that works, but it doesn't contradict what seems more direct in our experience. You may have missed the train because it was written, AND because you didn't run fast enough. (It was written, but you've created it). I've bought a 1-year chart on alabe.com and I'm doing a blind test. I would say it's interesting to know what "periods" we're going through.

@Nahm Rage is a bit outdated, what current music are you listening to ? Or are you going to confirm that ? : "People with 30.000 dollars sound system, don't listen to new music" -Seth Godin (no offence, I just don't know you're life, I'm just guessing you have a very expensive sound system^^).

@DocHoliday The sad story is when people with autism get involved with these social media moves (like some of the dudes, it seems, in the 4 videos you posted). I wanna balance that : https://fstoppers.com/portraits/autism-pictures-work-timothy-archibald-5207

Apart from that "cringe" became a marketing argument, check that : It's kinda like the "underground" and the "mainstream" went to up-side down, the past 20 years, because of the internet. (well maybe I'm a bit obsessed with the industry of entertainment)

@DocHoliday Well it makes sense to me sharing those videos, dunno if that resonate with you. I consume a broad amount of culture, because that's what fascinates me. It's only 0,001% of reality tho. The proofs are infinite ^^