Porphyry Fedotov

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  1. Sounds like a scarcity mindset to me...
  2. If reincarnation exists it's most likely non-linear. Here is a pretty good video illustrating it:
  3. Hardcore mode: How to find stage green people in Russia?
  4. Maybe because the collective ego of many Zen traditions is at Stage Blue. Like look how life is organized in any Zen monastery - it's strictly hierarchical and rigorously ritualized
  5. I find all this recent development in the UFO story to be very intriguing. However it's suspicious that all of these disclosures are happening in only one country - the USA. Pentagon declassifies three UFO videos, Pentagon releases report on the UFO's, all the interviews with pilots. I understand why Russia and China are silent on the issue. Russia is notoriously secretive about its military information (even now there are classified archives from the Soviet Era), China is the same way. But what about the EU countries? They're supposed to be the most transparent in regard to this topic (considering how far are some of the EU countries on spiral) and yet they haven't put out much information I hope this isn't just a pretext for the US military to increase its budget spending for the United States Space Force or something like that.
  6. Sounds like initial signs of top-down Kundalini awakening. It's usually explained in terms of Cosmic Maha Kundalini descending into the human body and going down from the crown chakra to the Muladhara and below. Shri Aurobindo described his awakening experience as an extreme pressure that started at the top of his head and slowly went all they way down to his soles. “When the Peace is established, this higher or Divine Force from above can descend and work in us. It descends usually first into the head and liberates inner mind centres, then into the heart centre, then into the navel and other vital centres, them into the sacral region and below. It works at the same time for perfection as well as liberation. It takes up the whole nature part by part and deals with it, rejecting what has to be rejected, sublimating what has to be sublimated, creating what has to be created. It integrates, harmonizes, establishes a new rhythm in the nature.” I had similar experiences my lucid dreams, but it didn't go further than that for some reason.
  7. Sounds like "The web of belief" by Willard Van Orman Quine
  8. I tried plugging 50mg of N,N-DMT. It dissolved only after I added a drop of vinegar to the solution. Didn't feel anything, 50mg considered ok dosage for a breakthrough however it seems to me you'd need way more for a plugging. I think vaping DMT is a way to go, plugging it is kinda wasteful
  9. Haven't tried it but apparently it's a legit working ROA for mushrooms. Interesting, gonna try it in the future coz I always feel some sort of discomfort and sometimes a stomachache after taking mushrooms, this ROA should eliminate it.
  10. I have a few of Datura stories myself. Tried it several times when I was 18 after being inspired by Carlos Castaneda books. Obviously I didn't have any insights, however I didn't have any health issues or hospitalization either. I tripped on seeds of Datura Stramonium. As a responsible person I did a research about safety, that's why I didn't do crazy stuff or overdosed. All my datura trips can be boiled down to seeing tons of insects, talking to people that weren't in my room, seeing people climbing a tree near my window and seeing a crowd silently watching me etc. In my experience I left my room dozens of times while in actuality I stayed in it sitting on my couch. It's quite curious how my mind rationalized every weird thing I witnessed. It created a plausible story for everything. For example when I saw a couch crawling with ants I thought to myself - Oh, we have an ant problem again, just like that one time in my childhood (when we really had ants in our apartment). You basically forget about taking Datura seeds. At one moment of my trip I even though that I was having a lucid dream lol. I wouldn't call any of the stuff that I saw nightmarish, by no means it was frightening. It felt ridiculously normal. I think we normalize the stuff we see everyday (in the dream we call reality) in the exact same manner. I also experimented with small dosages of Datura seeds, there wasn't any visions but it produced strange audio hallucinations like real voices talking in your head like a radio. I guess that's what a person with schizophrenia has to struggle with every day.
  11. Same here. 1 hour in the morning and 1 hour in the evening. Sometimes I do walking meditation, but not regularly.
  12. Once I too had similar experience when I was doing self inquiry with open eyes - I started seeing changing fractal like patterns. Maybe it was an acid flashback though because I had an LSD trip a week prior.
  13. I googled it and apparently it's only illegal Hungary so far. Interesting. Technically it's legal in Russia.
  14. Great example of an outdated harmful tradition. They don't need these dolphins to survive and yet they slaughter them every year. For those who don't know - fish is the main export of Faroe Islands (like 90%). So basically they already catch so much fish that they have to export it somewhere
  15. From my experience it's expected that you feel overwhelmed by emotions during trip, especially the first one. Basically psychedelics act like a scalpel opening your abscesses. After a while it gets easier
  16. Wow I've never even heard that there is such a thing. Blackout contact lenses sound ideal for an improvised dark room retreat. It's weird that they are mostly used in a BDSM community lol. How come nobody uses them for a spiritual sensory deprivation?
  17. As people evolve toward green everywhere in the world, the old outdated narratives get replaced by the new ones, more compassionate and nuanced. That's how it goes Of course there will be a public outcry because some people aren't ready for such development. If this information is legit, then the USA textbooks are indeed in dire need of a replacement: By the way, here in Russia our own history textbooks are full of one-sided bullshiterry as well.
  18. Hi everybody. So I tried about 0.027g of 5MeoDmt salt the other day by plugging. Felt very severe heart palpitations at an increasing rate and sound and panic, then nothing. Afterglow felt cozy and consciousness was kinda smeared all around me a little bit, but nothing serious. Not much with 0.030g in an hour or two. Today tried 0.030g as well (I thought yesterday second failure had to do with a tolerance) I understand now how to be calm in such hard come-ups - and I managed to stay calm and relaxed, but there was nothing apart from very light palpitations. As a side note - I don't have any heart conditions. I also tried snorting 0.040g to no avail. Anyone having such a problem? It's like I'm resistant to DMT-like compounds. I had the same thing with DPT, it took 162mg to give me something similar to a breakthrough. My weight is about 65kg for a reference. My sister was catapulted into a complete non-dual state by mere 0.020 from the same batch - so, it's not a potency problem. Feel a bit bummed out, it's such a difficult stuff to come by. Never had such problems with other psychedelics, like mushrooms for example. They work like clockwork usually. Even if you take not much there's something to work with. What am I doing wrong?
  19. Thanks. Hope your mom feel better soon.
  20. My fever broke yesterday btw, so I had it for about 5-6 days. I think there's a possibility that your mother had some form of seasonal cold when she got her vaccine and your brother caught it from her. It's apparent that your mom being vaccinated has nothing to do with your brother's fever
  21. Got my first shot of Sputnik V 7 days ago. My advice to everybody - don't get vaccinated if any member of your family has severe cold or something like this. For 4 days I've been having mild fever, sore throat and mild cough. It's easy to catch something from people close to you when your organism weakened by vaccine.
  22. Leo bashed Buddhists a bit in a video but Zen master Huang Po had a similar epiphany: "Q: Does the Buddha really liberate sentient beings? A: There are in reality no sentient beings to be delivered by the Tathagata. If even self has no objective existence, how much less has other-than-self? Thus, neither Buddha nor sentient beings exist objectively."