Bill W

Hey Dan, It's worded like it's a work specific problem, is that the case? These are acute moments (as opposed to more chronic) overwhelm triggered by occasional difficult interactions at work? Do they come on suddenly when a request is communicated poorly or perhaps you are already overwhelmed and it's the straw that broke the camel's back kind of thing? Love your honesty and also Melwyn reply above. I'm also highly introverted and trying to control aspects of my behaviour at work.

Great to see that this forum is helping you self-actualize. You will be enlightened in no time. @Surfingthewave Thanks for the thread. A good reminder for me that a meditative state can be achieved at work as well as home.

Exactly! Haven't quite taken to his other books (I've only dabbled with them). I'm slowly building up a library of his YouTube stuff.

Thanks for this. The first one I'm going to watch is the David Hawkins and Oprah one. He's one of my idols right now.

Why is no one getting enlightenment?? Because God is up to his quota on enlightened people. Thanks to actualised.org too many people are becoming enlightened so God has put a block on it for now. When there are more vacancies up for grabs he will let us know. In the meantime just try and be a decent human being as best you can.

Have you ever thought about opening up a bit and saying what's really going on? There might be people on here who can help.

When can i sign up?

He probably means he spoke his truth. There are billions of people speaking the "truth", which means billions of truth's There are battles for who has the real truth. My truth is more true etc.

I remember that melt down. I remember the post well. It was an extreme example of what happens on here (and life!) sometimes.... It's easy being "advanced" when things are going well, harder when things are not going well. I'm working on my Joseph Maynor "fuck you all" demons as well to be honest. He went for the messy divorce strategy. Never a good look. Animal instinct run wild. Took some guts to come back from that though.

I'm not trying to start a debate with you on this, as I respect your opinion, but I personally wouldn't say he was super toxic at all. For me that's harsh. I remember when I first joined the forum he was involved in all kinds of disputes and rants, and then he mellowed and managed to somewhat take a step back from having to be correct. He wasn't the only person heavily invested in his own ideas. He tried to swallow his pride on a good few occasions and sometimes he succeeded, which is no easy thing. I miss some of his input on the general threads. I liked it when he came out from just the journal section to play in the main area I always found his journal mega difficult to get into. His writing style was not for me and that frustrated me as it meant I lost the motivation to read through his stuff, hoping to find a real nugget (and nuggets were there!!!). Then again I have the same problem with Leo's videos. I think powerful, life changing messages, insights, and teachings can be more concise than some people present them as. But that's my problem, not the teachers. Other's hugely benefit from that style of teaching it would seem.

I think Flowboy is from there?

@Zigzag Idiot Thanks for this thread! Here is my contribution today, hopefully more contributions to come. These clips are related to Alcoholics Anonymous but I think the message can be useful even if you do not identify yourself as an addict

@Zigzag Idiot Hey man. Thanks for your input. Yes, the individual stories during the second part of the basic AA text are very inspiring. I've also learned a lot from them. Thanks for the link. It's legit. @DrewNows Thanks Drew. I've watched a few segments and I really like it. Will watch the whole 25-mins ASAP. I knew eventually you would send me a Teal Swan video that I embraced Speak soon guys

Yes true. And if you subsequently fell sick they would have your baseline/normal levels to refer back to

Following this thread now. Can't watch the whole thing now but loved the bits I just heard. Thank you for this. Will check out your YouTube channel.

What about working on the obsession about girls? I mean if its driving you to consider a career change just to meet that need then it might be worth looking at? Is it sex addiction? I haven't read your journal to be fair. I don't see many on this forum basing their career around their primitive needs dude.

Well Leo made this whole video on making a girl squirt when it's basically a girl urinating. There really is no need for any special dramatic technique in my experience. Just normal use of your fingers and knowing what your partner likes. It's no great achievement. Great outcome if you both like it. It's brilliant, but it's not an achievement. Requires no special skill.

Why don't you see a psychiatrist instead of spamming the internet like this. Sounds like your pretty screwed up. Get some help. No shame in getting proper help. Sounds like you more of an addict than a seeker. Take care.

I don't. I Love water sports. There will be others though who may not be so accommodating to urine.

I love these "there is nothing further to discuss" debates that keep on going. At least this one is fairly polite (at the moment lol). May the best concept win Ignorance disclaimer: I don't understand much of it

Why don't you ask a doctor. Get this issue sorted once and for all?

Albert Ellis and his approach.

In relation to what? Or you'd rather not say?

Yes. Leo will not cut his nose off to spite his face, that's my prediction. This will all blow over.