Alfonsoo

I'm an aspiring chef and aspiring business man. I'm currently a student of gastronomy and I would love to hear some insight from open minded and trascendental people. Ive been brainstorming ideas on how to develop my life purpose through cooking. Naturally I ended up with some interesting ideas about healthy/alternative food and psychoactive food. BUT... I really want to hear if you've got any tips, anecdotes or ides in regards to this.

does it get more manageable with practice?

@Elisabeth My bad I forgot to mention them. Moderate geometrical shapes mostly with closed eyes. Opened eyes had more of like chromatic aberration and on large clear surfaces a metallic rainbowy fx (like diffraction ) At the very peak there where some very strong CEVs (seeing another entity / realm ) The trip was to strong on the body to stay awake and with opened eyes.

@Recursoinominado Yeah, I thought that a 100 was a good beginners dose, below a 100 seemed to close to a microdose

I remember seeing somewhere that a guy said he used to enter some sort of dissociative state by putting a guitar amp at high volume and letting the feedback noise play. And laying right next to the speaker. I’m guessing it has something to do with the powerful vibrations kind of knocking you unconscious but not all the way. Has anybody heard of something like this? Does it make sense?

I know, but I was just wandering if it actually worked

What happened to the sub forum for psychedelics, trip reports and all that? Did it exist or am I imagining it?

@SamC well, to start i was thinking of plainly selling microdoses in the form of candy (which I believe already exist) and the rest of the project i’ll figure it out as the law calms down a bit

Also, letting go plays a huge huge role in this. Daring Greatly by René Brown will solve that.

@Flowerfaeiry Kill Your Self: Life AfterEgo by: Dogo Barry I wouldn't call this book a informative masterpiece, but there's something about t that just makes you warm, vulnerable and with a will to be less selfish. Like mystical poetry (its not literally poetry).

@Matt23 thanks! I thing I'll get it

Written by Bessel Van Der Kolk M.D. Its about how the body manifests past trauma (and other psychological problems I guess) as physical ailments.

Saw this quote somewhere, can’t remember. But what do you think?

@m0hsen I feel like the quote meant our sense of self (ego) exists in pure thought form, nothing more. Withe the thinking gone, so does the "I" and we die. We go back to pure awareness as you said.

assuming it’s all the most unaltered organic (and no dairy of course) possible

For someone who self actualizes is there a single moment where you could say that now they’re going in the right direction. Where does the awakening start? I know it is more of a gradient but could you point to a single event/moment you could identify as a whole new stage?

@4201 yeah all material found was copypasted

also known as dicyanin glasses, blue glass, Kilner Screens, Kilner glasses, aura glasses, etc. Supposedly it is a blue-ish dye, some say it’s an alcohol based solution. It is put between two glass panes and allows the user to see different stuff from the electromagnetic spectrum (hence the aura/spirit viewing abilities). Articles also say it is highly illegal, being more strictly guarded than hard drugs for example. Some say it is illegal under the excuse that it is a toxic material (like asbestos but asbestos is not that illegal) . Has anyone heard anything about it, actually used it or something like that? I had a hard time looking up info even using different search engines. thank you so much

@Roy hahahaha yeah i only drink a couple times a week

@The_Truth_Seeker I think it’s a the whole mix if money culture, money education, financial support from (rich)parents or lack of all this that make it a snowballing effect for both sides. Of course anyone can break the chain, either a poor persone becomes rich or a rich becomes poor. I believe the most important thing is to self control when buying stuff (meaning don’t buy useless stuff or overbuy. Am I buying this for instant pleasure or for future pleasure? You should ask yourself that. Remember that investing beats saving usually ( you should do both)

I was expecting to destabilize but that was not the case. I guess the shock and the unexpectedness threw mi into a higher awareness state (nothing too radical tough), however I feel my thoughts slowly crawling back to a high ego state every hour that passes by. This is the first time somone close to me passes away. Any help on understanding this and how to deal with it?

@IamMystic I do feel a bit sad. More like nostalgic. I feel kind of relieved and happy for him. However i don’t get the part of “being created”. I know where you’re getting at, i’ve studied/practiced all this but i’m not quite there yet. I don’t truly comprehend.

I try to stay away from social media and the news but inevitably I receive some information about corruption, environment, powerful people manipulating from behind the scenes, etc. Basically 1984 on steroids. And I cant help but think if I should even try to do anything. I would like to know how a high consciousness would respond to this world situation if even respond at all.

@snowyowl Well i’m not that advance yet. Currently 15 minutes a day of meditation (i’m gradually cranking that up), inquiry, gradually reducing social media and all that and idk if it counts but reading from leo’s list. I’ve been practicing detaching but i’ve found growth is slow it’s that. I’m thinking about journaling.

but I feel like there’s nothing to be done against the big “evil” in the world. On top of that i feel like it’s just distracting me from spiritual work. So i’ve got mixed feelings